Kill Me Protect Me, Mr. Bodyguard Chapter 202: You Are A New Light For Me

I was really stupid, I admit I was really stupid for not telling him this from the start. I just didn’t want to ruin our relationship and make him hate . But this is exactly what made our relationship fall apart because I covered everything up from him.

He found out about this from Aiden, which is bound to make him feel upset that I’m trying to cover this up.

Now he was silent and didn’t say anything to , whereas before we still felt warm together. Now I felt so guilty for him, but I couldn’t say anything to defend myself.

It wasn’t entirely my fault, but I did it indirectly.

Because of , he beca hated by his own father.

"It’s true, it’s because of you that my dad hates . Because of you Aldrich didn’t survive to end up dead," he said.

"Do you hate now? Because I hid all this from you from the beginning?"

He fell silent again as if he was thinking about sothing in his mind. This shouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t reminded him about that man. Now he was rembering him again and already knew the truth behind the fire that night.

Why didn’t he tell this from the beginning too? He didn’t ask this if he had known for a while. Did he wait until I finally told him myself?

Now he’ll definitely hate , he definitely won’t want around. But I don’t want to be away from him, I can’t leave him with our child in his stomach.

I don’t want to create distance between the two of us even if it damages our relationship.

I can’t lose him, he’s the light I just found. I didn’t want him to dim or disappear from my life.

"Hate you? That’s sothing I can do because my life has suffered all this ti because of you." He said that in such a cold tone, sothing I hadn’t heard in a long ti.

"I understand that, and I hope you’ll forgive at this point. I know I was selfish for not telling you this for my own good." I couldn’t say anything more as everything I wanted to say to him caught in my throat, as if holding back from saying anything.

I could only stare at him, hoping that he would forgive even though it seed to be very difficult.

"Please forgive , I don’t want us to part nor does this ruin our relationship. You said yourself that hating won’t bring anything back. I beg you not to do it to , I am the cause of the pain you got. But is there no other way for to repay that?" I asked him.

"Pay back that thing? You an pay for it?" He turned to and suddenly smiled while holding my hand.

"You’ve already done it, silly. You being present in my life and making happy until today is enough to pay for all that. It’s not your fault either since you don’t know and Aldrich at all," he told .

He went on to say that his life was miserable after Aldrich’s death, but everything changed after he finally found soone who could give him love and also protect him as he had hoped.

"Nature took Aldrich and replaced him with you! I may have felt loss and pain because of all those things, but it was worth it to be with you," Daren said as he cupped my cheeks with both hands.

"Besides, even before Aldrich died, my dad was already being an to . So it’s not that much different after and before my brother’s death!"

I smiled in relief and leaned into his touch, feeling his slightly cold but quite gentle palm. His small palm couldn’t even cover my face but I liked it very much.

"You were the best gift after I lost soone precious to . You don’t have to feel guilty at all, because I understand it’s not your fault."

"I felt so relieved when you said that, I couldn’t imagine if you really hated and didn’t want to see anymore. I don’t want to stay away from you especially when I know you have my son," I said to him with a feeling so relieved that Daren could understand what I was feeling right now.

He smiled at , a smile that I always loved even though it was annoying at tis, but he was still my Oga who was a part of my life.

"Oh co on you don’t have to cry like that! You’re so weird," he said, wiping my face with his thumb.

I’m crying? Am I really crying?

How could I cry, when I haven’t cried since after my mother’s death. I’ve never cried for anyone else, not even her until now. But how co my tears are flowing now without realizing it?

"It’s so embarrassing, my eyes must have just glazed over with dust or sothing for my tears to flow," I said making excuses in front of him.

But he laughed and continued to wipe my tears with his soft hands.

"Are you afraid that I’ll move away from you? Don’t be silly, I’m not going to move away from you. You are my new life and my world together with this child. Do you think I want to give birth to this child without a father?" he asked with a facial expression that seed to be teasing at the end of his sentence.

I could tell he was trying to comfort , and I lifted his body to sit on my lap. I hugged his tightly, burying my face into the folds of his neck feeling the warmth as well as the pheromone scent he had.

I really can’t lose him. I don’t want to at all, it feels like my world already revolves around him and if I were to leave, I might just break.

It sounds so stupid to say, especially by a guy like , an alpha male who hated Ogas before but now worships them. No, Daren was the only Oga who could make kneel before him.

"You love so much huh? You don’t even want to let go and you’re worried that I’ll stay away and hate you," he asked , which I’m sure he already knew the answer to.

I kissed him deeply, playing with his very soft tongue and enjoying our ti together. Damn, it was even sweeter after he ate the chocolate bread. Even without it, his mouth was already too sweet for to enjoy.

"Yes, I love you and i’m so f*cking damn love you. You are mine and I won’t share you with anyone, because you are my oga."

He smiled back as he kissed my cheek and looked up at with his beautiful blue eyes.

"I love you too, Vic."