Charlotte's diary continued.
This afternoon, I heard dad ntioned the fire at Sterling's house next door. Everyone was okay except grandpa Curtis, who was overco by fus. I felt relieved when I knew that Dylan was also safe.
I would like to say proudly that I saved Dylan myself, but I dared not. Mom and grandma love so much. They would bla my nanny for not taking care of when I just caught a cold. Dad is always stern and rules rigidly. If he knows that I sneaked into Sterling's house and almost hurt myself in the fire, he will scold and never let go out again! And grandma, she would probably be scared! What's more, Dylan will laugh at if he knew that I sneaked into his house like a thief to see him…
March 28 Cloudy
I was looking for an opportunity to tell Dylan about the night when the servant said that he had gone back to LA.
The news made my mood cloudy as today's weather.
I know that Dylan's father would not let him stay alone at the house after such a terrible fire, but why did I felt a sort of incredible pain?
I don't know when I can see Dylan again.
Dylan, when will you co to Chicago again? I will be waiting for you.
***
Dylan continued to flip through the diary. He left Chicago and didn't see Charlotte after that.
However, Charlotte had never forgotten him. In her diary, besides so daily trifles, she missed him all the ti.
February 14th Sunny
Dylan, today is Valentine's Day. Who is at your side now?
When can I see you again?"
***
Then Dylan picked up the newest book. It should be the latest dairy.
October 5th Cloudy
After all these years, I finally t Dylan again.
Brother Lionel ca to LA to develop the business of the Rowe group, so I ca with him after I graduated from college.
God knows I just want to be nearer to Dylan.
Finally, my chance ca. Lionel invited Dylan to the housewarming party.
I was ecstatic when I saw Dylan in Royal Villa. There was even a mont when I wanted to hug him and tell him the secret in my deep heart, but...
But I noticed that there was a girl beside him. The girl is even pregnant with Dylan's baby.
I know, we're not kids anymore. It's normal for him to have won around. I'm not in any position to ask him to remain single... But why was my mind not silent, and my heart was made bitter?
Dylan's eyes kept falling on that girl all night, even when he danced with .
I could feel how much Dylan cared about her.
Later, the girl seed to feel ill, and Lionel took her upstairs to rest. But Dylan's face changed at that scene, and he left to go upstairs without hesitation.
At that mont, I was left in the middle of the dance floor, and I felt very sad. It was not because I lost face, but I realized that there is already another girl in Dylan's heart.
In fact, I wanted to ask him, if I had been brave enough to let him know that I saved him in that fire, would our relationship be different now?
Will he be nicer to ?
Will I have a chance?
***
October 20th Cloudy
My brother told that Dylan and Miss Schultz were getting married. The news was like a bolt from the blue sky.
I cried for a long ti, but I didn't dare to tell anyone.
I know. He is really not mine anymore. He never belongs to .
It was so distasteful. Maybe I could be with him if I have told him about my feelings?
I wanted to call him several tis and tell him that I saved his life that year... But I dared not, I am afraid that he will suspect my motive, that he will think I am lying. Why didn't I tell him the fact that year?
I am afraid of being questioned and despised by him...
What's more, Dylan and Miss Schultz are going to get married. I don't want to ruin his wedding by being the other woman.
In the evening, I took out the fairy tale book and read the little rmaid's fairytale again. This is my favorite fairy tale, but I feel very sad when I read it now.
I feel I am that little rmaid. I obviously saved the prince and have a chance to be with the prince. But the prince put his feelings on the wrong girl and missed the little rmaid.
The rmaid finally ended up like foam on the sea, accompanying the prince.
What can I do to let Dylan at least have in his mind and never forget ?
***
Dylan flipped through the diary, his expression unreadable. Then he turned to the latest dairy, which was written on the day Charlotte flew back to Chicago.
***
I am now on the plane back to Chicago. Looking at the clouds outside the plane window, I finally recovered from my weeping and cald down.
Dylan's wedding will be held the day after tomorrow.
I don't want to stay in LA to watch the ceremony.
I don't bla anyone but myself for not telling him about my heart in ti. I have loved him since childhood. It was I who saved him from the fire.
All in all, it is my fault.
I will not disturb his wedding, and I just want to quietly return to Chicago, to the place where I saved him.
It is the only way to let him never forget ...
In this way, I will not suffer anymore.
Dad, mom, brother, I'm sorry.
I really can't stand losing Dylan. I will be your good daughter next life.
***
That was the end of the diary.
Dylan closed the diary without a word.
Erik had apparently checked Charlotte's diary. "I never thought Miss Rowe would be so affectionate to you, Mr. Sterling," Erik sighed, "Now you finally found the girl you want. How do you plan to arrange her?"
Dylan turned his head to look at Charlotte through the small window of the ward. However, Savannah's restrained and nervous voice rang in his ear.
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