225 - What If: Yeonho and Heena Beca Four-Year-Old Childhood Friends (10) (feat. Heena)
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My boyfriend was so adorable.
His small fra, still similar to mine. His soft, squishy cheeks. That gentle smile, identical to when he was an adult.
Nine years since he beca a child. Enough ti had passed that I could almost forget the endless sense of loss when I first lost Yeonho.
And during that ti, I had been shalessly expressing all my desires. I'd learned from past experience - you need to express yourself before it's too late when the one you love is by your side.
My feelings.
My love.
My desires.
I wanted to do everything I couldn't back then. Right this very mont. But I was holding back because he still had a child's body.
Yes.
Even in this mont.
"Hehe..."
I'm not usually a heavy sleeper, so sotis I wake up early. When that happens, I never go back to sleep. Instead, I prop my chin on my hands and admire Yeonho's sleeping face.
As I gazed at him, a smile would naturally spread across my face. I couldn't suppress my emotions at the sight of this adorable boyfriend before .
Especially those slightly parted lips - they seed to tempt even in his sleep.
"Mmm..."
"...This is all your fault, Yeonho..."
The more I thought about it, the more certain I beca that he was tempting . How else could a sleeping face be this beautiful?
-Chu
Unable to resist any longer, I leaned in close and pressed my lips to his. To his upper lip, his lower lip. Then the corner of his mouth, his cheek.
Even though I kissed him dozens, hundreds of tis a day, it was never enough. If I had my way, I'd lock him in a room and spend all day just kissing him.
Of course, that's pretty much how we spent our weekends anyway.
But it wasn't just kisses. I wanted to do even more. I wanted to give Yeonho my everything, right here and now.
He was still too shy to look at properly when we bathed together, but I knew that would change with ti.
I wanted Yeonho to do whatever he wanted with every inch of my body, with all of .
-Smooch
But I knew it wasn't possible right now. Knowing Yeonho wasn't ntally prepared, I had to content myself with leaving marks on his body.
Moving down from his cute face, I kissed each of his tiny fingers one by one, caressing his chest and waist.
Such a young, immature body. But that didn't matter. Even if his body wasn't mature, he was still Yeonho. The re presence of this child before - my Yeonho - made desire seep out of .
"Haa..."
I let out a heated breath. I had to stop here. If I went any further, I wouldn't be able to control myself.
Suppressing my desires, I lifted my upper body that had been pressed against Yeonho. Looking down at him, disheveled from my touch, I wished deep in my heart.
For ti to pass quickly.
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Our school trip together.
To be honest, it was really tough. Since boys and girls were separated under the teachers' supervision, I couldn't stay close to Yeonho. We could only be together when visiting historic sites or during talent show activities.
"Heena, here's so water from the teacher. Have a drink."
"Thanks~ I love you!"
" too. I've got to go back now. I snuck out secretly."
"Ah..."
During group recreation activities, Yeonho would find monts to et like this, but it wasn't enough.
And above all, the hardest mont was bedti. I never realized how lonely it would be without Yeonho sleeping beside . Maybe because we'd been sleeping together for the past few years, his absence felt even more pronounced.
It was so empty. Without Yeonho's warm body temperature, without his arms holding close.
"Who do you think is the best guy in our class?"
"If we voted, wouldn't Han Yeonho win hands down? Honestly, he's the nicest. Good at studies and sports too."
"Obviously we're not counting him~ Plus, he's Heena's."
"Right?"
After the day's schedule ended, when we weren't allowed to leave our rooms, I lay there listlessly, listening to my friends' conversation.
I was glad the girls in our class recognized Yeonho's good qualities, but it also made a bit jealous.
I'd prefer if I was the only one who knew Yeonho was the most wonderful person in the world.
[ My Yeonho♡ : I'm hanging out with the guys for a bit. What about you? ]
[ : I just miss you... Can't you sneak out? ]
[ My Yeonho♡ : We'd get caught before even leaving this floor. Want to et briefly on the first floor early tomorrow? ]
[ : ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I want to kiss you right now... ]
[ My Yeonho♡ : I'll give you ten tis as many when we get ho. Let's be patient for now. ]
[ : Okay... Don't stay up too late since we're eting in the morning. Make sure you dream of , got it? Love you! ]
[ My Yeonho♡ : I love you too. Sleep well! ]
After our brief chat earlier, it felt like I'd run out of fuel to keep my body moving. I didn't want to do anything.
