Since he has already decided to take this step, how can he allow himself another way out?
His expression remained unchanged, even the mocking curve at the corner of his lips did not alter. After a few seconds of pause, he spoke again, unhurriedly, "Do you rember? There was a ti when you kept having recurring dreams, your mories were gradually recovering, becoming clearer, and then I took you to see a psychologist to hypnotize you."
Dong Xin Yan didn’t know how Cheng Ziyang’s topic suddenly shifted here. She was stunned for a mont, then nodded, "I rember, you wanted to help regain my mory."
As soon as she finished speaking, he let out a light laugh.
His laughter was faint, but his eyes silently turned red, "Dong Xin Yan, are you sure that I had you hypnotized to help you regain your mory?"
Earlier, none of Cheng Ziyang’s words were believed by her, yet when he said this, Dong Xin Yan’s body involuntarily trembled hard, her eyes abruptly widened.
It was as if she suddenly realized sothing, a chill rapidly climbed up her spine.
"Zi, Ziyang, what do you an by this...?"
Seeing Dong Xin Yan’s sudden change of expression, Cheng Ziyang lowered his gaze slightly. An endless pain and bitterness appeared in his eyes. He knew that once he spoke the following words, it would truly mark the end between him and Dong Xin Yan.
Six years of feelings, his true heart, his love, would vanish into smoke.
He would forever lose her, lose the one he loved in his heart.
But he couldn’t bear... to let her lose the person she truly loved, because the pain he was going through, he didn’t want her to experience.
One person suffering is already enough.
What he didn’t expect was that although he had deceived her for six years, he still had to keep deceiving her.
Deceiving her that he didn’t love her, that he never loved her, so that she would truly let go, truly find peace.
Cheng Ziyang’s hand gripping the wheelchair armrest was so forceful that veins bulged fiercely, and his fingertips turned pale. Yet he still forced himself to maintain a calm face, suppressed the trembling in his voice, and slowly spoke, "If I truly intended to help you restore all your mories, why would there still be omissions in your mory? Have you never thought about this question?"
No matter how much she couldn’t understand his words before, now she understood.
When she later thought about all the mories, she had doubts, but... she never once doubted Ziyang. She simply thought that perhaps the hypnosis wasn’t that successful, so her mories were incomplete.
So it was deliberate by Ziyang?
Dong Xin Yan shook her head incredulously, her knees went weak, and she staggered back two steps, her face gradually turning pale.
Cheng Ziyang seed to think this statent wasn’t enough, he looked up at her and continued, "Your mory has omissions not because you can’t rember, but because I had the doctor block your mories, as I didn’t want you to rember Gu Ningyi, didn’t want you to go back to his side, didn’t want you to ruin the transaction between and Zhou Yalin."
"It’s just a pity, in the end you still rembered. It really wasted my efforts. But now that you rembered, it’s also good. To be honest, having to act all these years, forcing myself to love you, I’m really tired."
"Slap—."
The rest of Cheng Ziyang’s words were drowned out by a sudden slap, the crisp sound stunning everyone present.
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