"Hmm hmm" I’m lying on the couch purring involuntarily as I ss around on my phone, it’s been about two to three weeks since my heat ended, and my treatnt has improved.
Arthur now takes care of a little more attentively and gives a degree of extra freedom, like letting have a phone to play with, although the phone has several blocks so I can’t do what I shouldn’t.
And honestly, I’m grateful for Yeom’s advice, these past few days after the heat have been great, I don’t feel my life being threatened and I’m being well taken care of.
Arthur even gives a bunch of things I ask for as long as it’s not too much, and even if it’s a little bigger, if I use a little seduction and sweetness, he might even reconsider.
An interesting news I see on the phone that’s running loose on the social networks is precisely about Lykaon and his attempted escape that was reported incredibly, there’s nothing about .
It seems that Lykaon took all the bla for trying to escape while I was completely removed from the escape equation, but apparently Lykaon managed to escape sohow.
This has stirred up the social networks that don’t have enough news and are just flooded with ssages about how he escaped, and why he hasn’t been captured yet.
’This can certainly beco a problem in the future’ Isn’t it ironic that he managed to escape? Besides the fact that he’s taking all the bla, I wouldn’t be surprised if he suddenly shows up as a yandere to kill for "abandoning" him with the bla.
I decide not to think about it for now, so I just look for anything else to entertain myself, going through various things.
"..." I stay in this for a while until I get bored, honestly this is kind of boring, I’m alone and sleepless, and have almost nothing to distract myself, I need sothing to grab my attention for a little longer.
I hear the sound of the door, which is unusual since Arthur usually doesn’t co back from work so soon, but I know it’s him, I recognize the sound of his footsteps.
"Master, you’re back early today" I say without getting up from the couch while looking at the ceiling.
"Yes, I got the results on my phone and wanted to show you the good news" He speaks, his tone of voice seems "excited", but a little strange.
"News?" Sothing that takes out of the feline boredom I’m feeling is great, regardless of what it is.
"Yes, I have great news" He says as he sits on the couch.
"What is it?"
"Congratulations, you’re a mommy now" He says as if it’s not shocking, when he says that I imdiately sit up looking at him in shock and seeing him holding so papers.
"Here, you can read it" He says, handing the papers I read, showing that this test I didn’t even see when he did it ca back positive, the news leaves completely frozen.
"Aren’t you happy? You got pregnant just like you wanted" He says with a smile.
"A-Ah... I... I don’t know..." I feel strange to really receive such news, it’s obvious that after having sex for so many days without protection, this result is natural, but receiving it is really shocking.
My face has a strange smile, a mixture of joy, concern, insecurity and uncertainty, I knew I could get pregnant, but now that I’m really pregnant it’s just weird.
My feline instincts like it, but I can only feel worried and uncertain about having a child for real.
"You seem unsure, but also very happy..." He says with a smile, but with that I realize that sothing is not right, first I doubt very much that Sayuri would leave loopholes for to be happy.
So getting pregnant is sothing that may not happen if it’s to make happy, or rather it’s sothing I doubt Sayuri would let happen.
"...Master... you didn’t do anything to my child, did you?" I ask with doubt, my hands squeezing the paper tightly.
"..."
"M-Master, tell you didn’t do anything..." I say with tears forming in my eyes, there’s no way this is right, I know that in my mories Arthur rarely smiles.
And when he does, it’s for 3 reasons, first because he’s having fun with what I’m doing, second is because he’s managed to get sothing good from , and third is when he’s doing sothing he knows will cause pain as punishnt.
"Who knows" He just says that, and with that I’m sure he did sothing, my tears flow, I’m not sure why I’m crying, I wasn’t even sure if I wanted a child, and I don’t even know him, I just found out I’m going to have him now.
But strangely, knowing that sothing has already happened to him hurts my heart terribly.
"...M-Master, please tell ... t-tell you didn’t do anything..." The uncertainty only increases the feeling of helplessness.
"It seems you really wanted this child, I see you were being honest, unfortunately I don’t want to have children, I only like you" He says with a smile as I squeeze the paper so hard that it tears.
"Ah... I-I see..." I just say that, sitting on the couch and staring at nothing with a strange feeling.
