690: Chapter 668 Considering Having a Baby 690: Chapter 668 Considering Having a Baby “Hey Divine Doctor Tang, Teacher Mo, what a coincidence!” a voice suddenly called out.
Startled by the unexpected voice, Mo Xiaoqing jumped and looked up only to see Mr.
Zuo and his wife out for a walk with their baby.
Mr.
Zuo and his wife treated Tangyu as a great benefactor when they saw him.
Though Mr.
Zuo had noticed Tangyu and Mo Xiaoqing earlier and hadn’t intended to intrude, his wife couldn’t help but call out, so he walked over with a sheepish smile, giving Tangyu a knowing look.
“Divine Doctor Tang, I hope we’re not disturbing you?”
Mo Xiaoqing naturally understood the underlying aning of his words and couldn’t help but blush.
“Why would you be?
I was just thinking of eting the baby,” Mo Xiaoqing said, standing up and taking the baby from Mrs.
Zuo’s arms, with Tangyu also standing and approaching.
“Mr.
Zuo, this little guy really looks like you, chubby and cute.” It was Tangyu’s first ti seeing such a small baby.
Mr.
Zuo laughed happily, “Ha, yes, everyone says he looks more like but he’s got his mother’s nose.
Hey, Divine Doctor Tang, look, he’s smiling at you.
Ha ha, it seems like this little fellow knows that you’re his benefactor, Divine Doctor Tang.
Maybe when he grows up, he’ll study traditional Chinese dicine too.”
“Studying traditional Chinese dicine is a good idea,” Tangyu nodded.
“Ha ha, yes it is.
Divine Doctor Tang, you and Teacher Mo should hurry up and have one too; life is much funnier with a little one around,” Mr.
Zuo joked with a laugh.
Tangyu smiled wryly, while Mo Xiaoqing shyly looked away.
Mr.
Zuo said, “Alright, we need to take the baby back for a feeding, so we won’t disturb you two anymore.” As he left, he gave Tangyu an encouraging look.
After they left, Tangyu and Mo Xiaoqing felt awkward again, primarily because Mo Xiaoqing didn’t know how to act around Tangyu.
Firstly, Tangyu wasn’t the inconspicuous person he had been before, and secondly, Mo Xiaoqing was clearer about her own feelings.
The more it was so, the more she wanted to escape, yet she couldn’t bear to do so.
Being with Tangyu felt wonderful, the feeling she had always wanted, the feeling of love.
But faced with this love, she felt weak.
“Xiaoqing, should we really start thinking about that thing?” Tangyu suddenly asked seriously.
“Ah?
Wha— what thing?” Mo Xiaoqing was startled, her fingers nervously intertwined, as her mind raced.
Won always have such expectations for certain matters.
“About what Mr.
Zuo ntioned earlier.
I suddenly realized, I actually quite like children, having a baby should feel very good,” Tangyu said.
Mo Xiaoqing’s cheeks were already burning to her ears.
Who’s going to have a baby with you?
We aren’t even boyfriend and girlfriend.
While there was joy in her heart, there was also a sour bitterness.
If she were Tangyu’s girlfriend now, she would definitely nod in agreent.
Having a baby for the man she loved was the greatest honor for a woman.
Mo Xiaoqing craved that honor.
“I’m serious,” Tangyu looked at Mo Xiaoqing and said.
Serious?
Mo Xiaoqing didn’t know whether to laugh or cry.
She believed that Tangyu was serious, but even if he was, in what capacity could she bear his child?
Lover?
Mistress?
Concubine?
Mo Xiaoqing could not claim to hold conservative ideals, but she was genuinely conflicted about such matters.
Taking a deep breath, Tangyu continued, “Xiaoqing, I’m really serious.
Even though what I say may seem irresponsible, greedy, and put you in a difficult position, I must express this because it’s truly what’s in my heart, the kind of feelings I want to communicate to you the most.
I can deceive everyone in the world, but I can’t deceive my own heart.
I feel if I don’t say it today, I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.
Perhaps, I can’t give you any promises, and even if I could, society won’t allow it.
To so extent, I struggle with this more than you, more tornted.”
“I’ve never considered myself a good person; sotis, I truly feel that I’m kind of bad, kind of greedy.
I rember my master teaching from a young age that people are greedy, people are selfish.
I’ve never doubted these words, just like now, I like Lin Feifei, I like Huangfu Jing, I like Guo Momo, I like Liu Shanshan, I like Sister Min, I like Song Qingyu, and I also still like you, Mo Xiaoqing.
I’m sincere towards each of you, devoted in my own way.
Perhaps calling it devotion sounds a bit laughable, but I believe it to be so.”
“To like is to like, to love is to love.
Though it’s not ancient tis, please allow my selfishness; I want to have all of you simultaneously.
Saying this might hurt you, but these are my truest thoughts, words I’ve wanted to say but couldn’t bring myself to.
Today, I’m thick-skinned enough to confess them.
