It’s just that An Bingfeng might not know.
What a child wants and what an adult wants are ultimately different.
When he was young he might have been mischievous just to get the attention of adults, but when he grew up, it was different.
Moreover, An Yu was able to dream about An Ning’s life since childhood.
Before knowing he had a sister, he just thought it was his own dream, just a little stranger than others’ dreams.
But now, he truly knows he has a sister, and on top of that often feels all this in dreams. How can he feel at ease in the capital city without worrying about this?
It could be said that this is the first ti An Ning and An Bingfeng have had such a calm conversation.
Moreover, their goals can almost be considered the sa.
An Bingfeng hopes An Yu can return to the capital city, while An Ning hopes that Mada Yan’s life can have fewer twists and turns, and that the rest of her life can be peaceful and happy.
There are many won in this world more outstanding than Mada Yan. An Bingfeng once suffered such a thing, and the psychological trauma may never heal in this lifeti.
He simply cannot live with any woman.
Perhaps, even if he decided to marry Mada Yan back then, it was only after much hesitation and deliberation that he made the final decision.
Forcibly clinging on as Mada Yan did, would only invite annoyance.
An Ning now has the ability, and she hopes her mother can live more nobly, and this nobility refers not only in her lifestyle but also in her heart and mind.
If it were before, An Ning would only hate An Bingfeng because, no matter the circumstances, abandoning his wife and daughter was his fault.
But now, although there’s still bla, it’s not as intense as before.
To be fair, even she herself, when faced with such things, might develop psychological barriers.
It seems, blaming him for initially not helping Mada Yan, with what she encountered then, without An Bingfeng’s intervention, she would have already fallen into a miserable state.
Moreover, they were strangers back then, and An Bingfeng indeed had no obligation to save her gratuitously.
So things are truly unclear about who is right or wrong.
Because without standing in soone else’s shoes, no one is qualified to speak of righteousness.
Moreover, before leaving, An Bingfeng indeed made proper arrangents for them, the mother and daughter, but things are unpredictable.
An Bingfeng knows better than anyone how terrifying jealousy can be in won, yet ironically never expected that even alone, this kind of thing would again occur with him.
All that can be done is to remain like strangers, following the initial choice without any further contact.
Sikong Wuyou rarely has so free ti, and it happens that An Ning is also around, so they naturally want to cherish this rare mont.
After An Bingfeng left, An Ning did not hastily leave, but stayed with Sikong Wuyou.
Not until the evening did she finally leave.
In the room, An Yu looked at himself tightly locked inside, feeling utterly discontent.
The long bout of pounding on the door and shouting made his palms red, and even his voice was sowhat hoarse.
But all this is nothing compared to the pain in his heart.
Once he vented out his emotions and truly cald down, An Yu realized just how foolish his unrestrained shouting and pounding on the door had been.
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