Phoebe’s POV
When I heard my father’s words—his quiet gratitude, his acknowledgnt of the woman I’d beco—I couldn’t pinpoint exactly what I felt. Maybe it was relief. Maybe it was the strange sensation of a wound beginning to close. Or maybe it was just emptiness, like sothing vital had been carved out of my chest and the space was slowly filling with sothing new.
I forced down the bitter taste in my mouth and turned away from his cell. The conversation had drained in ways I hadn’t expected, leaving feeling hollow yet strangely lighter.
Maybe soday we’d speak again as father and daughter. Maybe we’d find our way to sothing resembling forgiveness. But right now, I had to conserve whatever strength I had left for one more visit.
One more confrontation that I’d been avoiding for too long.
"You can’t see him, my queen. He’s too dangerous—a war prisoner," Samuel protested the mont he figured out who else I planned to visit in the dungeons. His voice carried genuine fear, not just for my safety but for what this eting might do to emotionally.
I understood his concern. For months, I’d avoided this section of the dungeons entirely, unable to face the man who had haunted my nightmares for so long.
But today felt different. Today, after speaking with my father, after laying Elder Tricia to rest, after everything we’d endured—today, I needed to close this final Chapter.
"Did you chain him with silver?" I asked the guard stationed there, ignoring Samuel’s protests.
The guard’s eyes went wide hearing my voice—it had been ages since I’d spoken to any of them. He quickly pulled himself together and answered respectfully, though I could see the confusion in his expression.
"Yes, my queen. Silver chains and silver restraints. He can’t shift, can’t use his full strength."
Samuel still wasn’t backing down. "We should inform the king about this. He wouldn’t want you—"
"Go ahead," I interrupted, not even pausing in my stride.
I waved for the guards to unlock the heavy iron door that separated the political prisoners from the common criminals. The sound echoed through the stone corridors like a death knell.
"Stay here," I commanded Wade and Samuel as I crossed the threshold. "All of you."
The narrow corridor stretched before , lined with cells on both sides. Most were empty now—we’d executed the worst of the war criminals weeks ago. But so prisoners remained, the ones whose fates were still being decided.
This section of the dungeons felt different from where my father was housed. Colder. More oppressive. The stones here seed to absorb sound and hope in equal asure.
As I passed the occupied cells, the prisoners began to stir. Chains rattled against stone walls. Muffled sounds escaped from behind the silver gags that kept the most dangerous ones silent.
They recognized . So with fear, others with hatred, a few with sothing that might have been desperate hope for rcy.
But I wasn’t here for any of them.
I kept walking until I found the cell at the very end of the corridor. The one they kept in complete isolation because even the other prisoners couldn’t stand to be near him.
He was shackled to the wall like the others, his mouth sealed with a silver gag that had left angry red welts across his cheeks and jaw. The burning must have been constant agony, but he’d deserved every mont of it.
Reginald.
One of Mya’s warriors had captured him during the final battle, tossing him in with the other Valerium rebels like the piece of trash he was. It had taken them days to realize they’d caught the fugitive everyone had been hunting—the monster who’d terrorized for years.
His execution was scheduled for tomorrow. A public event that Perry had personally arranged, wanting to send a ssage about what happened to those who dared harm his queen.
But before that happened, I needed to see him. Needed to look into his eyes one final ti and understand what I felt about the man who had once held such power over my life.
"Reginald," I called out, my voice steady and clear.
His head snapped up at the sound, eyes going wide with shock and sothing else—hope? Desperation? I couldn’t tell, and I found that I didn’t care enough to try.
He clearly hadn’t expected to see again. Certainly not like this, with standing tall and strong while he cowered in chains.
He started thrashing against his restraints, making desperate, guttural sounds behind the gag. His eyes were wild, almost feral, as if months of imprisonnt had driven him closer to madness.
I turned and walked away from his cell, which only made him more frantic. The sound of his struggles followed —tal scraping against stone, muffled roars of frustration, the wet sound of silver burning flesh as he fought uselessly against his bonds.
