Chapter 18: mories of the Past: A Heartbreak Confirmation
After five minutes of silence, He Gu felt that this kind of face-to-face dinner was too boring and he took the initiative to chat with Feng Zheng. Feng Zheng said a sentence back and his mood was still not very good.
After dinner, Feng Zheng threw the dicine to him: "You have to take those half an hour after a al."
"Okay, thank you if you hadn't co today, I wouldn't eat such a delicious dinner."
Feng snorted and took his eyes and yelled at him: "If I didn't co, maybe no one would knows if you burned out to death."
He Gu smiled: "How co, I have taken the dicine before you co, but it has not yet taken effect."
"You go lie down, I have almost half an hour to clean up, just enough to get you up and take dicine."
"No, I feel much better now that I am full. I can clean up myself."
"I said you go, you go." Feng Zheng took him into the bedroom and pressed him on the bed. "Your clothes are a little wet, change drenched." Feng Yan pulled the collar, just as He Gu laid down, the button on the front slamd open, revealing a small piece of collarbone and chest.
Feng Zheng's eyes suddenly went straight red. He Gu didn't know why. He looked down and saw the traces of blue and brown on his chest. This is... Bite--mark! He rembered he had them all over the body when he took a shower today...
Feng Zheng's eyes widened and he ripped He Gu shirt violently. When he saw the traces on the body, the whole person was like soone struck by lightning.
He Gu pushed his hand with force: "Feng Zheng, what are you doing!"
"What is this?!" Feng Yan pinched his shoulder, the strength of the force made He Gu feel pain.
He Gu was extraordinarily shy: "What does it have to do with you! Do you know what you are doing!"
"I asked you what this is!" Feng Yan was so angry that he couldn't believe what he could see on He Gu body!
He Gu closed his eyes and felt embarrassed and angry like never before: "Bite-mark, is there a problem?"
Feng Zheng's hand trembled and his eyes were a little red: "... Who?"
"Boyfriend."
"Who is it?"
He Gu was silent for a mont: "I think I have the right to keep my privacy, Feng Zheng, you are too abnormal now, is it who has a fever or you have a fever?"
Feng Zheng gritted his teeth and said: "Tell who it is!"
"I don't want to say!" He Gu really angry. "I am a 22-year-old grown man. Why do you think I need to report my life to you? Feng Zheng, you should go back."
Feng Zheng seems to think of sothing in general and the two pupils shoot out Ju Han mang: "It's Song Ju Han, is it?"
It was so shocking that when He Gu wanted to hide his expression, it was too late.
"Why are you stupid!" Feng Zheng was so mad that he pushed h hard. "You fucking....you are a big fool, you and Song Ju Han? You know what he is?!"
He Gu cald down at this ti: "Feng Zheng, I don't know what kind of fight you have with him, but those have nothing to do with , you are too abnormal now, do you know that?"
"I am abnormal? You are the abnormal with your motherfucking brain! You slept with him? Are you sleeping with Song Ju Han?" Feng Zheng anger seed to be rushing to kill He Gu.
He Gu took a deep breath, "Yes, is there any problem?"
"He will sleep you today, he will be able to pick another one up tomorrow, Song Ju Han is a jerk, you fucking....uuugh!"
"Even if it is....this is my own business."
"Your own business?" Feng Zheng glared at him. "Why do you think Song Ju Han ca after you? If it is not because of , would he even look at you?!"
He Gu cussed, his face changed: "What do you an?"
Feng Zheng consciously stopped talking, but it was impossible to take them back. He gnawed his teeth and scread.
"Feng Zheng, what is the aning of your sentence, make it clear. If Song Ju Han really wants to play with , I can afford it, I am not a woman, sleeping around is no big deal, if you really take as a friend , make the sentence you have just said clear."
Feng Zheng clenched his fist and said, "He...he is trying to piss off."
"What do you an?"
"We... from a young age we had a competition, he saw you with , he wanted to grab you from ."
He Gu felt the blood leaving his face and also his brain and he hadn't returned to reality for a long ti: "But and you..... we are only friends."
"But he doesn't think so." Feng Zheng stared straight at his eyes. "I don't think so."
