Jaxon pov
At first, Arya stared at for so minutes, not saying anything, but I could tell she was deciding whether or not to believe . I was lying to her, but I still made her believe . That was the wrong thing I liked about Aria. She did not always want to stress things out like Rachel was soone who stressed things out, and even Aria.
Just then, she held my hand and pulled with her as we walked into her house. Everything seed so different and so beautiful. I couldn’t help but open my mouth in surprise. Everything seed so different and so beautiful. I stared at her with a white smile on my face.
"Did you just do all this?" She shakes her head, and I couldn’t help but fantasize about how everything looked so beautiful. Why would she do this kind of preparation for when it wasn’t like she wanted more to this? I thought to myself.
As I smiled at her before asking the wrong question, I knew she would hesitate to answer.
"Why did you adorn your house this way?"
She looks around like she has not made any preparations, or that was just how her house looked.
" I did not make all the preparations; my house is always this pretty," Aria said to , but I could see through her that she was lying.
I had always co to her house multiple tis when her parents were not held, sneaking in and out, and I could always tell when she made her house so beautiful for my arrival. This was one of those tis, but I decided not to prolong it anymore.
I just hope this will end with the intimacy, and I did not plan on being more than that to her because that was the job of Aria. No matter how many of them got in the way, Aria was still the only person I saw as more than an intimate partner.
Ever since I and Aria beca close, I had always stayed away from Aria just not to cause problems or be distant from Aria. Still, now that I was with Aria, it felt awkward, for I did not know what to say, although I did not even know if I should make the first move.
She smiled at as she sat beside on the sofa, and then suddenly, she was sitting on my legs. I did not feel any awkwardness; the pull I always felt, or should I say? I always thought I felt suddenly vanished.
I was not feeling moved at all, and I was baffled because I could not even feel a single pull with her. I held her tightly as a way of showing my intimacy, but it did not work.
The only thing on my mind was Aria as The last image of her before I left was the only thing I could see.
I imdiately stood Aria up and stood up as I ran my hand through my hair in frustration. What was wrong with ? I thought I was here to have a good ti with Arya, but why was I not feeling anything?
Aria imdiately noticed I was having a change in character as she held my hand in hers, but I pulled it off imdiately.
"I am sorry if I am acting awkward; I do not know what is wrong with ," I said to her even before she could ask the question.
"I thought as much; you were acting so weird. I thought sothing was wrong sowhere," she muttered to .
I smiled widely at her and just walked ahead. What was going on? I angrily told myself; that I knew that I wasn’t the kind of person to be this way. Why was I suddenly like this? I was the kind of person who easily got attracted to any woman, and any single thought from them always got to , but now none of that was working.
It felt like I was even forcing myself to stare directly at Arya. I sat back on the sofa, calmly trying to get back that intimacy and nervousness I felt when I started the engine of my car in the hospital, but I as Aria sat back on my leg again, suddenly making it all disappear.
I did not even get aroused in any way. It was so frustrating that I had to stand up again and walk towards the window for fresh air. Maybe the heat was what caused the problem?
"Jaxon," Arya Muttered to as I stood in the window; I could feel her presence far from , but I still kept silent. I heard her footsteps getting closer as she touched my shoulder.
"Jaxon, tell what is wrong. Why can’t you sit next to for a second without standing up and acting like soone drunk?"She questioned , but I kept silent, thinking about everything.
Why was I suddenly feeling this way? I was not ant to feel this at all; it was just so annoying.
Just then, my phone began to ring. I brought it up in my pocket, only to check that it was a ssage from Aria, and she had flashed a call. She was scared or hesitant to call or make pick it up.
I smiled at the ssage as she told it would rain soon and I should not be in a place where I would not have shelter. I turned to Aria suddenly. I was not seeing Aria as herself but instead as Aria. I cleaned my eyes. That was when I saw it was Aria. What was possibly going on with ?
"I think I need to leave," I said to Arya and took my car key but I hadn’t gotten to the door when I get her tight grip around my waist as she hugged tightly.
"I can’t let you leave so easily."
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