He wanted to stay. Needed to stay. It had been so long since he’d seen , and now I was here, real and within reach, yet still completely beyond his grasp.
His growls filled the entire cell block, echoing off the stone walls like the sounds of a wounded animal. He didn’t care about the pain tearing through his wrists and body as he fought the silver chains, but it was pointless. The chains were too thick, the silver too pure. He couldn’t shift, couldn’t break free, couldn’t do anything but rage helplessly.
A mont later, I returned with a guard who looked nervous about what I was asking him to do.
The young man’s hands shook as he unlocked the cell door, keys jangling like wind chis in the oppressive silence.
"My queen... are you certain about this?" His voice was barely a whisper, as if speaking too loudly might wake so sleeping demon.
"Yes," I replied firmly, eting Reginald’s wild eyes through the bars. "Remove the gag."
"But—" The guard hesitated, glancing back toward the corridor where Wade and Samuel waited. "The king specifically ordered that no one should—"
"Do it."
With no choice left, he obeyed. If Wade and Samuel couldn’t stop , what hope did this young guard have?
Once the silver gag was removed, leaving fresh burns across Reginald’s face, I dismissed the guard with a gesture. He practically ran from the cell, clearly wanting to be anywhere else.
Now we were alone. Predator and prey, face to face for the final ti.
Except everything had changed since our last encounter.
"Phoebe..." Reginald’s voice was rough, damaged from months of screaming behind the gag. But underneath the physical damage, I could hear sothing else—a gentleness he only ever used with , as if he actually believed it could still affect .
He stared at intensely, as if trying to burn my image into his mory forever. His eyes road over my face, my hair, my body, drinking in every detail with desperate hunger.
"Thank you for coming," he continued, his voice cracking with emotion. His gaze softened, though my expression remained stone cold. "I’m grateful I get to see you one final ti before I die."
He actually chuckled, as if his impending execution was so kind of bitter joke. As if this was all just another ga we were playing.
"I’ve dread about this mont for months," he continued, leaning forward as much as his chains would allow. "Wondered what you’d look like when you finally ca to see . Wondered what you’d say. What you’d feel."
I said nothing, studying him with the sa detached interest I might give to an insect pinned to a board.
The man before was a broken shell of what he’d once been. Months of imprisonnt had stripped away his arrogance, his casual cruelty, his sense of superiority. His hair was long and matted, his clothes filthy rags, his body gaunt from poor rations.
But his eyes—his eyes still held that sa obsessive gleam that had haunted my nightmares.
"I wondered how I’d feel seeing you again," I began, and surprise flickered across his face when he heard speak.
"Your voice ca back," he said with a heavy sigh, closing his eyes to focus on the sound. The noise from the other cells had quieted, as if even the other prisoners sensed the importance of this mont. "God, I missed hearing it. I used to lie awake at night replaying every word you’d ever said to ."
I ignored his words and stepped closer to the bars. Close enough to sll the stench of his unwashed body, to see the desperation in his bloodshot eyes.
"Your mate is dead," I announced calmly, watching his face for any reaction. "Fiona. Your baby too."
I’d learned plenty about what happened after the war from Perry’s intelligence reports. Fiona had died in the chaos following Valerium’s fall, along with the child she’d been carrying.
Reginald shook his head, his expression never changing. "That baby wasn’t mine. It belonged to Valerium’s royal beta." His tone stayed eerily calm, as if we were discussing the weather. "I never touched her. Never wanted her. Never wanted anyone but you."
He leaned forward again, pressing his face against the bars until the tal left marks on his skin.
"I never forgot you, Phoebe. Not for a single day, not for a single hour. You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted. The only one I’ve ever loved."
The word ’love’ in his mouth made my stomach turn. What he felt wasn’t love—it was possession, obsession, a sick need to control and dominate.
But looking at him now, chained and broken and desperate, I realized sothing that surprised .
I felt nothing.
No fear. No hatred. No anger or satisfaction at seeing him brought low.
Just... emptiness.
