VICTORIA'S POV
Uhhh! I was done with this nagging argunt between and my conscience, about whether should I tell Alexander about my feelings or not.
Sitting in the classroom where our biology teacher was busy explaining the anatomy of a human, in which I was least interested, since, I have already studied this material and was well-versed with that, I was thinking about how should I tell Alexander about my feelings for him.
Yup, you guys heard that right. I was thinking of proposing to him, for real this ti.
It has been 3 days since that incident outside the club happened. Though he had never expressed any strong feelings towards , however, I don't know why, I get this feeling that he also likes , especially, after the way how he protected that day.
Besides, the fight outside the club that day made realise, that my life was full of animosity and danger. Who should I fight for?
I don't even know if I will get to see the next day or not. Now, amidst all these things, if I have to live like a coward, hiding my feelings, hiding everything from everyone, then was it even worth it to live?
"Aren't you saying too much? Don't go that deep into things. People might start thinking that you care for yourself." Carla scoffed in between making roll my eyes at her.
Okay fine, I am bluffing. It's all Carla who has been nagging to tell him how I feel before, he is snatched away by other girls, because let be honest, this university is filled with sexy and beautiful girls.
"Happy?" I asked her after praising her, to which she nodded happily.
However, proposing him wasn't an easy feat either. I was terribly confused, about how should I go with this process.
Yup, it was a process I know I have to go through because I was sure that whatever I feel for him was real.
Should I just directly go to him and say, 'Hey I like you and want to give it a go, do you like too?' but that would sound too la and rude.
Or should I go for sothing romantic and poetic to make his heart swell, that he finds it hard to reject ? But that won't suit my personality. It will look too fake if I do sothing like that.
As I was busy in my thoughts thinking about different thods of proposing Alexander, sothing hit my head, making jerk my head in the direction from where the note ca.
"Are you fuckin' crazy?" I mouthed to Chris who was grinning like an idiot he was.
Opening the note that he had thrown on , I read,
"Who are you going to prom with?"
This reminds , I was still without a partner and practically ineligible to join the prom that was going to be held tomorrow night to celebrate 50 years of the university.
"I don't have a partner yet, what about you and others?" I write before looking at our teacher, relaxed when she wasn't looking this way and throwing the note back at him.
It hit him square in the nose, pleasuring as I giggled at his squinting face.
I don't know what he found funny in my note but as soon as he opened my note, he started giggling as he bends his head to hide from the teacher's gaze.
I looked at him out of the corner of my eyes as he scribbled sothing again. He threw the note at , aiming for my face again. However, this ti I was prepared and caught it right in ti.
Smirking at his failed attempt, I opened the note to see what he wrote, but my smile froze in place, as I looked at him in disbelief.
It said,
"I am going with Angela, Aiden is going with Katie and Sean is going with Tina. I am not sure about Daniel but I heard so girl talking about asking him out today."
"You guys already have partners? So fast?" I mouthed to him in disbelief as he shrugged.
"What about ? Am I the only one left without a partner?" I wrote before hurriedly throwing the note at him.
After reading the note, he looked at before shaking his head in my direction as if thinking I was a lost cause.
Well, I was without a partner anyways, doesn't that make a lost case.
I waited for him to write whatever he was writing as I kept glancing at the teacher who was busy teaching while looking towards the blackboard.
I didn't have to wait for long, as I looked at the note,
"Well, you wouldn't have co to this point if you were not hell bend on rejecting everyone who asked you for the prom."
I read the note again and again and hated to admit it, but he was right.
When we ca to college today, and the talk about prom was out, guys had been lining in my class to ask girls out and luckily I was one of them because my partner was not decided yet.
Unlike, Tina, Angela, Katie and others, I didn't have any partner, which made eligible for being asked out to dance. However, I refused everyone politely because I was waiting for soone special's proposal.
As I rembered Alexander, I wonder if he had said yes to anybody yet.
I took out a fresh note and asked, "What about Alex?" before throwing it back to Chris.
Reading my note he just shrugged which made disappointed.
Placing my head, back on the desk sighing heavily I waited for the bell to rang as all my good mood from earlier was spoiled.
I exited the classroom as soon as I heard, the bell ringing.
This was my last class for the day anyway, and I was planning to go et thunder after having lunch.
Placing my bag lazily on my left shoulder, I shoved my books inside my locker before closing it with a loud bang.
"Woah! Soone looks angry." Daniel comnted as I saw him leaning on his locker while he was looking at with a quirked brow.
"AHH! Don't talk to right now. I am super pissed." I said before walking away.
Jogging along with , he placed his hand on my shoulder before pulling closer, as the corridor was sward by students coming out from their classes.
"And what is it that made our sassy girl, pissed?" Daniel asked making chuckle at his sassy remark.
"I don't have a partner for the prom yet. Doesn't that makes ineligible for tomorrow's dance?" I said, before hanging my head disappointed.
"Aww...so this is what it's all about? Don't worry, I can- ouch!" Daniel started but stopped mid-sentence making look at him in question as he halted his steps making stop along with him, because of his hand.
Before I could ask him what happened, I slled the familiar scent that I have co to love, near .
"Ouch! Will you release your hold now?" Daniel whispered yelled making look behind him, before rolling my eyes as I saw Alexander holding the back of Daniel's neck.
"How dare you leave behind to pick all the balls and co here chat with girls?" Alexander said before he jumped aside and placed his hand on my other shoulder.
"Well, wasn't it, 'your' punishnt? Why would I help you, knowing all to well, that, Mr Peter will probably kill if he ca to know that I helped you." Daniel said as they started walking together.
"Guys, can you remove your hands? I am not your handstand you know?" I said, feeling like, heavyweights were suddenly placed on both my shoulders.
But, did they listened to ?
"Still, as a good friend, you could've lent your help in placing them. The punishnt was about picking the balls not placing them." Alexander said pouting his lips.
'Good, ignore , now.' I thought angrily.
"Oh, I forgot to greet you. How was your day beautiful?" Alexander asked , which made looked at him with anger-filled eyes.
'You didn't forget to put your heavy hand on my shoulder! You tell how was my day? I was sward by guys asking to prom, but the guy I wanted, wasn't even anywhere close.' I thought in my head as I looked at him.
"Woah! Why are you shooting daggers at ?" He asked as he raised his hands in the air as if surrendering in defeat.
"You! You.…don't talk to ." I said before pushing both of them away and leading straight to the canteen.
"What happened to her?" I heard Alexander ask Daniel as I was leaving.
"What happened to ? Love happened! You happened!" I wanted to scream at him but controlled my anger, as I didn't want to ruin my mood, since, I still have to think of ways to propose to him.
This guy was dumb. He wouldn't even know of his feelings even if he falls in love with . Looks like it's who has to take the first step here.
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