Chapter 652: Chapter 661: Hold Steady, Must Hold Steady
Li Mo was great.
Bai Xin had always known.
Whether it was when she had suddenly approached him for help, or all the little things that ca afterward.
Li Mo was always great.
So great that she understood, not everyone in the world was like Mu Yi.
Li Mo was good, Li Mo was too good.
And because of this, she didn’t know what to do.
Of course, it wasn’t because she lacked confidence, it was just that she felt.
She wasn’t ready to consider such issues right now.
So she couldn’t hold back Li Mo, could she?
She no longer had the confidence to enter into marriage again.
“Bai Xin, you are not , how do you know what’s not worth it for ?”
Li Mo gently looked at Bai Xin, who always seed carefree and unconcerned in front of everyone.
But actually, Bai Xin’s heart had a very tender place.
He liked her, no matter what she was like.
“Bai Xin, the fact that you can’t trust is my problem, it’s because I haven’t given you enough security.
Actually, I’m also soone who takes my ti to warm up to people, so can we just get to know each other slowly like this?”
Li Mo didn’t need Bai Xin to decide anything now, he just wanted to be by her side.
“Of course, if you dislike , you have to tell . Then I will leave, because my liking you is my own business, and I can’t let that upset you.”
If his presence bothered Bai Xin, then he would leave; he couldn’t let her be unhappy because of him.
If that were the case, then it would contradict his original intention.
He just wanted Bai Xin to be happy.
If his love beca a shackle, then he would rather leave.
“How could that be?” Bai Xin imdiately shook her head, how could she dislike Li Mo?
“I just feel, you deserve soone better, you’re so young and talented, how could you be with soone like ?”
Li Mo furrowed his brows, sowhat displeased.
He didn’t like Bai Xin saying this at all.
“Bai Xin, don’t deny yourself, you are the best.
Maybe you don’t realize your worth, but I see it very clearly.
You can dislike , but you can’t deny yourself.
Look at this store.”
Li Mo’s gaze moved to the small shop.
Though small, it had everything it needed, and every down jacket here was slowly made by Bai Xin’s hands.
And she even started learning to make cheongsams, Bai Xin was a very capable and planned girl.
“Everything here proves your abilities, doesn’t it?
None of us should deny ourselves. You have to believe in yourself, you can do very well, you are already great. Don’t you agree?”
Bai Xin felt sowhat inferior, a fact Li Mo had long since discovered.
Even though she didn’t show it usually, she felt that being divorced once made her sowhat less favored by others.
Usually, she repressed these thoughts in her heart, thinking it didn’t matter. But at this mont, her vulnerability was so obvious.
But in fact, Li Mo thought that her being able to express this ant she was ready to start facing it. That was a good thing.
“I understand now, let’s just leave things as they are for the mont. Actually, I just feel like I’m holding you back.
Li Mo, I can’t accept you right now, or perhaps I can’t accept a new relationship.
Since you said you’re willing to wait, then I also promise I’ll try to slowly let go of my reservations.
As for you, I’m not entirely unmoved.”
“Just that bit of affection isn’t enough to make enter into a new relationship.”
Seeing Li Mo speak like this, Bai Xin naturally spoke her own mind as well.
There was soone who was so good to her. Naturally, she was moved, and sotis just thinking of Li Mo would make the corners of her mouth rise uncontrollably, bringing a hint of warmth.
But her last marriage had exhausted all of her strength, and that flutter of the heart wasn’t enough for her to accept him.
That’s why Bai Xin chose not to delay Li Mo.
“Alright, let’s keep interacting like this, and whether we can be together in the end, let’s leave that to ti. Don’t feel burdened, and if you’re unhappy, just speak out, understand?”
Li Mo wasn’t a seventeen or eighteen-year-old immature boy anymore. Matters of the heart couldn’t be forced.
Besides, his affection for Bai Xin was genuine, and waiting for her was always sweet.
“Okay, and if we get together in the future, I hope we can clearly discuss our boundaries as well.”
Having been through a marriage, Bai Xin hoped that this ti they could clearly understand each other’s boundaries and live well together.
It was only after voicing this sentint that Bai Xin realized, did she actually already have the intention to spend a lifeti with him?
“For you to say that makes very happy. Naturally, we both have to make things clear.
It seems I haven’t told you about my situation yet, it’s my fault.”
Li Mo’s lips nearly trembled, he wanted to jump, to keep jumping, the kind that leaps three feet high.
Because he was really, really, really overjoyed.
Even old cured at can have its spring.
But at this mont, he needed to stay calm, he must stay calm. What if Bai Xin didn’t like his childishness?
He had to be steady, but it was a bit hard to keep steady.
“I’m sorry, I need to use the restroom for a mont.”
Li Mo stood up very calmly and headed to the washroom at the back.
Bai Xin: “…” Was he unhappy?
The next mont, she heard the sound of laughter coming from the restroom.
She went closer to listen.
“Ah, I’m so happy, so happy, Bai Xin seems a bit moved.
Ah ah ah, I’m so excited, what should I do, stay calm, stay calm… must stay calm.”
Bai Xin: “…” This guy, why is he so childish.
Childish in a rather cute way.
Bai Xin returned to her seat, and it wasn’t long before Li Mo ca out, straightening his clothes.
He still looked as gentle and courteous as ever, as if the person in the restroom just before wasn’t him.
Bai Xin felt like laughing a little.
But never mind, she shouldn’t burst his bubble.
She used to think Li Mo was gentle, and now she felt he was a bit cute too.
“Now let tell you about my situation. You know I have so outrageous and peculiar relatives.
Then there’s my grandfather, whose daily job is being in the hospital.
I’m very busy, and sotis I definitely won’t have ti to be with you or go out to play.
But whenever I have ti, I can cook, wash dishes, do housework.”
Being doctors, that’s how it was for them, their working hours weren’t fixed, and sotis they even had to get up in the middle of the night to see patients.
“I understand. Then let tell you a bit about myself too. I have an older brother. There’s Xingxing and Wu Wa, my two nieces, and my dad.
They all don’t need to take care of them, but I want to spend another two years with Xingxing. I have so health issues, and I might not be able to have children. Xingxing is my daughter, can you accept that?”
So things were better spoken about clearly early on, to avoid misunderstandings later on.
Li Mo, upon hearing this, smiled even more tenderly, reaching out and taking Bai Xin’s hand.
Bai Xin felt a little embarrassed, she pulled away, then let her hand rest again.
“I also think that Xingxing is our child. I wanted to say that if we have children, I surely won’t have ti to take care of them, and I don’t want you to be too tired.
Moreover, I know about your health condition. We can work on it together. Not for the sake of having children, but so that you won’t have to suffer in the future.”
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