Mated to Four Alphas Chapter 303: Flashback - 43

Silas’s POV

Only in five minutes, the door opened and I was shocked. What? He’s already done? And then Lysander ca out. Kael also went inside. I was shocked that he only changed his clothes. And that so soon?

My eyes were looking around the whole room as my heart was pounding. I don’t know why they are all so calm in this type of situation. Like, I an, we are not ordinary friends.

Did they forget that we are in a relationship? Even though we just got into a relationship today, still... Aren’t they feeling nervous? That their lover is here? Don’t they have an urge to touch ? Or anything like that?

And just then, a cold breeze of air touched my cheek. As it did, I realized the windows were open, and I quickly stood up from the bed and went near the window while looking outside.

It was raining heavily right now, and water was coming inside, which was not good. I wanted to enjoy it, but we only have the bathrobes, and we can’t get them wet. If I did, I wouldn’t have anything to wear. I closed the window and was still looking outside while touching the window glass.

As I was looking outside, suddenly I felt a touch on my stomach. I quickly looked down after flinching. I saw hands wrapping around my stomach and a broad chest pressed against my back.

I didn’t look back to see who it was, because in the reflection of the glass, I noticed it was Kael. I didn’t expect him to hug like this from behind. I think he ca out after changing and ca directly to .

"Silas, why is your scent so delicious?" My cheeks flushed after hearing that, because of course, he was saying that my scent was delicious. Then how am I supposed to react to that? I just stood still without moving.

"Silas, why aren’t you saying anything? Do you want to stop? If you say so, I will stop," Kael whispered into my ear. And his whisper also gave tingles. And I didn’t want him to stop, but... My heart was beating so fast that I felt like I was going to have a heart attack.

"I don’t know what to say. I’m embarrassed right now," I said in a low voice. But as I said that, he suddenly beca silent. And his silence was scaring right now. I turned my head behind and looked at him.

He was standing there with his eyes on . And as I saw that, I gulped, and before I could say anything, I noticed Damon coming towards . I pressed my back against the window, which was closed.

In a second, both Damon and Kael were standing right in front of . "Why are you both standing like this? You’re scaring ."

"Silas, you’re releasing your pheromones a little too much, don’t you think?" Damon said.

And I realized that I was releasing my pheromones unknowingly. I know that I also want them to touch , but finally, when Damon and Kael are standing in front of , I feel scared. I don’t know why, maybe because I was never in a romantic relationship. In fact, I was never in a relationship, that’s why it’s scaring .

I looked away. I know my cheeks are still flushed. I do not want to make eye contact with them. I’m not ready yet. My body is shaking. It’s not because of the cold, but because of fear. I don’t know why I’m feeling afraid of them, but I can’t do anything.

"Sorry, I didn’t know I was releasing pheromones," I said.

But still, Damon ca closer to — there was only a finger’s distance between his lips and mine. He was so close, I could feel his breath on .

"Damon, I’m scared. Please don’t do this."

I was looking down, and when I looked up, Damon had stepped back. He was standing, maintaining distance between and him. He and Kael exchanged glances. And it felt like they were predators, and I was their prey at that exact mont.

But then they both stepped aside, giving space. So I quickly took a step forward and sat down on the bed. As I sat, I glanced at Theron and Lysander, who were sitting on the bed. But they were looking at and then at their brothers. I never even imagined that I would feel fear just from alphas getting near .

"Silas, are you okay? You’re shaking quite a lot," Theron asked. I glanced back. He still seed worried.

"I’m okay. Don’t worry about ." I quickly lay down on the bed, covering myself with the quilt. As soon as I tucked in, I pulled the quilt over my head, like I wanted to hide under it. I don’t want to face their gazes right now.

I know it’s just one day since we’ve gotten into a relationship, but I believe that as ti passes, I’ll start to feel comfortable around them too, which I’m not feeling right now. Whatever I expected, everything’s shattered in pieces.

I think it wasn’t a good idea to get only one room for all five of us because I’m not yet familiar with them.

I could hear footsteps, just like soone was standing near my bed. But then, they went to their own beds. They didn’t say a word, because I didn’t hear any conversation. Like, they were all silent. All silent, and I just closed my eyes.

As I did, I found myself in the cave. I was pinned down and so many alphas were around , grabbing my hands, grabbing my legs. Their dirty hands were touching all over my body.

I used all my strength to push them away from , but I couldn’t do it. Their strength was much more than I expected. I was crying, screaming in pain. Begging them to leave .

"Please let go. Please. Don’t do this to , please." And just then, the alpha who had been ordering them before ca — he had a big knife in his hand. And he stabbed that knife into my stomach. As he did—

"Noooooooooooooooooo!"