It Seems Like I Got Reincarnated Into The World of a Yandere Otome Game Chapter 40 - Volume 3

School Arc – Chapter 21 (Lily’s POV)

That place had been a very peaceful place.

Without seeing anyone, without hearing anyone, there wasn’t anyone to bother . In here, there wasn’t anyone who’d hurt .

But, when she called out my na, 「Lily」, I realized that that place was an incredibly lonely place.

When I took her hand, I realized that that place had been an incredibly cold place.

When I saw her eyes turn from a look of worry to a look that sparkled with happiness, I realized, nothing in there had touched my heart.

When I woke up, surprisingly enough, several days had passed, so I was attacked by a wave of unease and frustration. After listening to what had happened when I was asleep, I learned that although they knew about the main culprit, they couldn’t do anything about the situation.

That was why the proposal from Duke Lilia was truly a godsend for .

That person turned up around the ti the hustle and bustle around cald down after I woke up at the dical office.

When that person — Lycoris’s father — appeared from behind the school chairman, soone who I’ve only seen once upon entering the school, I ended up distraught with the misunderstanding that soone had finally turned up to convict .

But, the truth of the matter was, Duke Lilia had co to to offer a proposal.

To start with, the duke introduced himself, saying that he was here by the will of His Majesty the King. Then, upon seeing tremble at that, spoke gently to soothe .

「You are a student under the protection of the school, for the current issue, many of us believe that you are the victim. Now, what I’m about to say is a proposal and not an order. You have the right to refuse, so I’d like you to listen with peace of mind」

Even so, my body trembled in dread.

「...it’s alright. I won’t say that you did nothing wrong, but bearing the consequences of a child’s mistakes is the duty of an adult」

All of a sudden, it dawned on , ‘the person in front of was no doubt Lycoris’s father’, I thought. With that, like a charm, my fear faded away. I nodded many tis over, and this ti, steeled myself so as not to miss a word of what the duke had to say.

For one, reviving Gift with healing magic had been understood to be done not out of my free will.

For another, keeping my eting with Gift a secret after that was deed a cause in making the situation more serious, although it wasn’t really a cri.

And finally, he told that there were circumstances that deed a danger to the school– and consequently, to the country and the association. The duke explained everything to while also mixing in explanations of the organization, including the setup on how the association operates under the country’s contributions.

The specifics of why I was treated as a danger was, of course, due to the suspicion of being soone who communicated with Gift in secret. And for the possibility that my magic itself would induce a situation like this in the future.

「You might as well think that the present situation is largely disadvantageous for you. So I want to give a proposal on top of that. Would you accept the responsibility of going to the basent of the guest house to seal Gift Assis once more? The suspicion that you’re an accomplice would be wiped off with that and it can also display your usefulness. Of course, we’ll be doing everything we can to help you」

It took a little while to realize that he was referring to that Gift. I didn’t know Gift’s family na, and it never occurred to that he would have sothing like that.

「You’re asking ... to seal Gift? Not kill him?」

「That’s right」

I don’t know the true intentions of the straight-faced duke, but the decision was probably the conclusion reached by both the country and the school, at least.

「But, can I really do sothing like seal Gift?」

「There is a way. And, you’re the most qualified to do it –」

Once the duke finished explaining the thod, my answer was decided.

「...Okay. I’ll... do it 」

Waiting was more dangerous than not knowing what Gift had in store for us next. So after going through the minimal amount of preparations, we headed down the basent.

Further, and further down. To where it felt cold and damp. It was already plain to tell, but the journey had been very unpleasant.

The first ti I ca here, I didn’t even have the luxury to think about anything, I had only single-mindedly chased after the little bird.

The second ti after that, I passed through here while under the little bird’s guidance. When Gift first t , I’d been soone who’d been forced to live in misery because of my own powerful magic. Him being a『comrade』 in a sense, I had been quite delighted.

It’ll only sound like an excuse now, but maybe I’d been under Gift’s magic then, just as I suspected. After all, I didn’t consider this journey, which seed as if I was passing through an abyss, to be terrifying then, and now that things have co to pass, it’s baffling why it never occurred to to report his existence to the school.

And now, accepting guidance from the older teachers of the school, I paid a great deal of care so as not to miss my footing while my trembling feet carried down the stairs.

It was quite unexpected, but Duke Lilia, who beca my travel companion, was looking after so I wouldn’t fall down. Those teachers of the school, as if protecting the front and back, had proceeded along with magical lamps in hand while being vigilant to the area.

