To My Beloved, Ian Percus
The moon is bright again tonight.
Did you know, master? The cool night air provides a delightful atmosphere for drinking, and on nights when even the moonlight is beautiful, I can’t help but think of wine.
Yes, and of you.
How could I ever forget you, my love who shines brighter than the moon?
Even the intoxication of sweet wine cannot chase you from my heart.
Looking back, it’s truly an interesting fate.
Even after ascending to the position of head of the family, my life didn’t change much. In fact, since I held the real power even before Father passed away, nothing was likely to change.
My life has always been like that.
The path I was to walk was determined from birth.
It was probably a future filled with victory and glory. Because the lord of the North must not lose to anyone; it was sothing I heard so often since childhood that my ears hurt.
If ever I were to be defeated, that day had to be the last day of my life.
But isn’t it funny?
I’m still alive, flirting with you and calling you ‘Master.’ On top of that, I’ve turned into a woman blinded by love, still chasing after you.
Had soone told this a few years ago, I would have laughed until I passed out.
No, even the before the day you ca to our territory would have done the sa.
It was truly a battle that changed many things.
That day, the destinies of countless people changed. Of course, mine was among them.
A pitiful girl completely consud by her obsession with victory and self-righteousness.
It was a life where I couldn’t love or despair as I wished. Then, for the first ti in my life, an ordeal struck . At least, it was an event not included in the ‘plan’ of my life.
Perhaps that’s why I felt my shortcomings all the more.
So many things in the world I knew were lies.
Perhaps because I didn’t try to go beyond the bars of my family, all sorts of misunderstandings and errors tore at my mind like wild beasts.
About the elves.
About my little sister.
About my Father.
And further about my family and the Empire. I knew nothing.
But I lived because I was with you.
I too had to give up and sacrifice many things, but I’m grateful that you stayed by my side. If this had been a few years ago, would I have cursed myself as a ‘stupid woman blinded by love?’
But it doesn’t matter.
Because now I know that, even as a fool, life can still be happy.
I’m truly happy that you, who never gives up, are by my side.
So even in the future, if those won keep bothering you, co to . I’ll always offer you my embrace.
My body and heart already belong to you, don’t they?
Do whatever you want. I’m already your possession, so there’s no such thing as a right to refuse.
My beauty, praised as the Sun of the North, my breasts that many n drool over, and my hips hiding a secret valley.
They’re all prepared solely for you.
Are you also looking at the sa moon as I am?
If so, I hope you think of .
The moonlight resembles my colour, and our first night together also happened on such a bright moonlit night.
We intertwined our tongues while holding wine in our mouths, didn’t we?
I rember it tasted sweeter than any wine I’ve ever had.
Today, too, I’m waiting only for you.
So co to anyti, I’ll especially keep it a secret from those won.
Understood, Master?
Your woman is eagerly awaiting punishnt in the North.
P.S. 1: I heard recently that my younger sister was assigned to Arancourt. No matter how rude a sister she is, isn’t that too far? Not that I mind, of course.
P.S. 2: I heard that fierce little puppy wants to have a child lately? I’m looking forward to it. I also needed an heir anyway. I’m curious whose belly will swell first.
P.S. 3: Send my regards to Her Highness the Princess and tell her there’s no need to be so wary. After all, it’s you who owns , not the other way around, right? It’s not like I could ever stop you, so tell her to rather join . Before she loses everything.
From. Your possession, slave and secret lover.
On the second day of the Month of the Sickle, in the Imperial Year 571.
***Having read the letter, I let out a faint sigh.
There was too little information—almost none at all.
By the latter part, it was filled only with embarrassing content.
Just in case, I checked the back of the letter.
Normally, there would be roughly scribbled words, but there was nothing but a blank white space.
The voice of the man I vaguely heard in my dream replayed in my mind.
‘I won’t be able to help you for a while.’
It seed that the overexertion from the last battle was catching up to . Moreover, before that, I even forcibly summoned my future self, so there was nothing I could do about any backlash.
I could only endure it.
Even so, if there was one thing I felt was unfair, it was why I had to forgo his assistance at this particular mont.
Among all the letters I’d received so far, this one was particularly full of mysteries.
Why had two letters arrived, and what exactly were all those ‘secrets’?
