"Will you be my first love experience in my eternal life? Shido."Shiroe grip my hands with hers as she said those heavenly words.
I hesitated...If it was the old then I would gladly accept her without hesitation. Why am I hesitating to begin with?
The answer is I don't know. Is it because I'm scared of staining her love life? Maybe. I an who would not.
It's like a grade schooler confessed her love to a middle-aged man. I bet the man would go to a room with a iron bars as wall.
I glance at shiroe's eyes and saw hopeful expression. Why are you hoping? I'm not the Shido you knew, well a part of it is another entity. But, right now I'm still not the real Shido. I don't even know the real Shido's personality.
I sighed. When can I tell them everything about . Will they hate if they knew the truth? That thought scared a little bit.
"Shido...what's your answer?"Shiroe patiently waited for who was lost in thought.
"Truthfully, Shiroe-nee...I'm not Shido."I unintentionally spoke out the words I was thinking.
"What the you an?"Shiroe frowned. Confusion engulf her mind.
"Eh...no nothing."I snapped out and realize I spoke sothing I shouldn't have.
"No it's not nothing at all...Shido? No, Who are you?"Her face beca serious.
"I'm Shido, Chikushodo Shido."I answered. But I'm sweating profusely. How could I slip it.
"No you said you are not Shido. Also, you're clearly lying to ."She stared at with very stern look.
"Your eyes are lying... I could tell you are lying because I can see people lying."She said.
Damn, Now that it's revealed. Fuck I was so careless. I sighed heavily. Well, who cares anymore. I'll just tell her the truth since heart desire is not here. I'm really doubting that fucker. It always tells what to do and don't.
Since it ca to this. I will just tell her everything. I an I trust Shiroe.
"Shiroe-nee, calm down please. I will tell you everything okay."I said softly.
"Hmmm...okay."
"Shiroe-nee. I'm Shido yet at the sa ti I'm not Shido."I stared her eyes.
"What do you an by that?"Shiroe eyes flashed and a thought appeared in her mind.
"Basically, I have one body but have two mories or should I say souls?"I wryly smiled.
Shiroe paused, closing her eyes. I waited for her next question while my heart beats faster. I'm so nervous.
I an, I'm taking risk here. I just don't want anymore lying to my love ones. I decided to tell them the truth. When I get out in this space, I will tell them. I don't care anymore about what that heart desire is telling .
"I get it now....so that's how it is...."I heard shiroe muttered those words.
What did she an by she get it? Did she discover sothing.
"So Shiroe-nee, did you find sothing?"I asked, slightly feeling nervous.
"Yes, I did find sothing that matched up your circumstances."She said, looking at my eyes.
I gulped."What do you an?"
"In distance past, there is the sa situation as yours. It's called reincarnation. Only the gods of life and death can make a living enter the cycle of samsara. But, sothing like yours is very rare."She explained.
"Rare why?...I an Shiroe-nee aren't you angry that I'm not Shido?"I asked.
Shiroe look at for a mont and sighed."Shido, I already know you are not him...I apologise, I read your mories without your consent. I already found out everything, about your love with your Sisters, Nieces and Aunts... That's also the reason why I decide to make you my first love cause you are really brave to make love with your blood-relatives. You're so dashing..."
Stumped and couldn't answer. My mouth opened widely, an egg could fit in it. So she already knew everything. Then...what's the point of telling her.
"Hey, Shiroe-nee...do you also found out the heart desire thingy?"I asked.
"Un, I found it. Also that mysterious power you have...Shido?"She nodded. But she couldn't decide what to call .
"Is that so...Shiroe-nee you can still call Shido."I said. "Also what about that rare thing you just said Shiroe-nee?"
"Ah...that huh. Shido, your situation is a very rare. I knew many reincarnated people in the past. So I'm not really surprised you are a reincarnated person..."She said.
"Then Shiroe-nee if you knew I'm not the real shido. Why are you treating like the real shido?"This confuse a lot.
"Idiot, didn't you just said you have two mories?"She angrily said but I felt no rage.
I slapped my head... I laugh wryly.
Shiroe shake her head and said."You also have the mories of shido or should I say. Your souls rge together... Speaking of rging. A soul cannot be rge together except if the two sous are the sa. aning, Shido's souls and your past life souls are the sa that is why you reincarnated to shido's body..."
"Oh, you an not all souls are different?"I said.
"Yes."She smiled.
I feel like our role reversed suddenly. I beca the student while she beca the teacher. But a beautiful woman as a teacher huh? She is just missing a black tight skirt and a white blouse.
"Okay back to topic Shido."She said.
"Yes."I nodded.
"Shido, will you love ?"She said it without hesitation. Straightforward without curve.
"Yes, If Shiroe-nee wants to beco her first love then I will gladly accept you into my arms...but, Shiroe-nee do you accept my won?"This ti I accepted her. Since I won't lose sothing anymore, Also she already know my secret.
"Shido, you are really an idiot...I already decide to be with you."Shiroe sighed.
"Anyway Shiroe-nee. What's Kuroe's weakness?"I asked.
Shiroe stared at blankly. Veins popped on her forehead. She released her hand and raised it up. I got confused, what is she doing?
Before I could ask her the hand descends down until it hit sothing.
Her fist slamd to head.
"Aaaarggh."It hurts! What happened. Tears of pain slide down to my eyes as I look at the puffing cheeks of Shiroe.
"S-Shiroe-nee?"I asked.
"Stupid, Idiot, Fool...."She mumbled.
"Shiroe-nee I'm sorry! I don't know what have I done to you. I'm really sorry!"Without further anymore thoughts. I bowed in dogeza.
Shiroe cald down as she stared at . She sighed.
"Shido, It's rude to think another woman when I just confessed my love to you."She said.
Ah, No wonder she was mad. I scratched my head with a wry smile pasted on my face.
"Sorry."
"You should."She sternly said.
"Sorry." I repeated.
"Idiot, you should repent."She gripped my hand.
"Sorry."I caringly caress her pouting cheeks. Won are so mysterious. They can change their mood easily as if they are changing clothes.
"Don't you have anything to say...Stupid shido."Shiroe angrily said.
"Sorry."I leaned closely.
"Muuu, I don't care about you anymore..."She saw nearing, She slightly panicked.
"Sorry."My face is inch closer to face. I can sll her sweet fragance.
"Stupid, Idiot shido."Her face blushed, She averted her eyes. She tried to look away but my hand on her cheek prevented her to do so.
"One last ti, Shiroe-nee. I'm sorry and also.....I love you."I smiled and planted my lips to hers.
Shiroe's eyes open wide as she beca shocked. Her first kiss in her eternal life. She tasted my lips, she felt it's sweet and tasty. She closed her eyes as she returned a kiss clumsily.
'Idiot.'She thought.
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