Having never imagined that the duke himself would accompany , I was flustered at first, but even within this group, he was the most composed. Even when the journey was causing an optical illusion that seed to continue on for eternity because the information my eyes were receiving was too little, it didn’t seem to affect him.

Soon after, our party arrived at the deepest interior of the basent — to where Gift was.

There wasn’t a trace of the black fog that had once enshrouded us in that place, when we opened the door, Gift’s ghost-like figure was there. Since his real body was contained inside the coffin-like box, I was greeted by the sight of the semi-translucent Gift standing by its side. The usual scene I see.

He stared quietly at , who’d brought in travelling companions. I think Gift realized a lot of things from it, but he didn’t avert his gaze from .

I suspect my captivation with this direct gaze was perhaps due to the work of manipulation magic. Although the most prominent of his features was probably his vivid blue hair, his deep green eyes that seed to project the darkness was what attracted the most.

Even as I approached him, clad in a protection spell cast by the teachers, Gift never showed a hostile response. ‘He no longer has that power’, I thought. Although I can’t be negligent, Gift’s figure was more transparent than before, tenuously, I felt it wouldn’t be strange even if he disappears at any mont.

『...why are you assisting them? Is it because that woman is there?』

Although he spoke in a『voice』that, as always, didn’t co from his throat, I did not answer.

Gift continued on, convinced about my feelings.

『Why do you trust soone who’s so different from you? Don’t you hate her? That woman has everything you’ve ever longed for. A lover, a family, a safe position, everything you’ve desperately wanted – she has it as if it’s only a matter of fact』

Gift knew my heart in detail, he knew my weaknesses and knew about the jealousy and envy.

But, I understood now. His manipulative words were, in the end, his own personal opinion, it wasn’t always the truth. Although he and I had similarities, there was an aspect that was crucially different.

「...you would never have tried taking the hand that was offered to you, would you?」

『What?』

「That’s the key difference between you and . I know the warmth of that hand now. That’s why, rather than turning her away, rather than being jealous, I don’t want to lose her, I just want to hold on」

Gift had tried satisfying it. The unquenchable thirst of mine. Indeed, that was sothing I’d longed for once.

The insecurity that I’d soday be abandoned was always kept inside . Just as how my mother had abandoned , just as my friends had abandoned , I started to think, ‘won’t they all eventually grow distant and abandon ?’.

And, while being forced to live without even a single person to talk to by my father, I’d felt that intensely torturous sense of isolation.

I’d wanted to be soone who’d never spare ti to suffer through that insecurity. I wanted to be strong enough so that no one could control . For that, I didn’t care whether I’d end up losing myself. That was what I’d thought. But...

Making up my mind, I gripped the pendant on my chest, then took out a dagger from my breast pocket.

The hilt was undecorated, and it’s thin blade ran half as long as my arm. With that nondescript dagger, it was unlikely to pose a threat to the ghost-like Gift. But when I flooded it with magic, a pattern on the crystal-clear blade gradually spread.

Feeling an impending crisis, Gift placed distance from , but to begin with, this magical tool was not ant to stab soone. Carrying the dagger in my right hand to hold it up, I invoked my magic.

『This is...』

Sothing invisible was gradually receding from Gift’s body. Mysteriously, I could tell this quite clearly.

I was putting to use the only magic I could – healing magic. And, the magical tool I had on hand was a treasure of the royal family endowed with the power of 『retrogression』.(1)

The very person who lent this to — the duke – was cautiously observing Gift. The teachers as well, expanded the barrier and prepared for Gift’s final resistance.

But Gift, as if he was only puzzled, stared intently at my eyes, and maybe there, he discovered my firm dismissal.

『Even you are rejecting ?』

It’s not as if I didn’t feel anything when I heard his words, heavy with dejection and despair. But, I’ve made up my mind.

「I don’t mind even if you bla for being disloyal. But, I did tell you. — If you hurt Lycoris, I won’t forgive you」

With my left hand, I gripped the pendant on my chest a second ti.

The pendant had been passed down from my grandmother to my mother, and then, from my mother to . When I was young, before I got my power, it was proof that I was definitely loved.

Whenever I held this pendant tightly, I used to picture what my mother’s face looked like when she’d given it to . I would imagine her wearing a gentle expression. I would imagine that my mother, who was a little younger in my mory, had on an expression that was vivid and bright. And, I would imagine that she used to look at with love in her eyes.

