When we entered the inn, the mbers were already in the middle of their al.
Vice-captain, youve arrived?
As we made our entrance, so began to rise from their seats to greet us, but I raised my hand to stop them.
Sit down. Eat.
At the sa ti, they were gauging each others reactions to the unexpected change.
They looked curiously at Ner, who was clinging to my side.
So smirked, so had playful expressions, and so were genuinely surprised.
Yet, Ner, seemingly unfazed, did not let go of my arm.
She did ntion shed help, but I didnt expect her to be this devoted.
Even after finding a suitable seat, she still didnt release my arm.
It was as if she held onto my arm like it was her lifeline.
Confusion was evident in Arwins eyes.
Her gaze was directed at the arm Ner firmly held.
She seed to be silently asking why Ner still hadnt let go.
Feeling the awkwardness from Ners actions, I leaned in and whispered,
...Its okay now.
...
Despite my words, Ner didnt let go imdiately.
It was as if she didnt hear or was frozen in place. Slowly, she turned her head.
...
...
Her eyes t with Kaylas.
Kayla flinched under Ners gaze and then bowed her head deeply.
Having finished her guidance, she turned to head back to her ho.
...Haa...
Finally, Ner let out a sigh and released my arm.
Our eyes t, and after a monts evaluation, she spoke.
...Ive been watching, you know...
...
I was montarily at a loss for words, taken aback by her flawless performance.
But soon, I brushed those thoughts aside.
All I needed to feel was gratitude towards her for making the effort for .
Thank you.
I gently pushed Ners back as I said it.
...
Ner nodded her head slightly after a beat.
****
After finishing our al, we exchanged light greetings with the mbers.
Having roughly set the schedule for the next day, we began to head back to the village chiefs house.
All that filled my head were the thoughts about tomorrows request.
I heard that so animal-like monsters were in the vicinity and were causing harm.
There seed to be roughly about 20 of them.
If we didnt let our guards down, it appeared to be a task that could be easily wrapped up.
Lost in such thought, I noticed Arwin walking ahead of .
True to her inquisitive nature, she seed to be taking in every detail of the scenery, looking around curiously.
She let out a short sigh.
Why the sigh?
...
Arwin turned to look at , with a peculiar disappointed look on her face.
For so reason, I felt like I could guess what was on her mind.
...Theres not much to see, is there?
Arwin mumbled.
I had to agree with her on that.
There wasnt much to see within the village.
At best, it seed slightly more developed than Stockpin.
I followed Arwins lead, looking around at the surroundings.
Rather than the scenery, it was the people that caught my eye first.
Everyone was staring at Ners tail or Arwins long ears.
Their noble status certainly garnered a different kind of attention.
...
I moved closer to the disappointed Arwin, taking her hand in mine.
I gently pushed in a small gem.
...Huh.
At first, Arwins hand was stiff, but as she gradually understood my intention, it relaxed.
This was our agreent.
Just as we had discussed back at our lodgings, she had followed my request diligently.
I had only planned to act like this for the instances when everyone was watching.
Ah.
From behind, Ner let out a surprised exclamation.
...?
Looking at her, Ner shook her head as if it was nothing.
My relationship with Ner had already been revealed en route to the inn.
Now was the mont to act with Arwin.
Theres nothing of interest here.
I said, guiding Arwins hand.
Her long ears fluttered up and down in response.
But Ive heard theres a beautiful place nearby. Lets go after we complete our task.
...A beautiful place?
She had once told that traveling the world was her dream.
Ever heard of Dems Village?
I had intended to hide the identity of the village, but I spoke up out of consideration for Arwins feelings.
...
Arwin stopped in disbelief, our interlocked hands stretching out between us.
...This is Dems Village?
...
As I shrugged my shoulders, Arwin followed with a resigned expression, looking down and blinking.
...This is...Dems Village...
Arwin paused, biting her lip.
...Then the-
-Tap.
I covered Arwins mouth as she tried to continue speaking.
Though I had revealed the location to the seemingly disappointed Arwin, I still wanted to keep it hidden from Ner.
Following us, Ner asked from behind,
...Where is this Dems Village?
With a smile, I replied to her,
You dont need to know.
...Seriously?
-Whack.
Ner slapped my back with annoyance.
She glared at with a slight pout.
Youll find out.
I said, confident she wouldnt be too upset.
****
Go on in and rest, Ner.
...
Ner watched as Arwin and Berg, holding hands, entered their room.
Behind them, the village chief and Kayla kept a close eye on the duo.
Ner had already noticed they hadnt let go of each others hands. It couldnt be helped that it weighed on her heart a little.
Ner speculated whether it might be due to mories from the past, being reminded of being ostracized by her siblings.
