After all, Mrs. Cheng is eagerly looking forward to them getting married soon, and the wedding is already in the preparation stage. To call it off now, how angry and disappointed Mrs. Cheng would be, and he would have to endure imnse pressure and grievances.
"So, Xinxin, during this ti, take a good rest and sort things out. I... will wait for you."
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After hanging up the phone, Dong Xin Yan once again collapsed powerlessly on the sofa, her hand holding the phone, pressing the HO button again and again, the screen lighting up and dimming, dimming and lighting up again.
She ca here, saying it was to calm herself down, but in reality, she was rely escaping.
Yet she couldn’t even escape successfully.
The deeper her guilt towards Ziyang, the more clearly it showed whom her emotional balance was leaning towards.
In fact, she found it incomprehensible and quite incredible.
She and Gu Ningyi only had a brief two months. Yes, she used to like him a lot, but with Ziyang, it was a nearly six-year relationship.
Two months versus six years is fundantally incomparable.
Moreover, she was certain that before she rembered her complete mory, she might have really had so inexplicable feelings for Gu Ningyi, but it was only that much.
But why, when she rembered him and the past, did her feelings for him so easily catch up with Ziyang?
Clearly, she had forgotten him for such a long ti, clearly, during this ti, she t, got to know, and fell in love with another man.
How could it be that, in the end, her feelings for him ca on so fiercely and strongly, as if during those six years, she had not forgotten him, but rely... suppressed her feelings.
And now suddenly discovered, abruptly bursting forth.
She just couldn’t distinguish whether this was her true inner feeling or a temporary confusion. From the mont she recalled the past without any warning to now, her entire mind was in a state of haze, confusion, and bewildernt.
She forced herself to be calm, forced herself to be rational, but forgot that these are often the opposite of calm and rational actions.
She thought, from this mont on, she truly needed to let go of these matters, truly calm down, and only then could she truly see her own heart clearly.
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Perhaps she really had figured things out, or perhaps she was just suppressing herself once again, but Dong Xin Yan’s state miraculously adjusted swiftly afterward. She entered her best working state again, which was a world of difference from her state on the first day, causing the director to look at her in newfound amazent.
Returning to the hotel at night, after a busy day of work, taking a shower and lying on the bed exhausted, Dong Xin Yan habitually picked up her phone to check for any calls or ssages.
Ziyang no longer called, but he still kept the habit of saying goodnight to her every night.
As for Gu Ningyi... there was still no news.
Dong Xin Yan’s heart, from extre entanglent, to entangled, to depressed, to indignant, finally to a state of inner peace, seed, after all, not so difficult.
Dong Xin Yan curled her lips, put the phone back on the bedside table, turned off the light, closed her eyes, and went to sleep!
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For Dong Xin Yan, it seed that Gu Ningyi had completely forgotten her, but for Gu Ningyi, it was more about longing to see her but not daring to, even longing had to be done with great caution.
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