Capítulo 1566: Chapter 1567: Selfishness
Whenever this is ntioned, Yanshi feels incredibly guilty.
Although she didn’t want to lose the money, ultimately, it was her inaction as a mother that led to her child’s suffering.
This is also the reason why An Ning has always been unable to let go of Yanshi.
Although she was sowhat selfish about the separation, not considering Xiaoniu, there is no doubt that throughout her life, she has been a good mother to her.
Even if she bore hardships and pain, she would give her the best possible, even marrying Gaomu for the two taels of silver to treat her illness.
These are Yanshi’s sacrifices for An Ning, an unforgettable presence in her heart.
“I never felt like I was suffering.”
When she was young, she complained more than once about the unfairness of fate.
But now that she’s grown up, she knows that everything she wants can be achieved through her own efforts.
Yanshi may be her mother, but it’s unwillingness that kept her from living well, not her owing Yanshi anything.
Instead, during those hard tis, it was Yanshi who insisted on raising her, making An Ning indebted to Yanshi.
Thinking about it, An Ning suddenly reflects on whether her attitude has been too selfless since Yanshi and Gaomu separated?
Yanshi never cared for Gaomu; she married him solely to save her, for those two taels of silver.
But because of past events, An Ning stubbornly believed that Yanshi being with Gaomu was the best choice.
She seems to have never truly considered Yanshi’s own wishes.
Never considered whether she was willing or happy.
“Mom, I’m sorry…”
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An Ning still couldn’t distinguish whether she was right or wrong.
Her heart aches for Xiaoniu, she feels Gaomu is not worth it, but it seems wrong to force Yanshi for Xiaoniu or Gaomu.
After all, a lifeti isn’t all that long or short, and Yanshi is a person who has the right to pursue her own happiness when conditions allow.
Hearing An Ning’s apology, Yanshi couldn’t hold back her tears, “You haven’t wronged , Ningning, you’ve never wronged …”
If there’s any apology, it should be her apologizing to the child.
Even without An Bingfeng’s company all these years, if she could have kept the money, An Ning wouldn’t have suffered so much with her.
And she recently even hit her.
Thinking of that slap, Yanshi feels a heart-wrenching pain.
Watching this scene, An Yu also feels uncomfortable.
Perhaps, there is never a right or wrong in this world, but the unfairness of fate and the arrangent of heaven, and their respective positions.
Yet undeniably, people are selfish; everyone wants things to develop in their imagined direction, everyone wants happiness.
Just like him!
Even though he knows that even if Yanshi separates, the Pri Minister Residence may not accept her, he still calculated, pushing her towards the direction he imagined.
Because he wants a mother, wants a sister, wants to be like a normal person.
He doesn’t want to live this life like his father, being a solitary figure with nothing, having only power and sches, with nothing else existing around him.
He doesn’t like the Pri Minister Residence.
Even though it has everything, it lacks familial bonds and warmth.
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