No conversation happened after that. After finishing her al early, Yumiela #2 said she was tired and retreated to the guest room.
Patrick and I talk about her in my room.
Haa thats not what I was expecting. It would have been easier if she had been more aggressive.
I agree. Shes too.
Shes already here hmm, sothing doesnt feel right about this.
I sympathize with Yumiela #2, but I dont know if she should be forgiven. A worlds destruction is too big to sweep under the rug.
I cant even imagine what she would have to do to make ands.
When I first t her, I thought she resembled Yumiela in so ways. Its like shes looking at everything in the world, including herself, objectively to the point of lacking awareness.
Ah, I used to be like that. When push ca to shove, I thought I could just flee.
I used to be like her, but Im different now. I have gained a lot of things that are important to and need to be protected.
Back then, I had nothing. I would lose nothing by cutting off my current relationships and running away from this kingdom.
Its the sa thing for her. Since she had nothing, she could go anywhere, anyti.
Huh? Think about it, dont you think Yumiela #2 is feeling sorry about herself? Does she ever feel like its her fault?
Co on!
Patrick affird without a pause. It was unexpected because he wasnt the type of person who would speculate on sothing. He continued.
Its not possible. She saw Yumiela, its like shes seeing another possibility of what could have happened.
For , it was different because I had mories of my previous life.
It didnt matter from her point of view. You living a happy life is enough for her.
I see. My existence would prove that everything in her life was a mistake. All her efforts were pointless and her choices were full of mistakes even if she didnt an to make them.
If she had made a few different choices, she could have avoided the worst consequences. Maybe she would have had more success than I did. Well, its only a small difference.
But Im smarter, more feminine, and better at socializing than #2. More importantly, Im stronger.
Are you joking?
What? Im serious. Regardless of what you thought about #2 destroying the world, she was confronted with the fact that she made a mistake when she t . Dont you think so?
Patrick looked distracted for so reason. We were supposed to talk about sothing serious here. Whats wrong?
He cleared his throat in an attempt to regain his composure.
Lets put aside the differences between you and her for now. I figured #2 might escape.
Escaping Do you an running away from ? Running back to her world?
I dont know.
She made mistakes, gave up everything, and doesnt have anything important left. Where will she run to?
Patrick was hesitant to answer my question.
So, what is she running from?
From living.
Thats no way.
She felt as if she was about to disappear. She has a similar vibe to the Yumiela I rember during school but is sohow different. It wouldnt be any surprise if she chose to die herself.
Thats. This was all in Patricks imagination, but I couldnt just dismiss it as impossible.
Wouldnt it be foolish to destroy the world, then kill yourself and commit suicide with the entire human race?
It reminded of the last ti I saw her. She looked sowhat satisfied after finishing her al.
I couldnt stand it any longer and ran out of my room.
Im going to check up on #2!
It cant be. I dont know how and I cant think of anything to do, I have no advice to give, but it would still be wrong for her to choose her death.
Running through the hallways, I knew which guest room she was sent to. The largest room had been cleaned even though no one was coming.
I have a bad feeling about this. The door slamd open as if it were going to break.
Youre alive?!
Startled . What the hell are you doing?
Yumiela #2 was looking out the window.
Her black hair was facing , assimilating her into the dark night. It gave the illusion that she was disappearing into the darkness.
Dont tell she was going to jump out the window?!
No!
Haa?? What are you doing?
I rushed over to #2 and pinned her down to avoid her jumping off the window.
My restraint on her tightened.
She then began to resist with all her might. She struggled to escape from my grasp. I wont let you throw yourself away.
Keeping #2 secured, I pull her up and release her after making sure shes moved to a safe place away from the window.
Haahaa I thought I was going to die.
As expected, you were going to die.
Haa? You are the one who tried to kill .
What? I thought you were tired of living and would throw yourself down.
What? Am I mistaken? Or had Patrick misunderstood sothing?
Half embarrassed and half relieved, she sighed deliberately and said.
You know that theres no way I could die from this height, right?
Oh
Right. I panicked. Im glad to know shes not suicidal.
