10 years have passed since I found out that I was an oga. When I found out that I was an oga, a person of low standing in society, I was afraid. Afraid of being looked down upon, afraid of not having a bright future ahead of , and... afraid of being impregnated by an alpha. Ogas usually get their heat cycles at the age of 17, but I'm already 22 years old and I still haven't experienced my first heat cycle yet.
When I turned 18 and still did not get my first heat cycle, my mom was so scared. She thought that there was sothing wrong with my body and that maybe I am sick.
We imdiately went for a checkup and I was even examined for the second ti to know if I really am an oga, and guess what? I am.
The doctor told that they still haven't found a cure since my case is pretty rare, so I had no other choice but to put up with my condition.
I don't know what I should feel. Should I feel anxious? Happy? Relieved? Scared? I don't know.
I'm about to graduate in a few months, but no company is willing to take as an intern. No one is willing to accept just because I am an oga.
When I was 12, everything about was average until I found out that I was an oga. My male classmates started growing taller really fast, while I stopped getting taller when I turned 18. I'm only 5'4 and male betas are even taller than . I got prettier and even excelled at a lot of things which made think that maybe I can still have a bright future ahead of despite being an oga but I was wrong.
I'm not doing good right now. Both of my parents are getting older, and I'm still asking for their help to pay my bills. We are not a wealthy family, so being an oga is a disadvantage for an average person like . I'm so mad at myself because I know I can't do anything because of my second gender.
If only being an oga does not hinder myself from getting good opportunities, everything would have been a lot easier.
"Hey, are you okay? You're spacing out again," Daryl said and looked at with a worried expression.
I nodded and smiled at him. "I can help you find a company to work at if you want," he offered for the 5th ti. "My answer will always be the sa, Dar," I said and chuckled. "I'm just trying to help, you know," he said as he pouted. "I know, I know," I said and patted his head.
Daryl is an oga. A filthy rich, high class oga. We beca friends because we have the sa second genders, we're both ogas. I actually did not think that our friendship would last this long, but I'm really glad that it did.
"Just tell if you need any help, hmm?" He said and smiled sweetly. "Don't smile like that. I'm getting jealous. You're way too pretty," I said and pinched his cheeks. He's so adorable.
"A lot of alphas are more attracted to you, Justin. You're the pretty one," he said and giggled. I just shook my head in disbelief and continued browsing through the internet, looking for a job.
"By the way, Jus, have you found a mate? It would be hard for you if don't have one, especially once your heat cycle suddenly cos up," Daryl said and took a sip from his coffee. "Not yet, and I'm not really interested in having one as of now.
Finding a company that accepts ogas is more important to for now," I said and scrolled through his laptop as I browsed the internet.
"Tell if you're interested. I can introduce you to a few alphas," he said and smiled. "Sure," I replied.
Given his social status, it's not a surprise that he knows a lot of alphas.
This is so annoying! Every single company available always says that they won't accept oga applicants because they can't cater to ogas once they have their heat.
Ugh, my head is aching because of this!
"Oh no, Justin, I have to go. My dad wants to see . Just leave the laptop in my room later," he said and left in a hurry without even waiting for my reply.
"Okay," I whispered to myself as I watched him leave the cafe.
I forgot to ntion that Daryl and I are roommates. I'm currently staying at his condo since I don't have anywhere to go and my parents' house is kind of far from here. He was kind enough to offer a house to stay in, in exchange for paying xxx dollars per month. It's really cheap.
I kept scrolling and searching for two damn hours, yet I still wasn't able to find a company that accepts ogas. I stood up and packed my things.
This won't do.
I left the cafe and decided to just go ho. My head hurts so much. I think it might be a fever.
I sighed and bit my lower lip.
I'm a disappointnt. I'm born as an oga and can't even find a damn company to do my internship. Of course, it's a different story if I'm rich. This is great. Just great!
I was spacing out a lot that I didn't notice that soone was in front of . I bumped into him and he said sorry before he continued walking.
"Where in the world can I apply for an internship..." I whispered to myself.
I stopped walking and looked at the job posters pasted on the walls by the sidewalk, and I could only smile in disbelief.
"These are obviously scams," I whispered to myself and took the posters off so that there won't be a lot of victims.
I'm definitely not naive and stupid, but even if I was, how could they specify in the qualifications for hiring that the applicant should be an oga, when clearly, nobody wants to have an oga to work under them unless it's shady business.
What a sham.
I crumpled the posters and threw them at the nearest trash can I could find.
As I was walking, a bookstore suddenly caught my eye.
It's been so long since I've gone to one. Should I go and take a look at so of the books there?
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