...
However, Ner soon collected herself.
This was a different situation from back then.
A very different context.
It wouldnt make sense for the three of them to share a room.
...Alright. Rest up, Berg.
And so, with a simple farewell, Ner headed to her own room.
She entered and closed the door as if everything was normal.
-Thud.
...And as the watchful eyes on her faded, her face relaxed, a crease forming on her forehead.
...
But she shook off even that fleeting emotion.
Ner fluidly changed into the clothes she had prepared earlier and lay down on her bed.
Beside her bed was a window.
Through that window, she gazed at the familiar moon, wrapping up her day.
...Today, I linked arms with Berg.
She started a conversation with a listless tone.
...That strange Catwoman kept hovering around him...
Ner paused for a mont, reconsidering her words.
...No, I an, Berg asked for it. Hes my friend, so I should be able to do that much, right?
She recalled the mont when shed beco angry.
She felt her temper rise as she watched Kayla touch Bergs arm.
It wasnt simply being upset about soone making an obvious move on Berg, but it felt like her own existence was being ignored, which was infuriating.
She had been overlooked by her siblings; did she now have to be overlooked by a commoner too?
That couldnt be.
She was mad because she felt overlooked, not because soone approached Berg.
...
But that didnt explain the discomfort she felt when Berg held Arwins hand.
As her mind spiraled into confusion, Ner sighed and tried to clear her thoughts.
A spontaneous thought slipped from her lips.
...Why do so humans practice polygamy?
Blinking, Ner digested her own spontaneous remark.
...
As if trying to justify her musing to herself, she continued while looking at the moon.
...I dont get it. How can you love two people at the sa ti...
Never had Ner felt such a tumult of emotions and thoughts.
Being alone only amplified those feelings.
Overwheld by the weight of her thoughts, she ultimately surrendered.
She decided not to think any further and to just fall asleep.
Ner curled up.
Once again, her bed felt overwhelmingly vast.
****
...No.
Arwin muttered.
An unwavering hand approached and gripped her wrist.
Arwin tried to pry away the heavy grip, but her body, which had sohow diminished in size, lacked the strength to resist.
Before she knew it, she found herself traversing a familiar cave.
A cave she had walked through thousands of tis.
A cave that had tornted her thousands of tis more.
At the end of this cave, akin to ho, she knew all too well what awaited her.
...I dont want to...
Cold sweat dripped down as Arwin lowered her head.
She scread with all her might, but no sound erged.
Only frail whimpers continued to spill out.
Her arms and legs felt as if they had turned to liquid, unresponsive.
Soon, the roots of the World Tree began to manifest.
A dread so intense it felt as if breathing was forbidden gripped her.
A pain she had never beco accustod to returned.
Please...! No...! Help-
-Arwin!
In an instant, her eyes shot open.
Her panting body was drenched in cold sweat.
Her vision swirled, unable to grasp the situation.
Having regained her strength, she flailed about.
I dont want this...! Stop-
-Grab!
-Arwin!
Sothing pinned her head in place.
In front of her confused eyes, a face erged.
A human male with a deep scar on his cheek.
He spoke with a firm voice.
...Arwin, calm down. Youre safe.
...Ha...ha...
Catching her breath, Arwin recognized the man before her.
...Berg?
...Theres nothing around. Its just us.
Only then did Arwins gaze scan the surroundings.
While the space was equally dark, the scenery was different.
It wasnt damp, and there was no musty sll.
A soft bed lay beneath her.
A warm hand was holding her cheek.
Only then did Arwin co to realize.
That she had been having a nightmare.
The pain that had haunted her all her life did not fade so easily.
...Ha...ha...
Though the World Tree was a thing of the past, the weight of its mories dragged down her spirits.
She didnt feel grateful that it was over; she cursed its resurgence.
Those were monts she wished to never relive.
At that mont, sothing glided across her forehead.
Berg was wiping the sweat off her brow with his hand.
...You had a nightmare.
He said.
Soothed by his calm tone, Arwin gradually cald down.
Her racing heart found its pace.
...Dont worry. You wont ever have to go through that ritual again.
He seed to already know the nature of her dream.
Blushing from the feeling of being exposed and muddied by the emotions of her dream, Arwins feelings sparked.
...How do you know that?
What?
...Do you know how easily the elders change their words? They might tell to co back again.
Go back where? Youre my wife.
...
Arwin hid the peculiar comfort she felt from his light-hearted words.
Her gaze once again landed on Bergs scar.
A scar that stood as evidence of his saving her.
Yet Berg, with an unfazed expression, continued to hold her head and wipe her forehead.
...Being treated preciously by soone she only thought of as a short-lived species didnt feel all that bad.
