Ryuuji keeps pushing the wheelchair through the nice corridors of sowhere while I just stare at the floor, the gentle movents of the wheelchair are strange to .
It’s so strange to try to move my limbs, but nothing happens, it’s a truly terrible experience that I wouldn’t wish on anyone, I really can’t stop staring at the missing parts as if that would make see that it’s a lie.
There are also the strange mories I’ve acquired, so far in no life had sex with a man happened and my male Yanderes didn’t try to have sex with before I died.
But in this world, besides already having done it, I even have a son, and from Ryuuji’s words, he’s going to have sex with frequently because I betrayed him, I don’t know if I’ll be able to handle all this.
And if I can’t handle it, there’s nothing I can do, unfortunately anything I can do now is completely limited, after all, what can soone without arms and legs do?
"R-Ryuuji w-what did you do to... my parts" Because of the well-done cuts, my lost limbs can be reconnected in surgery, Ryuuji just needs to preserve them, and I have a slim hope of maybe convincing Ryuuji to return my real limbs.
"Wanna see? Here they are" He shows a photo.
"..." Seeing the photo, I feel like I’m going to vomit, but as soon as he showed the photo, Ryuuji hid it again.
"W-W-Why?" I can only say one word, why did he do this to my legs and arms? In the image, they are in a terrible state, it seems like an extre accident happened.
But he removed them perfectly well, it wasn’t supposed to be like this, it was supposed to be in good condition, not deford and with exposed bones.
"Darling, why the shock? I’ve already told you, you were in a car accident and your limbs were unfortunately so damaged that without their removal you could have died and suffered a lot of pain."
"...O-Oh...Y-Yes..."
"Do you want a tissue?" He asks as silent tears stream down my face and drip onto my now very large breasts in this world.
He destroyed my legs and arms just to have concrete proof of this so-called accident, and even the way he speaks indicates that the mont we left the room, I lost my limbs in an accident.
"N-No...it’s fine"
"Darling, please try not to cry in front of our son, try to be positive, he’s only 11 years old, it can be bad for his developnt."
"I know I don’t have much moral ground to speak on this when I’ve been relatively absent, and I apologize for that, but now I’ll be more present in your and our son’s lives."
"..." Haruto Hayashi is my son with Ryuuji, he’s a boy who has traits of both of us, having black hair and green eyes with an expression more tilted towards my side, which makes him have a cute and beautiful appearance.
"... Ryuuji...your old job..." I had no idea he was a professional assassin, that’s why he’s so cold and calm about everything, showing the coldness necessary to take lives.
...And a terrible coldness in dismbering , I will never forget the cold look in his eyes as he amputated my limbs as if it was nothing.
"As I said, I’ve quit that job, dear, you don’t need to worry, quitting that life is difficult only for those who aren’t cautious before entering it."
"I had already entered this life as another person, and that person died a month ago, being killed by another assassin."
"No one knows my appearance, no one knows who I am, all they know about is the enormous difference in skills compared to common assassins, of course, from what I’ve heard, my ’death’ caused an uproar."
"But nothing we need to worry about, anyway, I made sure soone erged anonymously and died anonymously, and I won’t go back to that job."
"There are no reasons, I’ll dedicate all my ti to my family, so don’t be wary of soone coming to kill , I already knew this could happen in this field, so I took all the necessary asures."
"..." I really didn’t need to know this, I don’t need to know how detailed and cold-minded he is.
"Ryuuji...d-do you love ?"
"Yes, very much, so much that I didn’t kill you when I discovered your affair, I even thought about killing you, but believe , I hesitated?"
"Never in my entire life have I hesitated and backed down on a decision, you were the first person who made give up on killing, sothing that was unthinkable for before."
"My love for you is so great that my feelings got in the way of my decisions, I love you so much that I changed my plans to kill you to just punish you."
"Furthermore, to you, it may seem cruel that I dismbered you, but my initial plans made in pure rage would have made your current situation seem like a joke."
