How long can you stay with ?
Just like he asked last ti, a day? Two days? A month, or a year?
If it’s destined for soone to leave, why sympathize with him, why give him this ti? He’d rather have nothing at all.
Is he using this question to corner her again?
Last ti, she couldn’t answer him, but now... she could.
Dong Xin Yan still smiled, even though her eyes were red, even though the softest part of her body was pricked with fine needles, she still curved her lips, maintaining the smile.
But the two simple words she thought of were so difficult to speak at this mont.
Her red lips trembled, she opened her mouth, closing and opening several tis, and finally, it was only when her hand secretly pinched her leg hard that she forced out the words.
"Always."
Always...
Cheng Ziyang’s dark eyes froze for a mont, unable to believe his ears, even his voice was trembling, "Xinxin, you, what are you saying?"
"I said always, Ziyang, I will always stay with you, always, always, I will never leave you again, we will be like before, together forever, all our lives."
Together forever, together for a lifeti. What a beautiful promise.
But that was before...
Those two words were enough to pull back his dazed consciousness, his dark eyes stiffly turned away from Dong Xin Yan’s face, and fixedly looked at the ceiling for a while, his hands unconsciously clenching the blanket.
"Because my legs can’t be healed, so you plan to devote yourself to ?"
"No."
Cheng Ziyang lightly laughed, "Is it because you love ?"
Dong Xin Yan swallowed hard, her voice trembling as she spoke, "Yes."
Cheng Ziyang slowly laughed, and as he laughed, tears unknowingly welled up, sliding down, soaking the pillowcase, he laughed for a long ti, almost until he was completely exhausted, then slowly stopped, and then he looked at Dong Xin Yan again, word by word, "Then let’s get married according to the original plan."
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Ti passed silently, and under Dong Xin Yan’s ticulous care, Cheng Ziyang’s body gradually recovered and he gradually accepted the fact that he could no longer walk.
Once he was able to get out of bed, Dong Xin Yan brought a wheelchair, helped him sit into it, and every day she would push him outside to bask in the sun and breathe in the fresh air.
Cheng Ziyang also regained his forr gentle calmness, that once desolate, self-destructive Cheng Ziyang seed just an illusion.
Their lives gradually returned to peace, she accompanied Ziyang every day, just like every day when they were in love before, warm and happy, they tacitly didn’t ntion Gu Ningyi, and everything about him no longer appeared before them.
But only Dong Xin Yan herself knew, no matter how well she masked it outwardly, in the depths of the night, those devastating pains still tornted her relentlessly, devouring her.
One person, almost splitting into two.
The indifferent Dong Xin Yan, the Dong Xin Yan with heartaches gnawing at her bones.
Originally, her wedding with Cheng Ziyang was planned for about half a month later, but because Ziyang injured his leg, he didn’t want a grand banquet anymore, just sothing simple, and Dong Xin Yan agreed.
She had thought that in this lifeti, maybe she wouldn’t see Gu Ningyi again, but on the night before the wedding, she still saw him.
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