Chapter 538: Don’t Appear Before In The Future Anymore
“Hah...” Yin Shuiling curled the corners of her lisp up into a smile. She smiled very calmly yet mockingly. “I am not suitable for him? Then what kind of girl would suit him?
“I t him when I was eight. Actually, the tis that we were happy were only three months when added together, but he went over to Arica, and I spent seven whole years to reminisce about him.
“He finally ca back. I thought I could be together with him happily, but...Heavens did not allow it to happen. He thought that I only treated him as on older brother and wanted to dominate and love him, so no matter how much I chased after him as he ran away, he did not even reply to .
“Did you know I managed to make it through these three years? Every ti you asked to co over, the classmates in my class would study at night for the examinations the next day. I went to et him, and every ti he would demand it from very vigorously, I would always cry beneath him, because I was afraid that he would hurt , and I would not be able to attend school the next day, but I realized the more I cried, the more excited he got, and he would get even more rough...
“On a hot sumr day, to cover up the marks on my body, I would wear high-collared clothes. Classmates would gossip behind my back, and I was very scared of their gazes. I was so very afraid that they would find out that I went to accompany a man when I was 15 years old; I was afraid that the rumours would be all over the place...
“Over those three years, I would not speak to my parents. I staged a cold war with them, and every ti they would force to et Mu Yunfan, I would look outside the window, and I hoped that he would descend from the skies like Prince Charming and hug as he said, ‘Shui Ling, you don’t have to be afraid anymore. In the future, Older Brother will protect you. You are free now...’
“I didn’t know until now that my mother’s heart disease had worsened over the past three years. The day my mother left, Mummy asked to go and beg him to help our Yin family, but I felt so bad for him. I said to Mummy, ‘How do I have such parents like you two?’ Because I felt so bad for him, my mother called for the entire night, and I did not even answer one of her calls.
“The night my family landed in trouble, what was I doing? I went to accompany him, and he forced to use... He was angry inside his heart and could not help take his anger out on my body. He was not even willing to use birth control...
“I was so young, I did not know how to earn money and did not have any skills. What did I have? I did not have anything at all. I only had myself... At 15 years old, I gave myself to him.
“But what did he give in return? When my mother left, he pushed away and asked to cry sowhere else. When my dad was in prison, he did not even let see my father...
“I was his woman, but he insulted like this. He said that I was evil, and he said that if he’d found out earlier, he would not have saved , and he would have let all of those n co and sleep with ... The child inside my belly is his child. He said that this is a wicked baby, and he raped . He used so much strength...”
Yin Shuiling could not continue speaking. She covered her face with both hands and sobbed silently.
She did not know if she did not suit him, then who would be more suitable compared to her?
The happy tis that he gave her only amounted to a few months, but she had given him ten whole years.
She gave the best form of love and ti in her life and gifted it to him.
Because of him, she lost both her father and mother, and she lost her ho. She did not have anything left.
Liu Caizhe found his throat beco bitter. He could not bear to see her being so silent and hopeless, so he averted his gaze to the side. “Miss Yin, don’t bla Muchen, he really does not know anything at all. He always thought that the three years that you did not have him around, you were living very happily... If you really hate him, then tell him the truth. I can guarantee that this would be the best kind of torture that ca too late for him, and you can ruin him completely.”
Liu Caizhe was testing her.
Because he could not imagine it. If Yin Muchen found out about the truth, what would he do then?
Yin Muchen right now, he was already in enough pain.
For her to ruin him, it would be a piece of cake.
Yin Shuiling listened to his words and stopped crying. She wiped her tears away with her small hand. She hugged both of her legs and continued to daydream.
Knock, knock. The sound of soone knocking on the door rang out in the air. There was soone outside the door, but the person did not say anything.
Yin Shuiling did not have any reaction. Liu Caizhe looked towards the door. Knock, knock. The sound of the knocking continued on.
Both of them knew that Yin Muchen...was outside.
...
Liu Caizhe looked at the girl, before turning around. He walked over to the side of the door and opened it.
Yin Muchen stood outside the door, the man was dressed in a grey shirt and a pair of black trousers. His handso face did not change too much, and there was only an additional layer of tiny stubble on his firm jaw. Blood vessels were apparent in his deep eyes from fatigue.
He beca even more silent than usual.
“Muchen, I ca over just now to bring Miss Yin her al... You two can chat. I will be going.” Liu Caizhe turned his body to the side and left.
Yin Muchen looked inside the room. His gaze imdiately fell onto Yin Shuiling. The girl was quiet as she curled herself in the middle of the bed. Her luscious black hair was let down, and it covered her small face.
She did not say a word, and he also did not walk inside the room.
After a long pause, Yin Shuiling said, “I want you to promise with two things, okay? You do not have to worry. It has nothing to do with my father. You would probably not have trouble doing it.”
Yin Muchen’s gaze stopped on the girl’s body. She’s lost weight. If he went to embrace her, she would probably take no space at all.
He felt bad as he raised his eyebrows. He did not say anything for a long ti, then his voice was very hoarse as he replied, “You can say it.”
“Firstly, let Fan Chengsi go; don’t touch him.”