"However, I opted for dismbering you as a ’lighter’ punishnt, it preserves both your appearance and your mind, which allows you to rethink your wrongdoings and regret them."
"Additionally, they can be recovered with temporary prosthetics."
"H-How could that be worse!" My voice has an undisguised tone of anger.
"My first idea was to tear out your eyes, destroy your eardrums along with the cochlea, cut the nerves in your arms and legs, and cut your tongue, depriving you of many things and making you live in pure darkness without being able to hear, speak, or see anything."
Shivers run through my body as cold sweat appears, this option is clearly terrible.
"And others end up being even worse, so be grateful that I’m not an impulsive man, otherwise you’d be in a much worse situation, your current situation was made more rationally."
"It seems we’ve arrived, from here on, this subject is dead, don’t ask, ntion, or say anything about anything discussed here." He says as we arrive outside the location and stop in front of a black car.
"This is one of my hos, I brought you here to take care of you until you woke up." He lifts by the waist and puts in the car, then he takes the wheelchair and puts it in the trunk.
"..."
"Darling, try not to look so bad, okay? Staring at the missing parts won’t help you, try to focus your gaze on sothing else."
"...W-What could I...focus on?" There’s no way to look at anything else, my arms and thighs hurt, I feel only sadness with everything, and with every little movent of my body, I feel the lack of my limbs.
There is no way not to look at what is so obvious.
"I’m not saying that to mock you, darling, I’m saying it because it’s not good for your ntal health, it would be bad if you beca depressed and even suicidal, rember that you have a son and a husband to take care of."
"If not for , at least think about your son, you wouldn’t want to worry him, right?" He fastens my seatbelt tightly and goes to the front of the car to drive.
"Ryuuji...you....you really don’t regret doing this to ?"
"No."
"E-Even though I’m now a disabled person!"
"Darling, you’re just paying for your mistake, moreover, I don’t see any problems with you being disabled now, besides, I already have prosthetics for you to use, you just need to be a good wife."
"Ryuuji w-why..."
"Darling, please stop talking about this subject, you don’t understand, we’re married, you’re my wife, you live at my expense, and everything you have cos from ."
"All I wanted from you was to be a good wife, take care of our son, and live as you wished, and you used that freedom to betray , and both you and I are paying for this mistake."
"Do you think I’m not upset? Darling, don’t push your luck, a good wife knows when to stay silent, I’ve already said this subject is over, why do you keep questioning it?"
"You’re not helping yourself by doing this, just accept it, I’m not saying to accept everything in silence or not speak anymore, just choose your words carefully and think about your actions."
"Your irresponsibility is what caused this problem, if you had talked to before about the fact that I was away a lot, I would have tried to change."
"O-Okay... Ryuuji t-then about sex I-I don’t need that" I try to at least get rid of this.
"No, we’ll have sex and it will be quite frequent, I can’t simply exclude your needs."
"B-But I don’t want to" I don’t want to have relations with a man.
"You don’t want to? After betraying , do you think I’ll believe that? The only plausible reason for you to betray in this situation was lust, so I’ll take care of that issue my way."
"You don’t have an opinion on this matter, it doesn’t an I’ll simply run over your opinions, but this subject is closed, we’ll have sex frequently, if you don’t like it, just reflect and regret your past mistakes."
"Do you think I didn’t find information on how you acted with that guy? You were acting like a whore while having sex with him frequently, how do you expect to believe you don’t want this?"
"Assuming I actually do this and I find you betraying again, what do you think I’ll do to you? Honestly, I have almost 0% trust in your word."
"You’ve lost my trust and now you have to regain it, understand?" His serious tone ends the conversation.
"O-Okay..." I really wanted to avoid having to have sex, just having the mories bothers , but there’s no way to avoid this, Ryuuji is obviously the Yandere, and his ntality is of the dangerous type.
I can only sigh and try to calm down so I don’t cry, the world is already bad enough without crying.
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