Olivia, with her extrely serious personality, never neglects her preparations. For this play-appreciation outing, she has already looked up the performance ti and secured the tickets, so there's no chance of arriving only to find that she cannot enter.
However, whether it's due to her personality or lack of experience, she hasn't adequately anticipated the changes in her mindset. In fact, she's been calm enough to have excluded the idea from her mind for now, but Olivia has spent the past 10 days strengthening her feelings of gratitude toward Kaito, which has made her feelings for him more intense than usual.
Up until now, Kaito has mostly taken the lead, and with the comfort of being guided by soone she considers above her, Olivia has regained her composure. However, the actions she plans to take during the play will be entirely led by Olivia, and since she only just arrived at this conclusion, she hasn't ntally simulated sothing like feeding each other.
(It's not difficult. While watching the play, I'll subtly intertwine my fingers with Kaito-sama's and.... intertwine fingers......press our skin together and intertwine our fingers? Isn't that no different from intercourse already?)
Olivia's thoughts freeze as she realizes this shocking truth. Of course, her thoughts have jumped to an extre conclusion, but for soone as pure and innocent as Olivia, who is extrely shy about exposed skin, the idea of holding hands in such a way feels incredibly forward.
(- Isn't this incredibly shaless and rude? M- Miyama Kaito-sama might misunderstand as a pervert... That would be a huge problem! But, the references I've consulted say that this kind of hand-holding is natural for couples..... natural.... but are Miyama Kaito-sama and I even a couple?)
Once Olivia's thoughts began to tilt in this direction, they quickly beca more chaotic. As they walked toward the theater, she desperately tried to calm herself and regain composure.
(N- No, this is a trial given to by the great Shallow Vernal-sama, and retreating now would be going against Shallow Vernal-sama's will. Fundantally, since we're already holding hands and taking action together, I can assu that Miyama Kaito-sama is sowhat accepting of . Of course, I'm still anxious...... but relying solely on Miyama Kaito-sama's guidance won't lead to growth! This is where I need to take the first step.... Surely, Shallow Vernal-sama anticipated this and gave this trial.)
With her resolve burning inside, Olivia continued on, but Shallow Vernal, watching from the Sanctuary, just tilted her head in confusion. The thought "Why that conclusion?" ca to her mind. It was a perfectly reasonable question, but since Shallow Vernal never addressed anyone other than Kaito, she rely overlooked the doubt and did not interfere with Olivia's decision.
As I walked toward the theater, holding hands with Olivia-san and Kaori-san, I was a little troubled about what to do. The reason was that I had overheard the private conversation between Olivia-san and Kaori-san earlier, which had been almost like the monsters' way of conversation through the magic wavelength, so I ended up hearing everything.
However, could I really interrupt their conversation, considering they were speaking under the premise that it was a secret from ? That would be difficult. If the content of their conversation had been problematic, I might have considered stepping in, but the content was actually rather endearing..... Olivia-san was trying hard to act like t was a date, and I found it a bit heartwarming.
As for holding hands in the way of lovers, we were already holding hands, so it wasn't that high of a hurdle. In fact, there was no problem with transitioning right away, but since Olivia-san was sending such strong feelings of determination, it didn't feel right to make a move while she was trying her best.
So, the only thing I could do was pretend I didn't know, but.... I've always been told I wear my heart on my sleeves. Would I be able to hide it well enough?
At least, if we made it to the theater before the play started, the lights in the audience would dim, which would reduce the chance of my expressions being noticed.... but whether things would go smoothly until then was uncertain..... Maybe if I wore the Recognition Inhibition glasses that Shiro-san gave , I could hide any changes in my expression?
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