83 Chapter 23
I could not make a sound? Good lord!
Why did the thought of it arouse a fluttering feeling to my stomach?
Lucian drew his lips from mine and looked at worriedly.
"Are you sure you want this?" He asked. "If you don't want to I'm not going to force you."
I was confused. Had I done sothing to make him believe I didn't want to? I thought I sounded desperate.
"You are trembling and you seem stressed." He explained.
"Oh…" Yes I was stressed, stressed to have him. It was like I couldn't wait. "I am trembling in need Lucian. I need you." I assured him not the least embarrassed.
Lucian's eyes darkened and he took my mouth with his in a wild kiss. His hands road the sides of my body, down my back, over my bottom and then grabbing my thighs he lifted up. Taking the hint I wrapped my legs around his waist and he carried toward the bed without taking his lips away from mine. There he lay down gently and pulled away.
A sigh of frustration escaped my lips at the absence of his closeness. He looked down at where I lay between his legs, his eyes studying with curiosity. I could still not believe my eyes everyti I saw at him. I had always thought he looked too good to be true but now looking at him he took my breath away. I couldn't quite put my finger on what exactly changed about his appearance, he just seed overall different.
Slowly he hovered over , using one arm to support his weight while the other hand went to graze my thigh. He leaned in and placed soft quick kisses on my lips teasingly until I couldn't control myself anymore. Reaching up, I grasped his hair and brought his face closer to mine, seeking his mouth, wanting more of the sweet taste of his lips.
His lips curved into a smile at my desperation before he gave in and kissed in the sa desperate need that I was feeling. His lips moved with greed, nipping and sucking, making shudder with want. My hands reached for him feeling his body, clutching at the muscles on his arms and back. The feel of his bare skin made wish that I was naked, I wanted feel his skin moving against mine.
Lucians kisses moved down my jaw trailing his tongue over my earlobe. A sigh escaped my lips and my body shuddered involuntarily.
"You like that?" He murmured in my ear.
I shivered again and nodded.
"What about this?" He asked and kissed right under my ear. That was my weak spot. How did he know? Did he rember?
But the thoughts fled my head as quickly as heat spread through my body. My breath ca out in shallow pants as he continued to torture with his tongue. I tilted my head back and arched against him while feeling his hand trailing down my chest and then swiftly removing the towel from my body.
Lucian's body tensed for a mont before he drew back. I opened my eyes quickly afraid that he had changed his mind and decided to leave but we locked eyes all I saw was a burning hunger. Yes, his eyes seed to burn, literally. The flas in them seed wild, as if they wanted to consu .
My heart began to race as his gaze swept over my body. His jaw tensed and the flas in his eyes seed to burn hotter. This ti I didn't feel shy at all under his gaze, I just wish he would touch while watching .
Touching is an understatent of the things he did to . He did all kinds of wicked things a man could do to a woman, just like he had promised. Not making any sounds while every part of your body was being explored was not only difficult but impossible. I was writhing, squirming, trembling, and begging.
"Shhh…" He said leaning down and brushing his lips lightly against mine. "I haven't started yet."
What?! My head began to spin, lost in pleasures I never felt before, until I cried out.
Panting and trembling I opened my eyes. I was about to tell I needed a mont when I took notice of the confused look on his face.
"Is sothing wrong?" I asked breathlessly. I was still recovering.
His gaze moved to my neck, searching, and then his eyes slowly widened with realization.
"We did this before? And...and I bit you? Right?"
As he spoke I realized his teeth had grown again, now looking like fangs.
He seed disgusted and confused. Maybe even hurt.
I caught my breath and then sat up. I took his face in my hands and gazed into his eyes. " You are different Lucian and I always liked you that way. You will slowly and eventually rember everything. Until then I will be here for you." I smiled. "I am not going anywhere?"
"You are not scared?" He asked.
I shook my head. "You would never hurt and you know it deep down. You might not rember but you feel the way I felt you even though you were disguised as soone else."
His gaze softened. The disgusted look left his face but still, he seed confused.
"Are you really my wife?"
The way he asked pained . He sounded desperate for answers. I hated to see him like this. Lost like a child, with no mories, with no one by his side. There is of course. I would always be by his side. Only if he knew. Now all I could see in his eyes were loneliness, sadness and desperation. If only, if only I could take away so of his pain.
"Until you rember I will be whatever you want to be."
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