More than anything, the words left by my future self weighed heavily on my mind.
‘Never confront it recklessly.’
It was advice similar to last ti.
No, it was an even stronger warning than before, since it included the word ‘never.’
That ant the enemy I was about to face had to be even more dangerous than the last.
The Underling of the Evil God, the ‘Corpse Giant.’
How many tis had I barely escaped death to defeat that legendary monster?
It wasn’t just . It was only after exhausting all the forces gathered at the territory that we barely managed to defeat it.
Even then, if the Sword Duke hadn’t arrived just in ti, I would’ve been dead for sure.
And now, an enemy potentially stronger than that?
“…I’m going to die.”
Wearing a bitter smile, I could only lant like that.
I would literally have to be prepared to die.
Feeling frustrated, I grabbed my canteen and gulped down so water.
As the cold water wetted my throat, I finally felt my muddled mind clearing.
Only then did I pull myself together.
Right, for now, I had no choice but to proceed as I always did.
First, I needed to gather information.
The content of the letter was explicitly pointing to the North. Since the elves’ dwelling places remained only in the coniferous forests of the North, it was certain.
This ant I would have to leave the academy soon.
I arrived only a few days ago, and now I had to leave again.
I felt bitter, but I didn’t have ti to grumble.
When I glanced at the calendar, several days had already passed.
It was proof that for several days, my future self had been active.
In that case, my course of action was clear.
I had to figure out what the ‘’ from the future had done.
If I traced the actions during those days, I could get a rough idea.
It had always been that way until now.
Once I decided my destination, I quickly finished preparing to go out. Forcing my tired body, I began to walk.
It was still early in the morning.
Even so, the dormitory was already bustling with people. Now that the vacation was over and the new sester had begun, the daily life of the academy had returned.
One thing I was relieved about was that none of them picked a fight with or whispered about .
It ant I hadn’t done anything strange in front of the public.
That was fortunate.
Not that my reputation could get any worse, but I didn’t want to be blad for things I didn’t do.
I already had more than enough notoriety.
I didn’t want to continue being an object of fear.
Of course, even then, I couldn’t let my guard down.
That was because the ‘’ from the future always went around doing one crazy thing after another.
It was an unbroken rule without a single exception.
It was obvious he must have done sothing, even if it wasn’t in front of the public. Otherwise, there was no need to have lost several days.
In the end, I even skipped breakfast and left the dormitory.
I was too anxious to have an appetite. More than that, I was more curious about what the ‘’ from the future had been doing during that ti.
The answer, surprisingly,wasn’t far away.
As I left the dormitory and my steps reached the central avenue, I saw a familiar back.
It was of a girl with neatly tied black hair.
Her steps looked sowhat lethargic, but since I had known her for years, I could tell. The woman walking ahead was none other than my childhood friend.
Just when I felt lost, she appeared like a lifeline.
Filled with relief, I called out loudly.
“…Celine!”
But the reaction she showed was the exact opposite of my expectation.
She flinched and carefully turned around.
And the mont our eyes t, her face turned pale.
There were very few people that the bold and lively Celine feared so much.
Would she cower like that if she were facing the Emperor?
Celine stared at with violently trembling pupils for a while. Only after so ti had passed, my childhood friend seed to realise sothing was off.
Hesitantly, she asked,
“I-Ian Oppa…?”
“Yeah, it’s . Ian Percus.”
I could only reply, utterly confused.
I couldn’t think of any reason why Celine would be so frightened upon seeing .
In that case, the cause must lie with the ‘’ from the future.
As if to prove that my guess was correct, Celine burst into tears and threw herself into my arms.
“Y-You’re finally back! Heunnng… I-Ian Oppa. I had such a hard ti…”
As Celine’s sobs continued, my doubts deepened.
In the end, just as I was about to ask Celine a question because I couldn’t stand it.
She, after crying for a few minutes and pulling herself together, wiped her eyes with her sleeve and said to .
“No, no… There’s no ti for this, Oppa. Let’s go to Seria, quickly.”
“…Seria? Why?”
Even to my dumb question, Celine didn’t give a proper answer.
She just uttered a single sentence with a gloomy expression.
“Seria, she is currently admitted in the intensive care unit…”
The mont I heard that, I let out a deep sigh.
What on earth had happened?
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