The car abruptly stopped, and Dong Xin Yan’s body was jerked forward violently due to inertia. Luckily, she was wearing her seatbelt, but Gu Ningyi’s sudden action still startled her.
Her heart pounded rapidly a few tis. Dong Xin Yan looked at Gu Ningyi in surprise, her voice carrying a trace of shock, "Gu Ningyi...."
Gu Ningyi didn’t move, his hands still gripping the steering wheel tightly, his dark eyes staring straight ahead, but his face was tinged with a slight gloom.
Looking at him, Dong Xin Yan felt her heart skip a beat, her voice weakened, "Gu, Gu Ningyi...."
The neon lights from outside the car slanted in, casting one half of Gu Ningyi’s handso face in light, while the other half was hidden in darkness, as if at this mont, he was hovering between light and dark.
He desperately wanted to walk towards the light, but was afraid that the person who could lead him there was unwilling to hold his hand and once again leave him alone in the dark.
"Dong Xin Yan, tell , what are you thinking right now?"
A mont later, Gu Ningyi finally spoke. His thin lips slowly opened and closed, word by word slowly ca out, even though he tried hard to control himself, his fear still leaked through.
"Is it... that you rember , but you don’t intend to be with ?"
When there is no hope at all, letting go seems not to be as difficult as imagined, because when the heart is dead, what is there to hold on to?
But once a person has hope, no matter how faint and small, they only want to grasp it, hold it tightly, never let go.
What’s more, to regain what has been lost.
Dong Xin Yan knew that she would have to face this question eventually, she just didn’t expect it to co so soon.
What she had always been afraid of, uneasy about, avoiding, is exactly the situation now. Yet reality indeed does not allow you to be an ostrich.
To be honest, she hasn’t even had ti to think about this question. Everything ca so suddenly and so quickly, her mind hasn’t been able to recover from the past, where would she have the heart to think about the present problem?
Especially such... a complicated problem.
"Gu Ningyi, I..."
Dong Xin Yan wanted to answer, but for a mont she didn’t know what to say. She started to speak but then stopped.
"What about you?"
Dong Xin Yan furrowed her brow, her eyes flickering continuously, and she struggled to form her words, "Gu Ningyi, today’s events were too sudden, and now, I haven’t properly sorted through the matters between us, nor have I sorted through the matters between and... Ziyang, so, I... I can’t answer you now."
Can’t answer now...
That is to say, in her subconscious mind, even if she rembers him and their past feelings, this relationship still doesn’t surpass her feelings for Cheng Ziyang, so she can’t make a choice?
He loved her so deeply, naturally, he hoped that the feelings between them were the sa, but after giving him hope, could she possibly break it herself?
He really... cannot withstand another rejection.
At that ti, he wouldn’t even know what he might do.
Many things, are just like a thought becoming a demon.
"What if...," the low voice rasped in the silent space. He slowly raised his eyes, slowly looked at her, "I want you to answer now? To choose or him?"
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