So in this life, what I want is sothing I never had the chance to experint with in my last life, sothing you’re willing to give , Qi-ge. Being with you, I’m very happy, even though I’ve acted in quite a few films, and I’ve received the glory I deserved;
like Best Newcor, like Best Supporting Role. I’m just short of a Best Actress award. I am your Best Actress, Qi-ge. I don’t feel there is any difference in getting the Best Actress award sooner or later.
As long as I’m good enough, I will eventually get this honor. And you’re there to share it with in the audience. I think, that’s the luckiest and happiest thing, witnessing my success, sharing your glory.
What’s more, during this ti, we also had a son, Zhizhi. Zhizhi is the most precious existence between us."
She couldn’t forget the expression on Bo Yan’s face at that mont, both shocked and grateful.
Bo Yan said, "If I had t Fu Yuran, I think I would’ve fallen for her sooner or later. It’s just a matter of ti. It’s just that before I t Fu Yuran, Fu Yuran had already left this world."
"Another way to love you, is possible too."
Pulled back to reality, Yuran answered with confidence, "I’m very lucky. The few films I’ve made have all been successful and won awards. I can’t say these awards an nothing to , but I know very well, compared to my life, I would rather have the days I have now, a heavenly life."
Huo Qi laughed, "The confidence the ’Great Film Emperor’ Bo has given you is indeed very strong."
Yuran didn’t deny it, Bo Yan had given her a sense of security, also the confidence to do whatever she wanted, "That’s right, my Qi-ge, is the best husband in the world. I can bask in his glory and live a prosperous and comfortable life."
"Truly envious."
Yuran chuckled, "Actually, what you want to ask about is the balance, isn’t it?"
Huo Qi: "...Can you read minds?"
Yuran, "No, but if you’re willing to open your heart and give Ao Chen another chance, you might get an unexpected result. I’m not speaking for Ao Chen, but you should understand , so my thought is, you can try, try with Ao Chen, and then try with yourself."
Huo Qi sighed, toying with the teacup in his hand, "It’s not that I don’t want to, I’m afraid if I give my heart one more ti and then never be able to love again if it dies. What I intended wasn’t a quick start and end with Ao Chen but a long-lasting relationship with him."
Yuran raised an eyebrow, "That’s a good indication. You should start dating so young new guy and see if Ao Chen goes crazy for you. Ao Chen took your feelings for granted and let you down before, so everything he’s suffering now is what he deserves. Don’t go easy on him, consider it teaching him a lesson."
Huo Qi: "...When it cos to being ruthless, I’m not as good as you. When I broke up with Ao Chen, I was devastated for a long ti. For the first three days, I prayed for him, but Ao Chen was so heartless he couldn’t see how upset I was, letting wait alone at every event he appeared. When he loved , it was like that; when he didn’t, I was less than grass beside him.
Yuran, you know I wasn’t gay, but Ao Chen turned into a gay, and then he left alone, self-destructing. I don’t want to bla him; when there was love, he was really good to , but love is fleeting. Once it’s gone, he was particularly willing to hurt ."
Yuran heard the sorrow in Huo Qi’s words, a sorrow that was not feigned, nor was it in the past, but a sorrow that couldn’t be overco.
Huo Qi always brooded over how Ao Chen could be so cruel to abandon him and then rapidly withdraw from his world, leaving him alone in a foreign place.
It was precisely because Huo Qi didn’t want a too swift ending to his second chance with Ao Chen that he now resisted giving Ao Chen a firm answer. It was not for himself but for a better step back for both of them.
In case, Ao Chen never changed.
It would allow him to save face, not to be abandoned unprepared like the last ti.
Huo Qi couldn’t withstand being abandoned a second ti.
Yuran understood him well, "Do I need to convey your thoughts to Ao Chen?"
"No need, personal realization is much profounder than being told by others. If Ao Chen can’t figure it out himself, then I think, there’s no need for us to reconcile in this lifeti. If he can be with soone else for a long ti, I will also bless them.
It’s just that we weren’t ant to be."
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