But she swallowed, once again grasping her rationality.
-Tap.
She pushed away Bergs hand.
Just like earlier in the day, she wasnt in the mood to follow his lead.
...Even if thats the case now, what happens after you die? Did you forget I still have a thousand years left?
...
A re 60 years of stability cant give relief.
Berg lightly replied.
Well talk about that in 60 years.
Arwin was at a loss for words.
If youre really worried, Ill teach you the skills to survive on your own, even after Im gone.
Berg said teasingly.
...You did see defeat Gallias, didnt you?
Arwin, who had remained silent, finally let out a hollow laugh at his words.
...Ha.
He often appeared stern and intimidating to others, yet frequently showed his foolish side to her alone.
Her trembling heart had greatly cald down.
This was the first ti she had shaken off a nightmare with soone.
Before this, she had always had to overco them alone.
In that regard, Arwin knew that Bergs words were providing imnse comfort.
She just didnt want to show him how she felt.
Berg stood up and opened the window.
A cool breeze swept through the room.
With the quiet of the night, it seed as if the sound of distant waves reached them.
This isnt the domain of Celebrien, but Dams Village. Well be seeing the sea soon, so dont hold onto those needless mories.
That nights air made Arwin feel oddly liberated.
...The sea...
One of the places she had dread of was now just a step away.
Berg said,
...First, change into your nightclothes. You wont be able to sleep again in that state.
It was only then that Arwin looked down at herself.
Her clothes, soaked in sweat, clung tightly to her body.
Pretending not to be flustered, she promptly stood up to change into fresh nightwear.
But she could feel her own face turning red.
On the other hand, Berg was nonchalantly gazing out of the window.
Once she had changed, Berg climbed back onto the bed.
Arwin slowly followed him onto the bed.
Lets sleep now. Calm down.
Arwin nodded.
However, as she tried to close her eyes, lying down on the bed brought back the fear of revisiting the nightmare she had earlier.
As she swallowed audibly, Berg once again spoke from beside her.
...Cant sleep?
Arwin didnt want to appear weak.
She had lived her whole life that way.
Thinking of the days ahead, she felt she had to maintain her dignity.
...
But, as before, maybe it was okay if it was with Berg.
She had already revealed many of her vulnerable monts to him.
...In that nightmare, her emotions had been a complete ss.
Perhaps she had been slightly swayed by Bergs comforting words.
In the end, she impulsively acknowledged the fact that she needed help.
...Yes.
...?
I cant sleep. Im afraid I might have another nightmare.
Though she tried to hide it, her voice trembled.
I fear returning to that unbearable mont. That maybe the present, having escaped from there, is just a dream...
Arwin clenched her fists.
She did not want to shed tears.
She was certain that she would regret this situation co tomorrow.
She took a deep breath, swallowing back her tears.
Its not a dream, and you wont go back.
Berg said to her.
I promise.
Arwin looked at Berg.
...
His promise made her heart feel heavy, as if it was choked with emotions.
Because were married.
It was Berg who had risked his life due to the vow they took as a couple.
Such a promise from him inspired deep trust.
...I cant understand you.
But Arwin whispered.
She consciously took a step back.
Her inability to understand was no empty statent.
Elves and humans were too different.
She couldnt fathom why he was being like this.
Upon hearing her words, Berg sighed and then redirected the conversation.
Theres no need to understand. If you cant sleep... lets chat until you do.
...Chat?
You said you wanted to travel the world. Anywhere else you want to visit besides here?
......
Arwin reminisced about her long-held dreams.
She recalled the countless books she had read when she was so exhausted that she couldnt even lift a finger.
...
Anywhere is fine.
She decided to take up Bergs suggestion.
After all, such thoughts were better than thinking about the World Tree.
But suddenly, she rembered sothing she had longed to see as much as the sea.
...Ive heard of a place in the far north where snow falls endlessly.
...Ive heard of it too. That place...
Their conversation, which began like that, continued late into the night.
Arwin conversed with him in a relaxed atmosphere.
Their discussion flowed without awkwardness.
Arwin never thought there would co a day when she would exchange her dreams with soone.
As she gradually relaxed, the sleep she had been evading returned.
Talking about dreams, her eyelids grew heavy.
Unbeknownst to herself, Arwin drifted back into sleep.
Soon, she dreamt of frolicking in snow-covered fields.
The World Tree was nowhere in sight.
In that beautiful landscape, a bright laugh erupted, and Arwin looked around.
Twirling and playing in the snow, she spotted a human man looking at her.
...
Arwin gazed at the man with a scar on his cheek for a long while.
Eventually, the two exchanged natural smiles.
In this dream, where she shouldve felt the cold, she felt warmth.
The End of The Chapter
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