She paused for a mont, took a deep breath, and continued, "Moreover, even if I choose you in the future, he will still be my family, and I can never ignore him in this lifeti."
Gu Ningyi knew in his heart that losing his temper at a ti like this was very irrational, that getting angry would only make the relationship they’ve slowly tried to nd beco strained again, and that being petty would just push Dong Xin Yan towards Cheng Ziyang.
He understood the reasoning, but hearing her cold yet serious tone as she spoke of her feelings for Cheng Ziyang, he wanted to hold back, but he couldn’t.
In her heart, he has always been the underdog. Now, he doesn’t even have the right to be concerned or care?
What did she an by choosing him in the future yet not ignoring Cheng Ziyang?
Did that not an she might as well just say she would choose Cheng Ziyang and not him, Gu Ningyi!
Once, he was anguished and regretful for eting her first but failing to seize the opportunity, ultimately missing out on her. But now he realized that even if he had seized that opportunity, the final outco would still be the sa, wouldn’t it?
In just a day, he lost and regained her, and yet, in just a day, his hope was shattered.
Dong Xin Yan, you’re truly ruthless.
Gu Ningyi’s body gradually cooled down, the smile playing on his lips turned more sarcastic, "Dong Xin Yan, you say you’re confused and haven’t sorted things out, but in reality, you’ve made things quite clear in your heart, haven’t you? If that’s the case, why give soone hope? Is playing with people fun for you?"
When people are irrational, they often speak without restraint, and when people are disheartened, they tend to misinterpret the anings in others’ words.
At this mont, both Gu Ningyi and Dong Xin Yan were in those respective states, neither aware if the sharpness was due to caring too much, only feeling that the other’s words lacked trust and only held hurt.
In Dong Xin Yan’s heart, recalling everything from yesterday and reuniting with Gu Ningyi truly made her happy, and she genuinely wanted to sort out her feelings and be true to them, which was why she chose to be selfish even as she watched Ziyang in such pain and sadness.
But did her struggles, conflicts, guilt, and distress just look like she was playing a ga in Gu Ningyi’s eyes?
Ti, perhaps, is the most terrifying enemy. Her feelings for him still lingered in the past, yet his feelings for her persisted up until now, leading to the imbalance between them, and he didn’t even have the ti to allow her to catch up.
Dong Xin Yan felt increasingly disheartened; things change, people change. She finally understood the sourness and helplessness encapsulated in that phrase.
Dong Xin Yan’s lips turned a bit, unable even to pull up a bitter smile. After leaving the balcony, she stood in place, not entering the house.
Where daylight was once bright and clouds far away, she didn’t know when clouds had co rolling in, covering the sun, and the entire sky had turned gloomy.
The warm wind slowly turned into a cold one, brushing unkindly past her. Dressed only in thin ho attire, Dong Xin Yan couldn’t help but shiver, yet her heart felt even colder.
Dong Xin Yan bit her lower lip lightly with her teeth, her hand clutching the phone tightened bit by bit. Finally, she took a gentle breath, her red lips moved slightly, her voice low and firm, "Gu Ningyi, I think we need to calm down for a while; let’s not et each other for now."
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