And Ive also decided that when I die, Im going to take so unsavory people with . Dont you think thats delightful?
The way she laughed heartily in amusent. I knew she was a villain.
Then again, is there anyone else she could take on her way? There should be no one left alive in her world.
You dont have anyone to take with you anymore.
I hate you.
Cant you even understand that? She tilts her head adorably.
When I was in shock at her unexpected proclamation, Yumiela #2 loosened the collar of her clothes and said.
Nee, I want to take a bath.
Oh, yeah, Ill have them prepare it for you.
Is this how shaless the hidden boss is? If she had been this shaless earlier, life would have been a little easier.
She started humming in a good mood, looking forward to taking a bath. I was treated as if I wasnt there.
Sowhat unsettled, I left the guest room.
Shortly after leaving the room, I found Patrick leaning against the wall. He must have co because he was worried about #2, too.
We talked as we walked side by side down the hallway.
Did you hear our conversation?
Only half of it.
I was wrong. She does not have any plans to die easily.
I glance up at him. He was trying to hide it, but I could see he was happy.
Honestly, Im not sure if I should be happy, but I dont feel bad either.
Then, the voice interrupted .
Since our encounter with Yumiela #2, he had retreated into my shadow and remained silent, but now he decided to finally speak up.
What a sha. It would have been easier if Onee-sans parallel universe self had died on her own.
Remn, youre an evil god, arent you?
What? She was a dangerous person who destroyed the world, rember? Of course, I would want her to disappear to protect this world.
The God of Darkness tends to be a bit too totalitarian. It might be unavoidable due to his position as the god who controls the world, but he doesnt understand human emotions too well.
Is she really dangerous?
Of course, she is.
What if she never harms anyone ever again?
That doesnt change the fact that shes a risk. She has the ability to end the world all by herself. Keeping soone like that alive is a joke I wouldnt make.
Remn doesnt seem to understand peoples emotions and isnt used to dealing with them.
Patrick pointed out his slip of the tongue.
A risk factor with the power to destroy the world, Yumiela fits the bill perfectly.
Hmm. But Onee-san is on our side, right? You wouldnt want the world to disappear, would you?
Finally, Ive co to understand his mindset. He is a totalitarian who is determined to protect the world. For the sake of the whole, he doesnt care much about the individuals sacrifice.
The reason why hes being friendly to us is probably because of the threat of Yumiela #2.
His stubborn refusal to call people by their first nas may express his inner self not seeing individuals as individuals.
I would never think about protecting the world or anything of that magnitude beyond my ans.
Didnt Onee-san have the intention to fight her?
If #2 hurts the people around or , Ill fight her. I will protect those within my reach.
Even with all the power I have to destroy the world, I cant make everyone in the world happy.
This is why Ive decided to protect only those within my reach.
At least, our interests are mutual.
Id like to save #2, too, if possible.
You should give up because its impossible. No matter how long your hands are, youll never be able to reach her.
I was planning to ask him about the best plan for #2s future, but it seed impossible.
But Remn had a point. Wanting to save my parallel universe self, soone who had destroyed the world, was reckless.
What should I do? If I and those around were to be sacrificed, it would be the end of the world.
After walking around having such a conversation with the shadows, I arrived back in front of my room.
Oh. Remn, why didnt you talk to before? Is there a reason why you hide from #2? Huh?
No response ca from my shadow. He was gone. It seed that Remn could access the shadows from anywhere, but I couldnt quite figure out the detailed system.
Patricks face looked a little troubled as he glared down at my feet.
Stop looking so grim. He left because you scared him off, didnt you?
Ah, sorry. But the God of Darkness is a shrewd fellow. Hes too vague on whether hes a friend or a foe.
#2 is vague, too.
If only things could be done in a more dualistic way as friends or foes, we wouldnt have to worry much. While I would prefer not to antagonize either of them, its not going to be that easy.
Will I eventually have to fight #2 for real? Even if Im stronger than her, I dont want us to fight.
Id like to be alone for a while to figure things out.
All right. Call as soon as you get tired of being alone.
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