I’m not afraid of you scolding , nor am I afraid of you hitting .
Of course, I won’t force you.
If I were in your shoes, perhaps I wouldn’t choose this either.”
“While I know you might reject today, I have no other choice but to be a greedy person unapologetically.
If I had to say more, I really can’t think of any lavish phrases, because those are too pretentious for , not what I really want or can express my innermost feelings.
All I can say are three words: I love you!”
“Xiaoqing, would you bear my child?”
This was Tangyu’s second confession, but it was his first one filled with such deep emotion; it almost moved him to tears.
Tangyu had never thought he had any flair for expressions, but he was very satisfied with today’s confession.
If he could rate himself, Tangyu would undoubtedly give himself full marks.
Tangyu looked at Mo Xiaoqing, his eyes full of tender passion, like a sea that could lt everything, as he waited for her response.
Sotis it’s an impulse, sotis it’s an indescribable feeling.
Tangyu hadn’t expected to confess to Mo Xiaoqing in such a way, but in that mont, he thought it and did it.
Acting on a whim had always been Tangyu’s personality.
Mo Xiaoqing was stunned as if struck by lightning, frozen on the spot like a statue.
Her mind was a tumultuous storm, completely blank.
She believed that Tangyu liked her and that he would accept her as his girlfriend if she wished.
However, she never imagined that Tangyu would confess to her in this way.
His words, though not ornate, coming from Tangyu, were so genuine and moving, so touching that Mo Xiaoqing lost all ability to resist.
Facing such a confession, probably no woman could refuse.
The most sincere, the most genuine.
Moreover, Mo Xiaoqing had always longed for this love.
Mo Xiaoqing’s eyes were sore, she wanted to cry, moved to tears.
She wanted to agree, but she did not dare, although her heart was full of words, at this mont her throat choked up, and she could not speak a single word.
Thus, Mo Xiaoqing could only stand there, dumbfounded.
The two of them just stood there, dumbfounded, as if in ditation, maintaining this posture for a long ti.
“I—I don’t know, I really don’t know.” Mo Xiaoqing wanted to cry.
When she said this, her heart was in agony, bleeding.
This feeling, no one could understand.
If she had a choice, Mo Xiaoqing would rather not have heard what Tangyu had just said.
This dilemma thrown at her, she really could not handle it.
It felt as if there were too many burdens in her heart, stifling her like mountains pressing upon her, leaving her very confused, like a tangled ss.
In such pain, she had only one option, and that was to temporarily escape.
Perhaps, escaping was also the best choice.
Tangyu pursed his lips, shook his head, and sighed silently.
What a failure, his first ever deep, affectionate confession, and it was unsuccessful.
It seed that Mo Xiaoqing was even tougher to handle than Liu Shiyi.
“Alright, Xiaoqing, I said I wouldn’t force you, I won’t press you.
I just spoke the words that have been in my heart all along, I will wait for your choice.
If you really think my sin is unforgivable, then scold , hit ,” Tangyu said.
“I, I have sothing else, I have to go now.” Mo Xiaoqing left as if fleeing, and the mont she turned around, the tears in her eyes trickled down uncontrollably, filled with the bitterness of myriad emotions.
Mo Xiaoqing was gone, but Tangyu stood there dazed for a long ti.
The feeling of failure was clearly hard to bear.
However, on the path of love, he indeed wanted too much, was too greedy.
But as a man, he should also bravely face every love.
Love is not wrong, and it is hard-earned.
Tangyu had struggled and hesitated, but he never gave up, his confidence still persevering within him.
This path was arduous, but Tangyu was determined to walk it.
The road others could not traverse, perhaps he could make it uniquely wonderful.
Perhaps one day when he looked back, he would be moved and comforting himself for today’s courage.
Isn’t life just like that?
Dare to love and to hate, dare to act and to take responsibility.
Cherish all that should be cherished, leave no regrets, only seeking a clear conscience.
Having done it, even if it ended in failure, it was worth it; even if he never achieved his desire, at least he had once had it.
Having once owned, too, was a kind of achievent.
Of course, Tangyu did not like such an outco; he preferred to have forever.
After a long while, Tangyu finally shifted his gaze and walked towards the teaching area.
Having seen Mo Xiaoqing, it was natural now to go see those lovely students, to feel their enthusiasm, and to hear words of their admiration was of course just incidental.
“Hey look, it’s Doctor Tang, it really is Doctor Tang!
Am I dreaming?”
“It’s Doctor Tang, everyone hurry up!”
Soon, Tangyu’s wish was fulfilled; he had barely set foot in the teaching area when he was spotted by the students, and they sward around him.
The timing was just right, as it was the end of class and the students were already outdoors.
The arrival of Tangyu quickly caused an explosive surge like a tsunami.
The crowd swelled around him, creating an extraordinarily spectacular scene.
Students from various classrooms rushed outside in a scramble.
Before long, the vast playground was filled with students.
Reviews
All reviews (0)