And Han Feng’s appearance took her by surprise; she never expected to see him here.
"Xingxing, did you wake up?"
Han Feng looked at Bai Zhi tenderly, his lips revealing a bitter smile.
When he and Xu Yan rushed over, they found themselves in a fight with Moh Li.
At that mont, they didn’t hesitate at all and imdiately rescued Moh Li.
And now Moh Li is in the next hospital room.
Han Feng hoped to spend so ti alone with Bai Zhi, hoping to have a good heart-to-heart talk.
Bai Zhi slowly sat up, nodding her head.
"Mm, much better—Brother Han Feng, thank you."
Since Han Feng was here, it ant one thing—that Han Feng must have helped; otherwise, her brother and the others would never have allowed him to show up.
"Why thank ? Maybe I didn’t do anything."
Han Feng said with a bitter smile, actually not wanting to hear the words ’thank you’ from Bai Zhi, as they felt distant and polite.
"Xingxing, are you very disappointed in ?"
He really wanted to know if Xingxing would be disappointed in him, if she thought he was a scoundrel.
To hate him, dislike him, loathe him...
"No."
Bai Zhi shook her head, truly not.
As for Han Feng, she really didn’t know what to say—it wasn’t like she felt disappointed or anything.
After all, whatever Han Feng did, it was his own choice. Bai Zhi had never disliked him, nor had she held any expectations, so naturally, there was no disappointnt.
"Brother Han Feng, let’s have an honest conversation. We’ll talk openly about what you want to know, and what I want to know. Whether we can be friends or not, we can discuss that later.
Our stances are different; I can’t say whether what you’ve done is right or wrong.
Just like I said, what you truly want to do, only you know.
But whether our thoughts can be the sa, that’s unknown."
Even if Han Feng had done so unforgivable deed, she probably still wouldn’t feel disappointed—just regret for the person she once thought was so good...
"Is it because you have no feelings for , so you wouldn’t hold any hopes for , right?"
Hearing this answer, Han Feng felt especially sad.
"How should I explain this? Like if I did sothing wrong, would you be disappointed? Probably not, because disappointnt cos from being hurt by soone you had great expectations for, right?"
To put it plainly, it ans she would have had to invest in Han Feng, then been hurt by him, to feel that disappointnt.
But she never did anything for Han Feng, so there’s no such thing as disappointnt.
At most, in the future, they would just be people with different stances.
"I’ve never done anything for you, how could I expect anything from you?
As long as you think what you did was right, then whether I think it’s right or not is probably not important."
Actually, Bai Zhi was muddled in her speech, not even sure what she was saying herself.
But Han Feng understood. He truly did.
"But no disappointnt doesn’t an forgiveness."
Hurt is sothing that can never disappear, but now Han Feng had saved her.
Bai Zhi didn’t know what to do.
"But I really am thankful to you today, thankful you were willing to help. I know that my brother couldn’t have gotten Moh Li out on his own. Thank you."
If it weren’t for Han Feng, she and Moh Li would probably have been in grave danger.
"Xingxing, like you said, shall we talk openly and honestly?"
Han Feng didn’t want it to be like this, didn’t want Xingxing to not even feel disappointnt toward him.
If there was disappointnt, there was hope for redemption, but without it, their relationship would truly be nothing in the future.
"I was raised by my grandfather, not by a dad who didn’t want us, or a mom who supposedly raised .
In truth, my mom didn’t care about , spending her days in idle pleasure, while secretly, my grandfather raised . But then, he had an accident.
That person found and said there was a way to bring my grandfather back to life.
Xingxing, he’s my only grandfather, my sole source of warmth, and I wanted to find the Resurrection thod he ntioned. I wanted to bring my grandfather back to life, even at the cost of my own life."
Han Feng knelt beside Bai Zhi’s bed, gripping the bedsheet tightly.
His eyes seed to still carry the emotions from that ti. Under the shadow of despair, any sliver of hope becos magnified beyond asure.
He had to save his grandfather, and there was no reasoning behind it.
He was raised by his grandfather; the only figure in his life was his grandfather.
"So my mom brought here, brought here as the fool I had beco.
I needed to understand this place, and only as a fool could I avoid suspicion, which then led to all kinds of mockery and my mom’s abandonnt.
She didn’t deserve to be a mom; she only had herself in her heart.
I thought I would live a life worse than that of pigs and dogs, but you gave warmth.
You were like my light, showing the sunlight in life.
You let know that there are people who don’t despise , so patient, so very patient.
Then, I had to leave, thinking that when I returned, I would protect you for a lifeti.
I ca back, but you no longer needed . Too much had happened by then.
I...
That ti, I didn’t know they had captured you; I honestly didn’t know. So later, I took my revenge for you and dealt with the person who hurt you.
...
Seeing you in the Death Desert, I thought I was dreaming; I felt that the dream was so beautiful.
If I died, I wouldn’t have to worry about how to face you.
In your heart, I could forever be that brother, without any unsavory traits."
Bai Zhi looked at Han Feng, unsure of what to say.
He truly wanted to tell her everything.
Even such a secret thing as this.
From the beginning to the end, Han Feng spoke for several hours without stopping.
He was afraid that if he stopped, he wouldn’t have the courage to speak again.
He was the real X, but at the sa ti, he wasn’t entirely X, as he was just in charge of one place.
They were spread across the country, possessing far too much.
He had done many things he shouldn’t have, yet he also had his limits, knowing what he shouldn’t do.
But that didn’t an he hadn’t done them.
"Xingxing, this ti he’s truly gone mad, he’s captured Nan Xi for dinsional research. Says Nan Xi is from another dinsion..."
In the end, Han Feng spoke of that person.
"That’s a madman, an old madman."
Even Han Feng thought he was a madman, one who had completely lost all reason.
"He says, as long as he discovers the secret of dinsions, he can beco the ruler of Nan Country.
He’s raised many people, many living dead.
He’s also preparing to create a virus.
Preparing to make everyone follow him to their graves.
Xingxing, that’s a road of no return, and I can’t co back."
In the end, Han Feng was sowhat incoherent. He had co back this ti to take Xingxing away because that madman could no longer wait. He wanted to strike at Nanning.
To force the Bai Family, they had to give up the secret.
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