As ti went on, the bustling lunchti gradually spelt its end. The bell hadnt ring yet, but many people had finished their al. So of them already left the cafeteria, leaving only so other students having a friendly chat after lunch. Today, Violette fell into the first category.
If Violette was having lunch only with Yulan, they would be a little more relaxed with the ti. Even so, she didnt really know what to say with the mbers who shared the sa table with her. Plus, the atmosphere was awkward.
Yulan finished his lunch first. Noticing that, Violette drank up her tea without any delay.
Yulan waited for Violette to put the empty cup on the table before tilting his head and asked, Vio-chan, youre done?
Violette nodded. Yes. Just like you said, the dessert was delicious.
Then Im glad. Okay. Lets go.
Eh?
Violette thought that Yulan wanted to hear her impression towards the dessert he recomnded, but his content expression instantly changed. Yulan lifted his fingers and offered them to Violette like an escort, helping her stand up.
Unable to understand Yulans thought, Violette was flabbergasted. Even so, Yulan deepened his smile and moved his gaze to Gia who was still eating.
Gia, Ill leave first.
Hmm.
Dont be late.
Gias bulging cheeks made him look like a squirrel. There were two mountains of bread at the beginning, but now there was only one left. Not to say, the size was getting smaller. As Violette recalled the remaining ti, she felt like Gia would finish just barely in ti. Suddenly, she forgot about how Yulan was pulling her hand. Worry filled her mind, making her wonder if Gia would be alright.
But seeing how Yulan warned Gia rely for the sake of it, he must be familiar with this scene. After all, the prince didnt look like he was rushing for the ti. Violette couldnt decide whether Yulan thought Gia would be okay since he was always in ti or because he gave up warning his friend because Gia was already beyond repair.
Her hands were pulled by Yulans fingers, reminding her that Yulan was holding her hand.
Then, well leave first.
Yulan, wait umm, please excuse us
Claudia should be the one who understood the most that there was no friendly light in Yulans gaze towards him. Yulans eyes didnt give their usual soft impression and he only raised the corner of his mouth a little. Even a robot would look more favorable than him.
Yulans grip wasnt strong, but he moved his feet like he didnt give her any option to shake him off. Before leaving the place, Violette managed to bow to Claudia. Her manners should be just barely okay she wanted to believe that.
Yulan walked ahead without any hesitation, his footsteps a little faster than usual. Even so, Violette didnt feel like he was leaving her behind. Probably, he matched his pace with her. Although he walked faster than usual, it was still slow, considering how long his legs were.
Yulan held Violettes hands in a light grip. As she watched his fluffy hair swaying, she followed him from behind, not even knowing where they were heading. Violette was sure that Yulan wouldnt answer her even if she asked. Surely, Yulan didnt have any destination as well.
They walked for a while before Yulan stopped at a suitable place that caught her eyes. They arrived in the courtyard along the way to the classroom. In this place, there were many places that could be called a courtyard. This one was not a large garden full of flowers, but a relatively small place with a beautiful stone fountain in the midst of it.
Considering the ti, only a few people were standing around there, talking for a while before returning to the classroom.
Like those people, Yulan and Violette sat down on one of the benches installed there. The sound of the water fountain filled the space, making sure that no one would listen to their conversation. It was a natural soundproof area since Violette could only hear Yulans voice who sat next to her.
Yulan didnt let go of her hand, but she could see that her shoulders were slightly hanging down in dejection.
...Have you cald down?
Im perfectly calm, though?
Right. A calm people can also run mindlessly like that, huh.
Ahaha, sorry.
Its not a laughing matter.
Yulan laughed with his eyebrows hunched, the stiff and cool trace that appeared in his face before completely disappeared. Violette knew well that he didnt regret what he did at all. Yulan only regretted that he had made Violette bewildered. They were not childhood friends for nothing.
She didnt want to make him go back and apologize to Claudia, but she had been racking her brain on whether she should make Yulan improve his behavior a little bit. Since Yulan seed to have his own reasons, Violette didnt want to thoughtlessly judge his conversation with other people. Above all, her words might beco a splendid boorang, worsening the situation, and hurt herself.
Im sorry for involving you.
...Its who has involved you.
Its her fault for choosing that seat even after knowing that Claudia was in the canteen. She knew that Yulan was kind enough to split her from Claudia. Otherwise, Yulan wouldnt approach them. He most probably would either skillfully avoid Claudia or get through him. Its impossible that he didnt have the experience and skill to do so.
Currently, Violette was very aware of the danger of where she was standing. She was also sure that she understood Yulans anxiety. And its all linked to her. She knew the best that wrong actions could lead to distrust even if it wasnt a cri. Just because her one-year cri had completely disappeared, what Violette should reflect on wasnt just on her cri.
She didnt want to let bygones be bygones. It would be too easy for her. She didnt want to personally attack Claudia as well, stirring up his distrust even more. All of this was sothing Violette must bear on her back, and she should compensate for it without anyone knowing.
Dont look like that. If you want to reflect on your actions, you shouldnt do it for , but for Claudia-sama, right?
I dont regret what I did to him at all.
Even if you do, you dont have to say it.
Violette sighed. She didnt have any intention to question about Claudia and Yulans compatibility, but their cold war hadnt cald down over the years. Rather, there were tis when she wondered whether their relationship had worsened or not.
She didnt want to force them to get along with each other, considering how it wasnt sothing that could be established with force. Still, she also felt a little strange that Yulan, who basically preferred not to fight, showed his hostility towards the prince so clearly like that.
Was there sothing between them more than she knew?
.......
Whats wrong?
...No, its nothing.
Violette wanted to ask, but she knew Yulan wouldnt be honest. He was frank, but from her experiences, he would turn obstinate when Claudia was concerned.
And above all, what could she do even after knowing about it?
Just dont do anything rash, okay?
...Thanks.
Yulan squinted and looked happy, but he never nodded.
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