It’s been a week since Tang Xue i returned from Faroe island, it had also been one week since Ju Jing’s death.
But Tang Xue i did not expect that she would wake up to the most unsettling news.
"W-what do you an?"
Tang Xue i eyes widened, the president was in her living room, kowtowing in front of her.
"W-what do you an!"
Su Heping raised his head and slowly stood up from the floor.
"There’s was a sudden massacre at the war front, the terrorists had suddenly fled...and little Feng, he’s no where to be found. Out of all the soldier sent, he’s the only one missing..."
Tang Xue i eyes widened as she grabbed Su Heping by the collar.
"What are you trying to say Mr. President! Where’s my husband!.."
"Young madam, please this is the president, please show him so respect and as an elder too..."
Tang Xue i shakily removed her hands as her eyes watered.
"Soldiers who go missing are found dead and it might be the sa case for little Feng, we only managed to find his thumb.."
Tang Xue i felt her heart skip a beat as she took a step back.
"Tell , tell what you said isn’t true! Tell !.."
"I’m truly sorry miss, but for all we know little Feng is dead. We will continue to search for any signs of life but we cannot guarantee anything.."
Tang Xue i waved and butler Wang imdiately rushed to her aid.
"Young madam!"
" I’m fine.." Tang Xue i turned to Su Heping and bowed.
"Uncle Su please accept my apology, it was wrong for grab you by the collar..."
"Ai yah it’s okay, I don’t hold grudges.."
Su Heping walked closer and held Tang Xue i hand softly.
"I don’t want to keep your hopes up but little Feng is like a cockroach, I’m sure he’ll definitely crawl out from wherever he is. And so we will continue searching for him for the next four months, if we can’t find we have no choice but to assu he’s dead.."
Tang Xue i sighed softly and nodded, she turned to butler Wang and asked him to walk Su Heping out.
Her hand crushed the note as she walked upstairs, Su Heping said it was a letter from Feng Shihan, she didn’t have the heart to read after he told her the news.
She sat down on the bed as she slowly read the note.
Xue i,
The thought of not being able to hold you in my arms, to kiss you, to tell you how much I love you. You have been my everything, my reason for living, my soulmate. Without you, I am nothing.
I want you to know that I am so grateful for every mont we shared together. From the mont I t you, I knew that you were soone special. Your smile lit up my world, your laughter was music to my ears, and your love was the safest haven I had ever known.
I am so sorry I won’t be part of the life we we’re trying to build together, it’s so saddening that my kids won’t get to see their father’s handso face everyday, so you must show them my picitures all the ti.
You made a better person, Xue i. You made want to be a better husband, a better friend, a better person.
If there’s a chance that I can hang on to this little thread of life, I do my possible best and find my way to you.
Until then don’t cry too much.
Love, Feng Shihan.
Tang Xue i broke down as tears rolled down her eyes clouding her vision.
"Shihan, Shihan you promised you’ll co back, what nonsense did you write here.."
As she lay there, her body shook with sobs, her mind numb with grief. The letter was still clutched in her hand, the words blurring together as tears dripped onto the page.
How maddening was this!!!
Ti seed to stand still as Tang Xue i cried her heart out. The room around her faded away, and all that mattered was the pain and the love that she felt. The letter, now stained with her tears, was a tangible reminder of the love they shared, and the goodbye that would soon co.
In that mont, Tang Xue i’s world ca crashing down around her.
And she felt a sharp pain in her abdon and her eyes widened.
"My babies.."
Tang Xue i hugged her stomach as she ran out of the room.
"Hospital! Sobody drive to the hospital.."
She stumbled out of the bedroom, her vision blurry from tears, and called for help.
"Tang Xue i are you okay?"
Her vision blurred slightly as she searched for the voice but she couldn’t hear it.
Her vision blurred completely and when she opened her eyes again.
She saw auntie Gu and Qin Mingyue sitting next to her.
And in front of her was Dr. Jeong, who was fixing the iv drip before noticing she had woken up.
"You’re awake? That’s good.."
"My babies, are they?"
"They’re fine, at this point I can’t say you won’t be avoid contractions, you might get sick often too. So you must be extra careful, one wrong move and you’ll lose these babies.."
Tang Xue i eyes widened and she slowly nodded and sighed she must keep her emotions in check.
"Thank you.."
"You’re approaching 23 weeks at that ti you’ll begin to feel them move around,you may feel so changes in your body, let’s say breast size, they may be 2 cups bigger by now, you’ll also feel heartburn and shortness of breath. Don’t worry these are all very common.."
Tang Xue i smiled and nodded she turned to auntie Gu who imdiately leaned closer waiting for her to speak.
"Thank you, I can’t rember a thing after shouting for help.."
"Young madam everyone has been praying for your recovery. The young master and young madam ca as soon as they could, the madam and the young missy are outside with butler Wang and An Yu.."
Tang Xue i nodded she did not expect she would end up in the hospital like this, that darn Feng Shihan!
"Xue i how are you feeling?"
Tang Xue i looked down and nodded, after all that had happened her babies were still okay.
"I’m okay just a bit tired.."
Qin Mingyue held Tang Xue i’s hand gently and smiled, her heart ache when she saw Tang Xue i’s red eyes.
"On the plus side, soon you’ll be able to eat anything and everything now. I’ll make lots of treats for you.."
Tang Xue i smiled and nodded holding Mingyue’s tightly.
"Ah you didn’t get to taste the cake I baked, it was delicious. Auntie Gu thought I’d burn down the kitchen, I almost did haha.."
Qin Mingyue smiled, she was already making progress in her cooking, her baking skills must be better than her cooking skills then.
"I’ll co over and teach you how to cupcakes soti.."
Tang Xue i nodded and leaned deeper inside the bed, what would the future hold now?
Would Feng Shihan ever co back?
But she knew she had live well and take good care of their children because she saw sure he would definitely co back to her.
She just had to be patient.
"Xue i you’ve got so guts holding the president by the collar.."
"...."
"I feel ashad, if he didn’t know Shihan I would have been sent to jail."
Qin Mingyue shook her head even if Feng Shihan did know the president not many had the guts to grab him by the collar.
"Be careful next ti, he might not be so friendly.."
Qin Mingyue sighed Tang Xue i seed to be holding up well, she couldn’t say the sa thing about Feng Shiyan.
"Shiyan doesn’t want to show his face to you, he’s been bawling his eyes out since morning"
Tang Xue i eyes lowered, filling up with tears.
Tap!
Tap!
"His body hasn’t been found yet so we can’t assu his dead. I won’t agree he’s dead yet, he’ll definitely co back to .."
"Shiyan’s a softie, if you see him right now, he’s walking around with tissues looking all depressed.."
Tang Xue i chuckled and wiped her tears, she had decided she wouldn’t shed another tear until she saw Feng Shihan’s lifeless body but she was certain he wasn’t dead yet.
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