My Researching Journ Chapter 24: The Vow

Chapter 24: The Vow

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Chapter 24: The Vow

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A strange atmosphere enveloped the house as I started what I wanted to do.

My Willpower is proven...

My emotion is my desire, and I desire a 100% compatibility in enhancent...

My determination is what I need to prove and the following Vow shall prove it shaping my future with it, 'Vow...I'll Die If I Ever Feel Like A Failure....'

'Ten' is the process of keeping the nodes open, but also having aura flow through and around the body rather than away from it.

Once maintained, it creates a shroud around the user that feels similar to standing in a lukewarm, viscous fluid.

That's the light purple aura surrounding , A light purple Aura that soon started to turn darker and darker until signs of blackness left a mark on my aura as The beautiful light purple shining in my aura turned into a dark purple with a hint of black all around.

A dark purple releasing an atmosphere of serenity, an air you wouldn't think such color can give.

I opened my eyes and retracted my aura entering Zetsu, yet the air of tranquility never left

as a relaxed smile painted my pale face.

Now I can keep transmutation which is quite precious to , that's why I thought I'm going to succeed by giving up on it though I had to make a much harsher Vow, it's still a vow I'm satisfied with.

A vow that cos with more benefits than I thought.

'Ren' I release my aura projecting it outwards, though dark purple aura seed to have a further change than simply its color.

It has a calm and serene feeling to it with a sense of obscurity lowering my aura's presence quite a bit though that won't change much as a Nen user can easily detect it.

But will this change have an effect on when I enter Zetsu and lower my presence to my maximum?

I do just that, 'Zetsu' I retract my aura then close off my aura nodes, then I lower my heartbeats to my limit as I lower my presence.

Perfection, that's how I can describe my current state as I went beyond what a 'Zetsu' state can do, I'm sure if I walk around It'll be hard for anyone to notice

even while passing by them.

Except for Nen-users though It'll be useful against them to a certain extent as if I tail soone, I'm 100% sure they won't be able to notice

except a few special cases.

And a more important thing, an ability people in this world have, the ability to sense other's gaze on them is sothing I have as well.

In fact, because of my extraordinary sensorial ability, I could feel when the servants are watching

through the cara when I train in the isolation room.

It's an obscure feeling which feels more like intuition. Now, I'm sure nothing and no one can feel my gaze on them, of course, there are always exceptions.

This could be considered an ability in itself, a weak one but an ability nonetheless though I don't know if this is a benefit of my Vow or just because of my ntality developing.

A smile of amusent surfaced on my face as I thought to myself, 'is this what they call enlightennt?', anyway sothing else I noticed is My Nen pool expanding significantly.

Nen is quite complicated though the Vow I made is quite harsh, I still only got what I wanted even though the vow could bring much more benefits if used in other things.

As for the other small changes I'm more inclined to think they're a result of my willpower getting stronger. but this is better.

This is a vow I needed to make, I want to live a life of a winner eliminating anything that I don't like.

And the vow says 'If I felt like a failure,' which is completely different than just failing in anything since that'll be way harsher.

People sotis suicide when they feel like a failure, It's a depressing feeling no one wants to have.

It's okay to fail in sothing, we humans fail in this all the ti but we learn from our mistakes and improve never to make the sa mistake again.

We don't feel that bad about failing because it's normal, we are an imperfect species and Yasuo has yet to break his limits and beco perfect if that's even possible so he knows he will make mistakes.

He prefers not to and will work extrely hard and be just as cautious as not to fail but he won't really feel bad if he failed in sothing nor will the vow activate and harvest his life.

This is why he was okay with making such a vow- because feeling like a failure and failing are completely dissimilar things.

The things that can make soone like him feel like a failure are few and far between and can be counted on fingers of one hand.

Those are things he will strive and work hard as to not allow to happen because he will prefer to be dead than to experience them.

This is why he worked so hard for the past years and preserved against the pain and agony.

Perhaps in the future, his mind will grow and give beath to an untouchable and unbeatable will making the vow void because what can make him like a failure will cease to exist or matter in his mind.

That's also why he wanted to set the bar to what can make him feel negative emotions higher.

As to make sothing that can make him feel like a failure extrely rare and in the future, his mind will simply be immune to such a feeling.

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Anyway, It's ti to celebrate and start preparing for my conjuration ability as I always thought of it as one of the most broken categories if used right.

I put a black coat on after using 'Ten' so as not to go unnoticed then went to a luxurious shop close by.

A jewelry shop one of the best in the eastern part of the continent, once I entered an employee imdiately received .

"Hello sir, how can I help you." the employee asked with a professional smile adorning her face.

Well, as excepted, no strange reaction to seeing a kid as young as

enter the shop as if its everyday occurrence, "To the earrings section."

"Please follow ," She said and turned around leading the way.

We reached the earring section where I looked around for sothing that suits my style.

I looked for a while until I found a silvery long earring, I picked it up while handing her my account card, "This one.