"..." It’s a mix of maternal sadness and Sayuri’s anger, I was very naive to think that Sayuri would leave this kind of loophole for a little happiness.
’What would be the best revenge against Sayuri, I wonder...’ I just sit in silence staring at nothing, it’s certain that Arthur got rid of this child who didn’t even get to be born.
Probably with dication in my food, so he just gave the news and made pregnant to test the veracity of what I said about having a child, he’s really cruel for doing sothing like that.
However, the main culprit in all this is Sayuri, if that damn woman hadn’t put this damn curse on , none of this would be happening.
"Master... don’t you feel anything even knowing you killed our unborn child..." I question, he doesn’t need to say anything, I know he did it.
"...I don’t think so" He says, confirming what I already knew, it’s a sha, I’m really sad to have lost my first child in the first few weeks that I obtained it, at least I can console myself by saying that since I haven’t had it for a long ti, it’s not as painful.
But I can’t help but shed so silent tears, I didn’t know what it would be like to have a real child, but I think it would have been a good experience to have.
’I think I know the best revenge of all...’ I think I can classify Sayuri as a yandere, she may be different from the others, but it is still a fact that she loves madly, killed and cursed .
I made mistakes with her and I don’t deny it, but she’s fucking with beyond what she should, so it’s also fair for to pay her back in kind, or better yet, I’ll do sothing she wouldn’t expect.
I’ll get her sister, Yui is a nice person and is helping , and I think she would be a great person to date, I’m sure I can conquer Yui’s heart if I have ti.
I’ll make Sayuri regret giving this ridiculous curse just to make suffer, I want to see what she’ll think when she finds out I’m dating her sister.
She will bitterly regret having simply made go through all this, but I need a plan.
Yui is a very nice person, I can’t just involve her in this and use her feelings, so I’ll try to truly fall in love with Yui, this would be the best revenge of all.
Give Yui a true love that Sayuri never received, there’s no better revenge than that, after all, I can’t face Sayuri in many ways, so the best thing would be to make her realize the mistake she made with .
’I should learn many things before trying to conquer Yui’s heart’ I’ll use the various extra worlds I go to to learn how to conquer Yui, Yui has already made it clear that I need to be good.
So I’ll be soone so good that I’ll conquer Yui’s heart, as soon as Yui starts loving , I’ll do everything to truly love her, she even said she’d help understand love.
That’s why nothing better than the two of us dating, and even maybe getting married, it would be really ironic if Sayuri found out that and her sister got married all because she cursed .
I get up from the couch leaving the crumpled and torn paper on the table, Arthur can have that as a reminder of what he did, I’m tired of being so passive just waiting, I’m going to start doing what I want right now.
Yeom’s idea even worked, but now I notice the flaw in this idea, it only protects my life, but it doesn’t protect the life of anyone else who’s close to .
Arriving in the kitchen in silence, I take a knife, I’ll end this life and try again, I’d like a less painful death, but I don’t have the head to stay here next to this bastard who killed our child for a damn test.
He won’t co after , thinking I won’t do anything, but I simply turn on all the stove burners and look for a candle, as soon as I find one I light it and place it a little away.
Let this place explode and let Arthur burn in hell for having killed the child we had all because he’s a petty sociopath, I sit on the floor next to the stove.
’This is going to hurt...’ I point the knife at my throat, I don’t know the best way to take my life, and I don’t think I’ll be able to think about it now, I just do it in a way that I know will be quick.
I move the knife to my throat and cut it, I feel a strange burning, but along with the pain, a determination to take revenge on Sayuri, I’ll love Yui like I’ve never loved anything in my life and I’ll make Sayuri regret her stupid impulsive choice.
My death is not as quick as I thought, the pain is terrible, but it’s not even close to everything I’ve already felt, it takes a while for everything to start to darken, Arthur hasn’t noticed what I’ve done yet.
And when he does, I know he’ll stay by my side and get distracted, and at that mont everything will explode, I just hope he dies or is incapacitated forever.
And with that, it’s obvious that in addition to the yanderes being the only ones who can kill , the choice to take my own life also works.
I don’t say anything, no last words, just so silent tears as everything fades away completely, while a small apology echoes in my mind, addressed to my son who died because of my fault.
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