Volu 7 Chapter 9: Even now, I feel the sa
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“Th-then…” g stamred, the realization dawning on her, “these…things you two did… Seron was all correct?”
“That’s right, pigtails.”
Bridget did not waste a second in giving her an answer. Seron and the others could hear g gasp.
“Not one nasty detail out of place. And digging up all these secrets we’ve been so desperately trying to hide—you’re all disgusting. Seron, and all of you in this club.”
“Aww, thanks,” Natalia replied.
“That’s not a complint, Lia!”
“Larry, don’t butt in. We’re having a mont here.”
Larry could not respond.
“That’s a good boy,” Natalia cooed.
Seron also was silent. He did not seem happy at all about the fact that his hypothesis was proven correct.
“If, as president, I may be frank,” Jenny said, “we’re not exactly happy that you lied to us and used us for your suicidal plot. So please don’t bla us for just doing our job.”
One of the two sixth-years replied.
“Looks like all of you need to learn so tact. Especially you, Seron.”
“Th-that is not true! For you, Seron did all these things!” g retorted.
“For us?”
However, all she got in exchange was an icy glare.
“If he wanted to do anything for us, he should have let us carry out our plans in peace.”
“But it will be ssy for your future!” g tried to argue. But Bridget showed no rcy.
“I told you, I don’t care. Stop sticking your nose in where it doesn’t belong, pigtails.”
“Why…?”
“You don’t know anything.”
“Pardon ?”
“I said you don’t know anything. I’m not surprised. How could you know anything? How would you know how sad and painful it is to have been engaged to soone since before you were born? Tell , pigtails. What’s your favorite food?”
“Pardon?”
“Your favorite food. Don’t tell you don’t have one.”
“I-I do have my favorite foods. In Roxche and Sou Be-Il, I love cheese dishes.”
“You’re not allowed to have any cheese. For the rest of your life.”
“Pardon?”
“What else do you like?”
“Chocolate cake…”
“You can’t have that anymore, either.”
“…”
“I bet you also like chicken noodle soup. But that’s off-limits forever too.”
“…”
Slowly, g’s expression changed from one of confusion to one of utter horror as the implications of Bridget’s restrictions dawned on her.
“You finally get it. That’s how I grew up. My parents always said I was only allowed to have one food for the rest of my life. The food that they had decided for .”
“…”
“They told every single day of my life. That I didn’t have a choice. That I couldn’t choose the person I would love and spend the rest of my life with. They said all that with a smile. They said it was all for my sake.”
“That is…painful, I think…” g whispered, finally understanding.
“Of course. Although ‘painful’ doesn’t even begin to describe it,” Bridget said with a snort. “Seron called our plan suicidal. And he’s right. We’re putting our lives on the line. But don’t worry, we’re not really killing ourselves. Better to be shad in public than to die. I considered just offing myself to make a point to my parents, but I decided that I wanted to live.” Bridget pushed back her long hair with an elegant motion. “So now you all know. Both Kenneth and I have been struggling for years. You said you were worried about us? Don’t make laugh. I don’t need your pity. All I need is that evidence you’ve collected for us. Give the tape and forget all this ever happened. That will solve everything.”
No one from the newspaper club responded. Bridget’s voice alone filled the quiet room.
“What’s wrong? You found the truth. Your job’s done. Or were you planning to tell our parents about all this to ‘rescue’ us? Sure, that might make them happy. No one would lose face. But rember, that’s no different from killing us.”
Bridget picked up her teacup, pausing briefly. That was when Seron finally spoke.
“We want neither of those outcos. I want to help you.”
“Pfft!” Bridget almost spilled her tea. She put down her cup. “Please, Seron, I almost stained my uniform.”
“Uniforms can be washed, but you can’t cleanse a stained reputation.”
“This is none of your business. You already know what we want—the plan you called suicidal.”
“Are you sure about that?”
“What?”
“Are you sure? Are you absolutely certain that both of you want things to co to such a tragic end?”
“Oh, now you’re going to resort to tears? This is ridiculous,” Bridget said, turning. “Let’s grab the tape and go, Kenneth. We can’t waste ti and energy here—he have work to do.”
Kenneth t Bridget’s gaze. He took a deep breath.
“Let’s stop this.”
“What?”
“We should stop this.”
Seron breathed a long sigh of relief. But only g noticed.
She turned. Seron noticed her gaze and locked eyes with her. For a split second his grey eyes looked gently into hers.
“We should stop this plan, Bridget. I can’t take it anymore…”
Though Bridget understood the aning of the words, she did not understand Kenneth’s intent.
“What are you talking about? We can’t back out now. Are you too scared to face your parents?”
“No…I’m not.”
“Then are you scared of your reputation being destroyed? Is that it?”
“No, I’ve never minded losing face. Even now, I feel the sa. I’m willing to go up against my parents and fight as dirty as I can.”
“Then explain to why you want to stop.”
“I…I can’t let your reputation be destroyed, Bridget…”
“…Are you joking?”
“No.”
“Did you hit your head, Kenneth? Newspaper club, did you poison his tea?” Bridget accused, but no one replied.
However, Seron addressed Kenneth directly.
“Why didn’t you take the photos yourself?”
“What?”
Bridget raised an eyebrow.
Kenneth grimaced.
“The photos to use as evidence against SC Bridget,” Seron explained, “there is nothing suspicious about coming to the newspaper club for help with photography, as the club—I an, Jenny—has experience taking photos in secret. But setting the recording aside, photographing SC Bridget kissing other boys should have been easy as you were both in cahoots. That’s not all. I’ve been told that you are a hobbyist photographer yourself, SC Kenneth.”
“To get evidence on their own selves…now that I think, that sounds to be right,” g said with a nod.