He Gu was shocked and looked at Feng Zheng.
"I know that you were only confused by him for a while. We used to get along very well. Is it not? He Gu you asked if I might like boys? I didn't answer at the ti. I can answer you now, if the boy is you......."
"Don't say it." He Gu hanged his head. "Feng Zheng, this is not the first ti. I don't know if you intentionally or unintentionally saying this but I am finished and I have not done anything wrong. I can't stand still and play this ga with you and Song Ju Han."
"You could have given so ti!"
He Gu sighed: "Is it the sa feeling?"
He Gu once wanted to be with Feng Zheng and his hope has been almost squandered in repeated temptations and disappointnts.
Feng Zheng held his shoulder and scread: "He Gu, don't you be stupid, Song Ju Han is playing with you, you... you stay with ."
He Gu grasped Feng Zheng's wrist and unconsciously tightened it up. He said with a blank expression: "Feng Zheng, what you said today, you're doing things just like a child.... And it is unreasonable, you go ho calmly. We can talk again later."
"You do not believe ?"
"How?... Would you believe if I say things in this way?"
"You only knew Song Ju Han for a few days? Do you believe him? What kind of people are around him, you may want to rethink about why he is close to you!"
This is what is called heart stabbing, He Gu took a deep breath: "You said it, I have thought about it. You listen to Feng Zheng, first, we are not dating, there is no possibility of it ever, second, I can not believe you... there is no doubt that Song Ju Han likes , third, even if you are telling the truth, I am still not going to be with you."
1].... Wow cold-hearted effer
He Gu spoke so cool, but his heart was very uncomfortable, he does not want to believe what Feng Zheng said, but then it is a good explanation of his long-standing doubts - why Song Ju Han ca at him fast and furious.
If it is really because of Feng Zheng... He simply can't think about it.
Feng Zheng looked stiffly and his expression gradually beca sad: "He Gu, I never found out, you are so calm. You don't feel anything about ? You will know what Song Ju Han is, sooner or later."
"Feng Zheng, even if I had feeling for you before, it is already past. Song Ju Han may be a jerk, I will be clear with you I can't be with you, then why are you becoming this kind of a person?" He Gu looked at Feng Zheng seriously. "Feng Zheng, you are my best friend. We are very happy when we are friends. Did you have to do this?"
"He is not good." Feng Zheng pushed his hand and his face was awkward. "He Gu, you will regret it, I will leave you to see the true face of Song Ju Han." He turned and slamd his fist against the wall, his head looked whirly and he walked out
"Feng Zheng-"
The door was slamd and the voice hanged into the air.
He Gu felt that his body tight nerves are loose and the whole person fell weakly on the bed.
Why... Did things beco like this.
Does Song Ju Han really like Feng Zheng? He Gu didn't want to believe in his heart, but he couldn't help but feel that Feng Zheng was right.
He is a plain college graduate and his family is is not prominent or anything. When he sees himself on Song Ju Han's side, he looks like a boy toy being favored by him.
But... he rembered Song Ju Han's gentleness, Song Ju Han's smile, Song Ju Han's voice, those could not be faked, should he believe what his eyes saw or Feng Zheng's words?
He Gu closed his eyes and felt the chaos in his head. His heart seed to be blocked by sothing, falling all the way and below, it was the abyss that could not be seen in the dark end.
He doesn't know for how long he had been sleeping, when he woke up again, he felt burned out and his body was relaxed. After he got up, he swallowed so dicine and drank two large glasses of water. His brain was sober.
Thinking of what happened last night, he still felt uncomfortable and embarrassed.
To be honest, he cares a lot about Feng Zheng. Feng Zheng is his best friend when he was young. Both of them have a common language both at school and in the company. He Gu was sowhat isolated person based on his character, it is not easy for him to be able to make a friend who can talk.
He didn't know what deep contradiction between Song Ju Han and Feng Zheng there were, but it was obviously more serious than he thought. Whether Song Ju Han really is as a bastard as Feng Zheng said, Feng Zheng can't just make such a strange speculation it has to be based on sothing.