Her first request was that...Fan Chengsi.
“Hmm.” He nodded his head and said, “Okay.”
...
The next day, Yin Shuiling prepared to leave. Aunty helped her pack a few pieces of clothing. She worried as she nagged, “Miss Yin, where are you going to go if you leave? Your house is sealed off for inspection, and the world outside is too ssy right now. You are a young girl; it is too dangerous for you. Based on what I think, you should just stay here. Sir would not dare to do it again, you...”
“Aunty,” Yin Shuiling interrupted her and she placed the clothing that Aunty packed up back into the closet. “I am not bringing anything along with . You don’t have to pack it.”
“How would that do? You always need clothes and your daily essentials.”
Yin Shuiling turned her gaze back and had a slight smile on her face. She said, “Aunty, the things here do not belong to . I cannot take things that belong to others.”
Aunty froze.
Yin Shuiling was emotional as she had a look around the room. Everything inside the room had been bought by Yin Muchen, and in the past, when she lived here, she found it to be hers, but now, everything was different.
She had her own hands and feet. She would not choose to take his things again, and she also did not need his money. Furthermore, she also did not need him to support her.
Yin Shuiling turned around. She walked over to the side of the bed and prepared to change her shoes.
The mont she turned around, she saw Yin Muchen. She did not know when the man arrived. He was quiet as he looked at her. His handso and exquisite features were all gentle.
Yin Shuiling treated it as if she’d seen nothing, and she sat down at the side of the bed to bend over and change her shoes.
Aunty had a look at the girl, then looked towards Sir. Sir had arrived a long ti ago. He must have heard everything the girl had just said.
Aunty could not let out a sigh.
Yin Shuiling was in the midst of changing her shoes, and suddenly, a pair of shoes appeared in her line of vision. The man went down on one knee, and he held the shoes that she was holding in her small hands with his long fingers, then cupped her small feet and helped her put her shoes on.
At this mont, Yin Shuiling found that there was no need to be coy with him anymore, so she let go, sat up straight, and allowed him to help put on her shoes.
The man placed her small feet into her shoes. His long fingers weaved through the shoelaces of the shoes. He did not lift his head up, and he said, “I know that you are not willing to accept my things now, but if you leave this place, you would need to spend money. I have prepared so money for you. It is also okay if you do not want to live here, I have helped you to purchase a condominium unit nearer to school. After this, let Aunty live together with you...”
“There is no need for that.” Yin Shuiling was calm as she interrupted him, “You can keep your own money. When a person is rich, he can live lavishly. When a person is poor, he has other ans to live on. Furthermore, my father left an overseas account for . I can still be considered to have money... During this period of ti, I will live in a hotel. Nothing bad will happen, and after half a month, I’ll be taking the Gaokao examinations. With my abilities, I should be able to attain a good score. After I get accepted to a school, I will go to England to further my studies...”
The man’s hands that were tying her shoelaces froze.
The girl took her shoe back from his hand and bent over to put it on. “I will have a good life, so you don’t have to worry... You don’t have to send soone to follow . You also should not appear before again, if you really want to be living well.”
After she was done tying her shoelaces, Yin Shuiling stood up. She glanced at Aunty before stepping forward to give Aunty a huge hug. She was coy as she smiled and said, “Aunty, thank you for your care that you’ve given . I do not know if we will have the opportunity to et again in the future. I wish for you to be healthy and live a long life.”
Tears welled up in Aunty’s eyes as she said, “Miss Yin, you...”
Yin Shuiling let go of Aunty. She waved her small hand, and she did not have any hesitation as she headed for the door. “Aunty, I will be leaving now. You don’t have to send off.”
She left.
The whole ti, Yin Muchen maintained his posture as he stooped down beside the bed, and the girl did not look at him in the eye even once.
She left. She really left. The room still had the sweet scent of the young girl, and it was just like a dream.
...
Yin Shuiling started to attend school, the students all knew that her family was in trouble, and they looked at her with pity in their eyes. They were all snickering in happiness. They all judged her, but she did not bother with them at all.
She lived her own life and studied on her own.
The rumours about her pregnancy and miscarriage were buried by Yin Muchen, and almost no one knew, but paper could not contain fire, and there would be gossip about her that appeared occasionally, so she just brushed it off with a smile.
She found a hotel near the school, and she moved in. The butler found her and gave her the account that Yin De had left behind, and she took it.
Yin De’s cris were all confird a long ti ago. Yin Shuiling flipped through the papers, and Yin De was sentenced to life in prison.
Yin Shuiling went over to the Fragrant Mountain nearby to make a wish, and she wrote, I hope that my father would be healthy and at peace, on the wishing bag. The Yin family gave her life and raised he. Over the past ten years, she always lived for Yin Muchen. In the future, she wanted to live for her father.
There was a night when she returned back to the Yin family villa.
The villa was covered with white stickers, and even the lawn had beco ssy because there was no one that ca over to tidy it up. She stepped onto the grass and went behind the villa. She pushed open the window in the kitchen and climbed into the house.
There was no one in the villa, and it was so quiet that it’d make anyone shudder. Yin Shuiling went upstairs and pushed the door of her childhood bedroom open.
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