But now, when I gripped the pendant tightly, a different face floated in my mind.

With tears in her eyes... it was her face I saw.

When I talk about this pendant now, it was Lycoris’s face I saw.

That person, not knowing who I was before I revealed my abilities, was completely different from even by social standings.

But she believed in the beautiful dream I spoke of.

She worried for . Even when she was involved in sothing terrifying because of , she was happy when I recovered. She offered her hand to .

When Gift tried to harm her, I made up my mind. I chose her over Gift. When I told him I wouldn’t forgive him, it wasn’t just sothing I said out of convenience to threaten him.

I won’t allow Gift to harm her a second ti.

「Goodbye. I will live without seeking you again. That’s how I want it to be」

Just before he completely disappeared like the mist, he ultimately said sothing to . Could it have been a parting farewell? The words of a curse? Or maybe, a declaration of love? Whatever it was, it dissolved in the air of the dark, dark basent before it could ever reach .

And so, leaving the repairs of the barrier to the teachers, I returned to the school one step ahead.

When I headed above ground to where the brightness of the stars rained down, and out of the basent shut in darkness, the first thing my feet did was to carry to Lycoris’s room. It was already pretty late with it being past stipulated curfew. The corridors of the female dormitory were silent as the grave.

However, it seems like final year students and prefects could set their own ti for when they’ll sleep. Could she have already fallen asleep? Lightly, I knocked on the door. And, if she doesn’t answer, I plan to turn back.

「...Yes, co in」

Although it wasn’t loud, a clear answer ca back imdiately, so my heart pounded and leapt out.

「Please... excuse 」

Knowing the visitor was , Lycoris’s expression brightened with enthusiasm. That was just like her. Just how much had that cheered up up to now, I wonder.

「Lily, how are you?」

「I should be asking you that, Lycoris. Will you be alright even without sleep? Don’t tell you’re still...」

「That’s not it. If anything, I’m not feeling sleepy since I slept a lot at ho, 」

「...then, is it alright if I talk to you?」

「Of course」

With Lycoris happily urging to go in, I stepped into her room.

It was the first ti I’ve entered this room. Since there was an unwritten law among the lower year students not to recklessly visit her room too much, students who’ve entered the dormitory head’s room due to so errand, bragged about being able to enter.

If those students knew what I was doing right now, I wonder how they’d react. I’m kind of scared, but I’m also kind of looking forward to it a little.

It was impressive that Lycoris’s room had a large bookshelf, but aside from that large furniture, the dormitory head’s room was no different from a normal student’s. However, the fra of the wall-mounted mirror had been elaborately decorated like a flower wreathe, and the futon on top of the bed had been delicately embroidered. Moreover, since the room itself had an antique look, it was elegant. ... was what I thought at first.

「...Lycoris, was this... a present from soone?」

Why I ended up asking and going as far as picking it up, was because it was too eye-catching.

「Yeah, for so reason, I received it from a girl who left school last year. She’s a pretty skilled girl. It’s well-made, right?」

Certainly, you could say it’s well-made. Even the stitching was thorough, and the final touches were ticulous. But... why was Lycoris given this childish — to put it nicely – lovely patchwork quilt as a present? And... why was Lycoris using it as a pillow case without a doubt of any sort?

While thinking that way, I surveyed the room very carefully, and saw things that probably wasn’t her preference here and there. But, I could say, it was so like her to have a room filled with these things.

She was fundantally big-hearted. Since she was a person who accepted various things, maybe that’s why there were people who were a little quirky flocking to her side.

When I stared intently at Lycoris, she tilted her head slightly at as if asking『What’s wrong?』. At a glance, her almond eyes and the mole under her eye made her a sensuous beauty. The truth that she was full of openings was hidden under the facade that she was always on guard, if I hadn’t approached her, I wouldn’t have realized her charm.

I felt as if the weight on my shoulders was lifted.

I still needed a bit of courage to talk about my past. But, soday, I’d like her to hear it.

First.. right. I had to apologise. For dragging her and her fiance into this, for exposing the school to danger.

Then, I’ll tell her what happened today. If I say that we ended up sealing Gift, she’ll probably be surprised at that. Although Duke Lilia smiled, saying『I wasn’t very useful, was I』, it was very gentle and filled with good humor, if I said, “he’s just like you”, I wonder what response she’d make?

And then, if I can, I want to talk together with her about the future. Even after this, is it... still alright that I remain by your side?