"But don’t you have to live with the Goddess?"
"I don’t like her, and I told her the truth after I went back that night."
Nan Yuesheng felt a bit of relief in her heart, "Ningyi needs to go to school after the New Year, and there is no school at the foot of Wangchuan Mountain."
"Then let’s buy a big house near the kindergarten, primary, middle, and high schools. Wouldn’t it be nice to live there?"
"But... you don’t let go out to work, so we still need to spend your money, which is inappropriate."
"What exactly are you struggling with? If my money isn’t for soone I like, then who is it for?"
"This is no longer a simple relationship, because marriage involves shared property, and it’s as if I’m spending your wife’s money too."
"I’m in a particularly difficult position; on one hand, I can’t give you the social status you want, and on the other hand, I want to be with you. Just now, I was thinking, if fate has dood to not escape the marriage forced upon , do I have to live with soone I don’t love forever? Is status really more important than two hearts that want to be together? If I shortchange you on status, can I compensate you in other ways, such as with all my love?"
His words were a revelation to Nan Yuesheng.
Status is not greater than two hearts that want to co together, otherwise, she wouldn’t have had the child with Mo Lingqi without being married because she loves him!
"Before, we admitted our love to stop the marriage arranged by my father. So in everyone’s eyes, we are a couple. Jun Xiangyi must know this. Despite knowing we’re together, she still wants to marry . She had a choice among several of my brothers but specifically chose . What is she really after? If we talk about a third party, who truly is the third party? Sheng’er, I’m very happy living with you. For the first ti, I realize the joy of living with soone rather than alone. Can you really bring yourself to push away? Aren’t you soone who dares to love and hate? You love now; are you really going to retreat and give up because of the gap that separates us?"
Nan Yuesheng, crying, reached out and hugged his neck, "I don’t know why fate is so cruel to , why do all the n I love have to marry soone else, why isn’t that soone , why, just why, why does this happen to , what have I done wrong, where did I fail? Mohan, you’re right, is status really greater than two hearts that want to be close? Back when Mo Lingqi’s family opposed our marriage and wouldn’t let us get married, we were still together, even had the child, with no status at all. Have I lost that courage now?"
Xu Mohan held her tight, "As long as you’re willing, I’ll give you all my love. I will not touch her; in my eyes, you are my one and only Madam."
Nan Yuesheng’s heart lted, unsure of what the right thing to do was.
Xu Mohan, seizing the mont, "Sheng’er, would you like to be with ?"
Nan Yuesheng bit her lip hard, "I... I do."
Xu Mohan felt his heart almost leaping out, feeling like his old stone heart was finally blooming.
"Sheng’er..."
"Mhm..."
"I will make up for everything you’ve sacrificed for ."
"No, haven’t you sacrificed for too? I’m a woman with a child, my body is no longer pure, yet you still gave your heart. Actually..." her voice choked, "I really feel like I don’t deserve your love."
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