As for Feng Zheng's saying that he wants to be with him, He Gu does not believe it. If Song Ju Han really only wants to provoke Feng Zheng for the so-called "childhood competition", then Feng Zheng, who is suddenly liking him is more suspicious.
He Gu nestled on the sofa, calmly thinking about the morning, finally decided to personally go to find Song Ju Han to ask him. With a knife in his head and a knife in his heart, he was only shackled. He was so young, his life was just beginning and his emotional frustration was nothing that can't be forgotten.
He packed up and went out. He planned to go to the vicinity of Song Ju Han's ho.
He went downstairs in the neighborhood where Song Ju Han lived, sat down in a coffee shop and sent a text ssage to Song Ju Han: "I am near your ho, I'm looking for you, when are you coming back?"
The text ssage did not get a response for a long ti, He Gu was not in a hurry, took out the notebook and began to continue to work on the paper.
The sky soon beca dark and Song Ju Han returned to the ssage at this ti: "Photo shoot in a far location, I'm not going ho today."
Sohow disappointed, packed up the notebook and planned to go ho.
in the car, he received a call from Feng Zheng.
Feng Zheng's cold voice ca: "He Gu, where are you?"
"Outside, I am going ho soon."
"You co with now."
"What's wrong?"
"You want to know what kind of person is Song Ju Han? I will open your eyes today."
He Gu breath stopped, his voice shook a little: "...well, you send the address." He got off the car and took a taxi and rushed to the address given by Feng Zheng.
It was a nightclub that looked very private. There were two bodyguards standing at the door and the who guests went in had showed sothing to be allowed.
Hesitating, Feng Zheng ca over and his face had a look of gloominess.
He Gu has never seen such a look on Feng Zheng. When Feng Zheng was angry, he never looked such a picture of suffocation. He opened his mouth and finally had nothing to say.
Feng Zheng led him to the door and showed the security guard a picture on the mobile phone. The two security guards brushed and asked for the gesture: "Young Feng, please go inside."
Feng Zheng walked in front of him, He Gu he followed.
Before going to a box, Feng said: "Go in, I am waiting for you outside." When he turned around, he sighed, "Do not start a fight."
He Gu looked at Feng Zheng's eyes and his heart beat like a drum.
Through the door, he heard a sweet female voice singing inside.
Open this door, what will he see? No matter what, he couldn't retreat. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
"Co in."
He Gu closed his eyes and pushed the door open.
The box is very large. There are more than a dozen people sitting and standing. He Gu eyes located Song Ju Han, who was sitting in the corner of the sofa and holding a very beautiful girl in his arms. The two are talking and laughing. Also looking at each other with googling eyes.
He Gu felt that his scalp went numb, the hands and feet suddenly beco cold and the eyes of everyone around them pierce his skin like a needle.
When Song Ju Han saw him, his face changed and he was very surprised.
He Gu was unusually calm: "Sorry, I am looking for soone."
Song Ju Han loosened the hand that was holding the girl thin waist and stood up in the air. His tone was very pissed off: "He Gu, how co you co here?"
He Gu refrained from yelling the feelings of his heart inner turmoil: "Ju Han, you co out."
Song Ju Han rushed to his friends and nodded: "You play first." After that, he went out and closed the door.
He Gu chest rose and fall a bit and he sighed and said: "I have sothing to ask you."
"Who brought you here? Is it Feng Zheng? You told him?" A series of questions.
"It was my own discovery." He Gu gazed at Song Ju Han, just yesterday, he looked at this person and felt that his heart was full of happiness and now the blooming flower has been knocked into the mud with the cold wind.
Song Ju Han stroked his hair with so irritability: "He brought you here right?."
He Gu heart suddenly felt a sharp pain, as calm as possible he asked: "The girl you just held, is she your girlfriend?"
Song Ju Han said indifferently: "No."
"What am I then?"
When Song Ju Han looked at him his eyes seed to be incredible: "What do you an?"
"What do I an?" When He Gu heard this question, it is even more incredible, "Song Ju Han, you don't know what I an?"
Song Ju Han first sneered, he looked at He Gu face and then laughed uncontrollably.
1]..... How many of us have been laughed at because we assu we were their one and only???...Well not .... I'm not into that nonsense!!
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