This man who had terrorized , who had haunted my dreams, who had made afraid to trust my own strength—he was nothing now. Less than nothing.
"I didn’t want her as my mate," he continued, his voice growing more urgent as he sensed my emotional distance. "She was a political alliance, nothing more. You’re the only one I need. The only one I’ve ever needed."
His chains rattled as he pressed himself harder against the bars, trying to get closer to .
"I know I hurt you. I know I made mistakes. But I can change, Phoebe. I can be better. If you could just give another chance—"
"Stop," I said quietly, and the word hit him like a physical blow.
He fell silent imdiately, eyes wide with hope that I might actually be listening to his pleas.
"Do you want to know what I see when I look at you?" I asked, my voice carrying the sa quiet authority I used in council etings.
He nodded eagerly, probably expecting so confession of lingering feelings, so admission that part of still cared about him.
"I see a pathetic, broken man who threw away everything for the sake of his own ego," I said calmly. "I see soone who was given power and chose to use it to terrorize the innocent. I see a coward who hurt others to make himself feel strong."
His face began to crumble as my words hit ho.
"But mostly," I continued, "I see nothing. You an nothing to now, Reginald. You’re not worth my hatred. You’re not worth my fear. You’re not even worth my pity."
"No," he whispered, shaking his head frantically. "No, that’s not true. You ca here. You ca to see . That has to an sothing."
"I ca here to close a door," I replied. "To prove to myself that you have no power over anymore."
"Phoebe, please—"
"You spent years making believe I was weak," I interrupted, my voice growing stronger. "Making believe I deserved the pain you caused . Making believe I was lucky to have your attention, even when that attention ca with bruises and tears."
He was crying now, tears streaming down his dirt-stained cheeks.
"But I was never weak. I was never worthless. I was never the broken thing you tried to make believe I was."
I stepped back from the bars, putting distance between us once again.
"I’m a queen now, Reginald. I’m loved by a man who would move mountains for . I’m respected by warriors who would die to protect . I have power, real power, not the kind that cos from making others afraid."
"I can love you like that too," he said desperately. "I can worship you, protect you, give you everything you deserve—"
"What you felt was never love," I said, cutting him off. "Love doesn’t leave scars. Love doesn’t make soone afraid to speak. Love doesn’t break soone down just to build them back up in the image you prefer."
I moved closer to the bars one final ti, close enough that he could see every detail of my face, every line of determination in my expression.
"What you felt was ownership. Possession. The need to control sothing beautiful because you could never create anything beautiful yourself."
"That’s not true," he sobbed. "I loved you. I still love you. I would do anything—"
"You would do anything to have back under your control," I corrected. "That’s not the sa thing."
I studied his broken form one last ti, this man who had once seed so powerful, so dangerous, so impossible to escape.
Now he was just a reminder of who I used to be—and proof of how far I’d co.
"Tomorrow, you’re going to die," I said matter-of-factly. "And when you do, the last Chapter of my old life will finally close. I’ll be free of you completely."
"Please," he whispered. "Please don’t leave like this. I can’t... I can’t stand the thought of you hating ."
I almost laughed at the irony.
"I don’t hate you, Reginald," I said, and watched hope flicker in his eyes. "Hatred requires caring, and I don’t care about you at all. You’re nothing to now. Just a bad dream I’ve finally woken up from."
I turned to leave, but his voice stopped one last ti.
"I’ll always love you," he called out, desperation making his voice crack. "Even when I’m dead, even in whatever cos after—I’ll always love you."
I looked back over my shoulder one final ti.
"That’s your burden to carry," I said. "Not mine."
And with that, I walked away from Reginald forever, leaving him alone with his chains, his delusions, and the crushing weight of his own choices.
Behind , his screams echoed through the dungeon corridors—rage and anguish and desperate pleas for to return. But I didn’t slow my steps, didn’t look back, didn’t acknowledge his pain.
I had gotten what I ca for. Closure. Peace. The final proof that he could never hurt again.
Tomorrow, he would die. And I would finally, truly be free.
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