“It would have been simpler if SC Kenneth had taken the photos and SC Bridget ca to the club with her request alone. And yet both of you ca to us. That created the risk that the club might only fulfill one request, deeming one person more useful than the other. It’s a minor risk, but a risk nonetheless.”
“What does that matter? Either way, we ended up at the sa place,” Bridget spat, uninterested.
“That’s right, you probably haven’t thought too much about it, SC Bridget,” said Seron. “I’m guessing that SC Kenneth was the one who ca up with this plan. Am I wrong?”
“So what?” Bridget did not understand Seron’s line of questioning.
“SC Bridget,” Seron said, “SC Kenneth just couldn’t bring himself to take those photos. He didn’t want to see you kissing soone else. That’s why his plan involved the both of you coming to us.”
“What?”
“You can’t take a photograph without being there in person. In other words, SC Kenneth couldn’t take a photo of you cheating on him unless he watched you kiss soone else. He couldn’t bear it.”
“Ah! Aaaaah!” g exclaid.
Bridget flinched.
“Yes! I understand! Oh my goodness!” g cried, eyes turning to dinner plates. “Oh, I cannot believe it!”
Everyone but Seron and Kenneth reacted with looks of confusion.
“I understand Seron’s words now! Yes! SC Kenneth never wanted to see SC Bridget kiss soone! He did not want to see with his eyes! Because—”
Seron did not stop g.
“Because! SC Kenneth is in love with SC Bridget! He loves SC Bridget with the whole of his heart!”
“Whoa!” “My, my!” Natalia and Nick exclaid.
And Jenny and Larry—whom Seron had spoken to earlier—nodded, impressed that g managed to reach the answer.
“What’s this now?” Bridget uttered, incredulous. “Kenneth, what are they talking about?”
Kenneth slowly turned.
“…They’re right.”
“What?”
“I said they’re right, Bridget. I love you. More than anyone else.”
“What?”
“I’ve loved you for a long ti. I’ve never hated you at all, although I never told you.”
“This is ridiculous.”
“I’m telling you the truth.”
“Then why were you helping ?”
Though the question was directed at Kenneth, g responded for him.
“It is an obvious answer! SC Kenneth wants your happiness, SC Bridget! He wants the happiness of the person he loves! Even if he is not the person to be beside her for always!”
“You said sothing earlier, SC Bridget,” Seron said cooly, “that if we wanted to do sothing for you, we should have let you carry out your plans in peace. That’s exactly what SC Kenneth has been doing. He wasn’t acting for both of you—he was doing all this for you alone. He did everything he could to help because you wanted to break off your engagent at all costs. Without any regard for himself.”
Seron shot Bridget a glare.
“But rember what SC Kenneth said before. He wanted to stop this plan. He didn’t want you to be dragged through the mud. Even now he’s only thinking of you, SC Bridget. He wants you to be happy. So please stop this plan. Think of another way.”
“Yes! You do not really have to use these ways!”
Bridget looked at Kenneth.
And with a gentle smile she asked him a question.
“Kenneth. I tried to run away from you. But you cooperated with because you loved ?”
“Yes.”
“You could have married if you’d just sat back and waited.”
“But then you wouldn’t be happy, Bridget. There’s no point in marriage if the person you love isn’t happy.”
“You’ve never told that you loved . Didn’t it ever occur to you to tell ?”
“I thought that would be like betraying you.”
“Heh. One last question. What are you going to do now? What do you want, now that everything’s out in the open?”
“Your happiness.”
“Specifically?”
“I’m going to do everything I can to break off this engagent. I’ll find a different way, one that won’t hurt you. I already know you’re never going to return my feelings.”
“I see… Sweet and considerate to the end, Kenneth.”
Bridget’s right hand quietly moved.
Away from Kenneth, to the bag on her right.
“Kenneth. Seron. Pigtails. And everyone from our esteed newspaper club. Do you know what I hate the most?”
No one could answer her sudden question.
“Let tell you. I resolved to do absolutely anything and everything to escape this position. I did all of this because—”
Her hand went into her bag. And took hold of sothing that was always inside.
“—I hate it when people make my decisions for !”
Bridget’s scream seed to have risen from the depths of hell.
She pulled her right hand out of the bag, pushing the sewing scissors in her grip into the side of the boy beside her.
“No!”
Though he heard g’s scream, Kenneth could not react in ti.
“Grk!”
His fiancée, out of the blue, stabbed him.
The glinting scissors tore through his jacket, shirt, and skin.
When Bridget pulled them out again, several centiters of the blades were covered in blood.
“I should have done this from the start,” she remarked dryly.
There was no joy or madness in her face. No emotions. Nothing but simple calm.
Kenneth slowly fell over the left side of the sofa. A red stain slowly spread over the right side of his jacket.
Bridget turned her sights on g.
“Ah!”
“I hate you too, pigtails.”
g’s line of sight was filled with Bridget, slowly climbing over the table with the bloody scissors in her hand.
Followed by Seron’s back.
Bridget put all her weight into her scissors as they pierced Seron right in the stomach.
But the mont the tips of the blades sunk into him, Seron grabbed Bridget’s arm.
With his arms and his own body, Seron stopped her attack.
“Dammit!” Larry cried, clambering forward. But he was beaten to the punch.
“Hah!”
Nick swung the end of his broomstick, striking Bridget in the temple.
“Ah…”
Concussed, Bridget slowly began to fall. Nick held out the broomstick to change the direction of her fall to the sofa.
Only Seron was left standing. A pair of scissors stuck out of his stomach.
“This really hurts, but I’m sure the adrenaline is making it feel less painful than it actually is…” He analyzed chanically.
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