As she spoke, she lowered her head and slowly sipped the steaming ginger tea.
"Have you ever considered that when he said he wanted you to beco his person, he didn’t an in terms of a subordinate, but that he saw you as his woman in his eyes?"
"That’s unlikely. The Ninth Prince has a wife, and besides, soone as noble as he is, how could he fancy a human like ?"
Su Changzhi pressed on, "What if it’s true?"
"If he really ans that, what other choice do I have?" She tugged at the corner of her mouth, "It would be effortless for him to take my life; how could I dare to refuse? Besides, if it weren’t for him this ti, I would have definitely been pulverized on Purple Clouds Mountain. Would I still have a life? He saved my life. If he wants it, it’s no longer mine. Sotis what people need most is self-awareness. I’m but a faded flower, a willow past its pri. If he sets his sights on , should I feel wronged? My biggest dislike is howreckers; naturally, I wouldn’t want to beco the type of person I detest. That’s my bottom line."
Having said this, she paused, placed the teacup on the table, and continued, "Another kind of self-awareness is knowing what to hold onto and what to let go of. What I want most is a warm ho, a husband who cherishes , and a child. The child could be smart or not, naughty or well-behaved, cute or not. As long as it’s my child, that’s good enough. But all these have turned into re illusions. I used to think staying alone on Xiliang Mountain was too lonely, without a single soul to talk to. Now, I just wish I could go back to how things were."
Su Changzhi extended a hand and gave her a hug, "Cry if you want to cry. There’s no need to hold it in; there’s no one here but ."
Gu Lili lay on his shoulder, sobbing uncontrollably, tears streaming down her face, "I knew all along that I ant nothing to him. He once told that his family cos before , that I don’t hold that important of a place in his heart. Yet the way he treats always makes mistakenly believe that I’m the apple of his eye, but that’s an illusion, self-deception. We were never united by love from the start; we never should have married. Marriage is the last thing to settle for; this I should have understood long ago. I was lost in the poison of honey, willing to sink."
Su Changzhi gently patted her back, "Do you plan to go back tomorrow or stay a bit longer before returning?"
"In a few days."
"Alright..."
***
Dragon Mother was forcibly sent back to City A. Long Yubei, who hadn’t slept all night, along with the staff from Purple Clouds Mountain, scoured the bottom of the mountain but found no trace of Gu Lili’s body.
Strangely enough, last night when the incident with Gu Lili occurred, a heavy rainstorm caused a power outage at the mountain base, ruling out the possibility of checking the surveillance.
The matter was suppressed; concerned about reputation damage, Purple Clouds Mountain did not reveal a hint of information to the outside.
Since it wasn’t on the news, other than the Long Family, only a few people knew.
Gu Lili seed to have evaporated from the mortal world. Falling from such a high peak, death was certain, but how to explain the absence of a body?
The final conclusion was that when Gu Lili fell, there might have been wild beasts at the bottom, which could have dragged her away, perhaps eaten her.
A new round of patrols began on the mountain.
After four days of searching, there was not a single clue.
At this mont, Long Yubei received a call from Old Madam Long, saying that Gu Lili had returned.
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