In the end, I apologized to my friends who wanted to stay up longer and lay down to close my eyes. The sooner I fell asleep, the sooner I could see Yeonho.
After enduring those 2 nights and 3 days of the school trip, longing for Yeonho every night, we finally returned ho.
I seriously suggested to Yeonho:
"Should we just skip the middle school trip?"
"That's a bit much... Was it really that hard?"
"I can't do this. Not being able to sleep together for two nights is ridiculous."
"Oh my, was our Heena lonely? Co here, I'll give you a hug."
I was a bit annoyed that he didn't seem to understand how difficult it had been for , treating like a whining child.
But how could I resist when he was standing there with his arms wide open, waiting for ?
As I gently leaned against Yeonho's chest, he wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling close and stroking my hair with one hand.
I was happy. Just being in Yeonho's embrace was more than enough.
While I genuinely wanted to do more than kiss with Yeonho, I could be content with just this caring hug.
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This young love, with its little tantrums, jealousies, and stubbornness, was truly fun every day. There were so regrets, but ti would take care of those.
Besides, the fact that we could et again like this was already a miracle beyond what we should have hoped for.
I was always by Yeonho's side, and Yeonho treated my presence as a matter of course.
"Let's go on a date, just the two of us, for Christmas next year."
"I guess that's appropriate for middle schoolers, right?"
"Of course! I've been holding back because we're still in elentary school!"
"Spending it with family is fun too, though."
"No way. From Christmas Eve to Christmas Day, you're all mine, Yeonho."
"Aren't I yours even when it's not Christmas?"
"...That's true!"
From first grade, I participated in countless academic competitions, winning awards and praying we'd go to the sa middle school.
Of course, I knew middle schools were assigned by computer lottery, but having these awards couldn't hurt, and it made my family happy.
There were international middle schools too, but even if we could get in, the tuition was too expensive and the distance too far, so we didn't even consider it.
Fortunately, we were assigned to the sa middle school.
"We did it! Yeonho, we did it!"
"Phew... Thank goodness. We got lucky."
"Yeah! What should I do, I'm so happy! I want to kiss you!"
"Wait, Heena! We're at school... Mmph!"
After graduating elentary school, we took countless photos to preserve our mories and went together to get fitted for our first school uniforms.
Even after becoming middle schoolers, we always stayed together, slept together, and went to school together.
We absolutely refused to stop sleeping together, even when people said we should now that we were in middle school. I couldn't fall asleep anymore without Yeonho by my side.
Then we turned 15, and 16.
As our bodies grew more noticeably, Yeonho started running away when I suggested bathing together.
He said he really couldn't hold back anymore.
There was no need to hold back.
But I respected Yeonho's will. As much as I wanted to pounce on him, seeing Yeonho blush and avoid my gaze was incredibly cute too.
That's right.
We were already 16 years old.
Too old to be called children, but still too young to be considered adults.
"When are you going to hold ?"
"I can hold you right now if you want. Co here quickly."
"Mmm... You know that's not what I an, right?"
"......"
Thanks to his growth spurt, my boyfriend was now a head taller than and even more dependable. He glanced away slightly.
Judging by his reaction, it seed Yeonho wanted it too, but...
-Swoosh
I casually draped my bare leg over Yeonho's. His gaze naturally followed. As he openly looked over my leg, Yeonho spoke.
"Does your leg hurt? Want to massage it?"
"Will you?"
"Of course. I'm an expert at leg massages for our Heena."
"Hehe, please do~"
Yeonho placed his hand on my thigh and carefully started massaging. I wasn't imagining the hint of sensuality in his touch.
I wouldn't pounce on Yeonho, but if he couldn't hold back anymore and pounced on , that couldn't be helped, right?
I gazed at my cute boyfriend as he focused on kneading my leg with both hands.
My one and only goal this year was to make Yeonho put his hands on .
I was always taking care of myself for that purpose. Every inch of my body, so I'd look my best whenever he held .
"......"
"Hehe..."
And that day was surely not far off.
No matter how much he tried to hold back, I'd make sure of it.
Without fail.
Author's Note:
A story where only Yeonho goes back in ti seems like it would get too long, so I'll probably pass on that... As for a short story with regret, obsession, and angst, I plan to avoid excessive angst in "My Girlfriend is Very Good to " at least!
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