I have never felt this kind of sensation before, what I am feeling now is a very tiny bit of terrifying suppression over
but it had completly immobilize , so much that I wasn’t even able to move my finger.
I feel like I am not even ant compare to the being that is this suppression is coming from, this is the suppression high stage powerhouse on a low level but the suppression of life order.
The being that this suppression originated from is at a high order of life. if she had been a human she is not anymore as she has transcended from humans, she is a higher level being now.
The level of that being is so high that even tiny suppression from it left
in this condition if she were in front of then I wouldn’t be just immobile, I would have fallen unconscious directly at best and dead at worst.
The suppression I am feeling is a very tiny bit but this suppression is increasing with ti, though the speed of increase is barely noticeable, it is still increasing never the less.
I am unable to move my body in my current condition, I wonder what will happen if this suppression kept increasing.
Seeing the suppression increasing, I tried to move my body a little bit, even a little bit is fine, I have to quickly get used to this suppression, only getting used to will I able to resist it for a longer period of ti.
With that thought, I actively concentrated on the suppression. In normal tis it would be suicidal, like jumping in the fire but for my current condition, this is the best option.
Only after facing this suppression head-on will I able be able to get used to it and endure it for a longer period of ti otherwise it wouldn’t be long before I beca so suppress that I would faint on the spot.
Zing!
As my will touched the source where suppression is releasing, I froze on the spot, not only my body had frozen but also my thoughts. My thoughts which were fast as an arrow, have now beco slow as a snail.
I am taking ten tis more ti to form the simple thought than I usually do and this feeling is so torturous that I just want to let go of my concentration and endure without actively seeking it.
I have never felt this kind of feeling before, it’s like soone had bound
with chains and kept loose enough that I could only take a tiny step at the ti and to take that step and I have to put a lot of effort and this feeling is not physical but ntal and that made it even more painful.
For soone who had never experienced this kind of feeling ever before, it is very torturous.
It would have been fine if this sensation suppresses
only physically, which I would have easily able to endure as I did earlier but when this suppression suppress
to this degree that my thoughts slow down, it felt torturous.
And this torturous feeling I am getting is not from the suppression I am feeling, though the suppression is the reason for freezing my thoughts, the main reason I am feeling torturous because this feeling of ntal binding is foreign to , which is making
uncomfortable and this uncomfortableness I have felt before is torturous.
It took
quite while to tap down the uncomfortableness I am feeling and completely focus on the suppressive sensation, it had grown stronger in the ti I was busy dealing with the uncomfortable feeling and now it had grown stronger, my thoughts beca even slower and my body which had already been immobile had beco stage that not even tiny twitching movent could be made.
Seeing I will have to do sothing soon before my thoughts are completly freeze-up, I again put my concentration on the suppressive feeling and started to visualize mories.
Normally only slight though needed reber the mory in mind but now I have to concentrate to rember the and it is taking quite an effort doing that.
My main objective is to keep my mind going and what could best way that rembering old mories, there are a couple of other things I could do as well.
like perform math or think about difficult problems, that would have made my mind worked harder than just simple rembering mories but I think mories are the best option and that is why I kept rembering them.
Ti passed by and it beca harder and harder to play mories in my mind but I still continue to play the mories in my mind.
The mories I first played in my mind were just a pleasant one, like peaceful monts with the family and friends but as the suppression increased, I started to reber important mories that brought out emotions in .
Like the mories that give joy, sadness, and other emotions but soon these mories weren’t enough to stop the freezing of my mind, so I started rembering life-changing mories, the mories where my life had completly changed.
Like the monster horde that attacked my town when I was eleven and killed my friend or when the three fatty’s had fed
the monster or the birth of my sister.
These are all mories that had changed the course of my life, one way or another and made
who I am today, with these mories playing in my mind, I felt a lot batter as second ago I was barely able to think any things.
The pressure of suppression lessen a little and my thoughts regained little of their forr speed but it lasted for a few minuits before suppression ca back stronger than ever.
Even rembering the mories had beco a very very strenuous task that I had nearly reached my limit and could snap any mont but despite that, I continue replying to the mory.
The mory I am rembering is that of the birth of my sister, it is clear as the day in mind as it happened just yesterday.
I still rember that when I first ti saw the face of my sister, I thought she is the world’s most beautiful girl in the world, I started to love her the mont my eyes fell on her and swore that I will always protect her and for that, I have to beco stronger, strong enough to thwart any danger that ca in her way.
With that thought, I let the suppression wash over . In such powerful suppression, I lost the ability to think and now holding on to a single thought in the imnse suppressions through the sheer will.
There is only one though remain in my mind and that is to hold on, hold on as long as possible as only then will I able to get the greatest reward.
Tis passed by as I kept enduring the suppression through my sheer will but finally, the mont cos when I couldn’t hold off anymore as the last spark of my will started doused off from the raging wind of suppression.
The final mont! I thought as I kept holding on that dousing spark of Will when suddenly the spark of will that had nearly doused off burned with resplendent brightness that it had cleared away all the suppression I was feeling and my thoughts have beco so clear that I felt like, if I wanted to I could rember every single mory of my life or solve the hardest problem that puzzled
but before I could do any of that I fainted.
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