I Beca the Maid of the Lout Prince - Chapter 154 [Date? (2)]
Today, I’m on a spontaneous weekend date with Ethan.
It actually started as an extension of our usual routine.
Harold’s weekly Magic Swordsmanship class.
After nearly three weeks since the last duel, I got another chance to face Harold. Learning from my previous defeat, I challenged him once again.
As expected, this duel also ended in my defeat without much progress.
Heeding Harold’s advice that I had used up my tricks too easily last ti, I tried to conserve my three daggers as much as possible this ti. However, a Sword Master was not an opponent I could face while holding back at my level.
As a result, I was crushed even more thoroughly than in the previous duel. Yet, for so reason, Harold still praised after the duel ended.
It seed I needed a different approach to face him. Of course, I had no idea what that different approach might be at the mont.
After several students, including myself, were thoroughly defeated by Harold, the usual duels between the top students and Harold followed.
Having used all my strength against Harold, I quietly watched the duels between the top students, including the duel between Ethan and Harold.
Although he lost one of the two rounds, Ethan managed to win the other, ending his duel with Harold in a draw. I quietly applauded him.
‘Since Ethan won, I’ll have to change out of my uniform a bit later today.’
It would be better not to remove my bra beneath the uniform. I had once made the mistake of taking off just my bra in advance, which led to misunderstandings about whether I had co to school without one. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
Besides, it seed Ethan preferred to undress himself, so there was no need to spoil that pleasure for him.
…And to allow Ethan to quietly relieve his sexual desires, I would spend a bit more ti in the bathroom afterward while I also did by myself, quietly…
‘No, wait.’
I felt flustered by the series of thoughts that suddenly crossed my mind.
It felt strange that I was so naturally envisioning the process of my nightti activities just from seeing Ethan’s victory.
It’s almost as if I’m sohow enjoying having my chest touched by Ethan.
‘…Surely not.’
Could it be that, regardless of Ethan not doing “terrible things” to , my body, as Lilith, had sohow beco accustod to Ethan’s body at so point?
No, probably not. After all, in the original ga, Lilith was a heroine who fell for the protagonist after being saved.
Even all the sexual abuse she suffered from the disgusting Ethan before that, if you think about it, intensified precisely because Lilith didn’t give her heart to the disgusting Ethan.
It’s just that now I no longer have any particular resistance to Ethan, so I can accept being touched on the chest as pure pleasure…
‘Strictly speaking, that might be even more problematic.’
To feel pleasure from having my chest touched by a man’s hand – this wasn’t a normal way of thinking either, of course.
It didn’t make sense for , who was originally a man, to be happy about being touched by Ethan.
If I only compared the absolute number of years lived, the number of years I lived in my previous life and the number of years I’ve lived here as Lilith were almost similar. Even with that, I still had so aversion to being in a romantic relationship with a man.
If I had realized I had possessed Lilith when she was very young, it might have been okay, but I only realized it about five to six years ago. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
That short amount of ti wasn’t enough to overco this issue, no matter how nice a guy Ethan was…
“Lilith?”
“Ah, yes. What is it, Young Master Ethan?”
“Is sothing wrong? You looked like you were troubled by sothing.”
“…No. It’s not an issue important enough for you to worry about, Young Master Ethan.”
“…Hmm.”
It seems I was so lost in my confusing thoughts that I didn’t even notice Ethan returning to my side after finishing his duel.
The duel between Natalie and Harold was already in full swing in front of after Ethan’s duel had ended.
I need to focus. No matter how confused my mind was, I was still Ethan’s exclusive maid, and I had to give my all to my duties at the very least.
“Lilith.”
“Yes, Young Master Ethan.”
“You didn’t miss watching my duel with Father because you were lost in thought, did you?”
“…No. I watched that part properly, so you don’t need to worry, Young Master Ethan. I confird that you split the rounds, achieving a draw with the master.”
“…I see. That’s good, then.”
Judging by his relief, it seed that bedti would be a bit later tonight as well.
Lately, Isabel seed to quietly retire to the servants’ waiting room early on such nights, which suggested she might have vaguely noticed the relationship between Ethan and .
Well, considering we were doing such things while making noises with just a door between us, it wouldn’t be strange if she had figured it out long ago.
If anything, it was impressive how Isabel treated us without showing any sign that she knew what Ethan and I were doing.
“Lilith.”
“Yes, Young Master Ethan. If you wish, I’ll prepare the reward for tonight as well.”
“About that reward… Actually, I wanted to ask for sothing else…”
“…Pardon?”
My mind suddenly went cold at Ethan’s ntion of asking for sothing else.
If he’s asking for sothing other than the chest-touching reward, could he be saying he wants to move to the next step? [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
In a situation where I’m already having my chest touched every night, the next step could an… is he asking to touch down below this ti?
No, no, no, no. If we’re talking about the next step after the chest, it might not end there – he might even aim for my first ti and pounce on .
‘That absolutely cannot happen…’
Although I wasn’t able to use my power as a Saint at all, that didn’t an I was in a position to freely throw away my chastity.
To use a Saint’s power, one needs to receive a formal consecration at the main Aurelia church, so that condition wasn’t easily t. However, just because I couldn’t use it right away didn’t an I could easily give up the potential I possessed.
It didn’t make sense to compromise a Saint’s potential just to satisfy the sexual desires of a boy who had just passed puberty.
The problem was that if Ethan were to deliberately try to pounce on , I lacked justification in many ways to imdiately reject him.
I had already had my chest touched by Ethan at least a dozen tis, so acting innocent now wouldn’t work at all.
Moreover, Ethan already had an overwhelming physical advantage, so if he forcefully pounced on , I couldn’t offer much resistance…
“Y-Y-Young Master Ethan. I acknowledge that your skills have improved greatly, b-but e-even so, moving to that kind of relationship is, I-I think, a bit i-improper…”
“Ah, no, Lilith. I-I’m not trying to ask for anything lewd.”
“…Pardon?”
“When I say I want to ask for sothing else, I don’t an what we usually do at night, I just an sothing normal, not lewd at all…”
“…”
“With our work in the student council starting soon, weekends will get busy too, so before that happens, I wanted to ask if we could go out together the morning after tomorrow… Is this kind of request not allowed?”
“…”
…So, that’s what this is about?
From the start, Ethan had no intention of asking for anything lewd.
I was the only one who unnecessarily scared myself, assuming he would naturally ask for sothing lewd, and spent ti agonizing over how to refuse and how to respond if he forcefully pounced on .
For so reason, a familiar feeling of embarrassnt washed over , and I could only quietly lower my head. [Only on Galaxy Translations! / Axiomatic]
I didn’t want Ethan to see the redness rushing to my face.
“I-I understand, Young Master Ethan. If that is what you wish, I can certainly accommodate such a request.”
“I see. Thank you, Lilith.”
“For such a request, you don’t need to offer anything in exchange. As your exclusive maid, it’s only natural for to follow you, Young Master Ethan…”
“Right. Since we’re on the topic, I should talk about that aspect as well.”
“Pardon?”
“For that one day after tomorrow, I’d like you to spend ti with not as my exclusive maid but as Lilith, an ordinary viscount’s daughter. That’s the extent of my request, Lilith.”
“…Pardon?”
I thought I had been watching over the not-yet-fully-grown Ethan for quite so ti.
However, seeing him say such incomprehensible things, it seems that even after knowing soone for a long ti, you can never truly understand them.
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