Chapter 437: Chapter 446 Just Using You Chapter 437: Chapter 446 Just Using You At this mont, Mu Yi looked disheveled, sowhat declaid, even his gaze lacked the usual spirited exuberance, overtaken instead by… helplessness.
And an irritability he himself was not aware of. Day after day of investigations and interrogations were eroding his psychological defenses, even though he thought he wouldn’t say anything, in reality, changes had already occurred…
“I heard you were going to be taken away, naturally, I had to co see you.
Mu Yi, do you believe ? I truly liked you once, wanted to spend my life with you, to have a child that belonged to us both.”
Bai Xin said this earnestly, at that ti, she really thought the issues between the two of them were minor, it was just that Mu Yi was loafing around the grocery store, not knowing to return ho.
At ho, she actually received the utmost respect from him, perhaps there was no deep love, no fondness, but at least there was mutual respect.
Her demands were not high, nor did she need an especially eloquent husband; she was a straightforward person herself, and getting by was enough for her.
But she never expected that from the beginning, it was all a deception.
“Even this ti, I was thinking I needed to get treatnt, I wanted to lead a good life with you, but what happened? Mu Yi, tell , how have you managed to keep up the pretense for so many years?”
Bai Xin kept a close watch on Mu Yi’s expressions, always rembering to stir his emotions.
“I…” His lips quivered. He had so much he wanted to say, but when he opened his mouth, he found he couldn’t utter a single word.
“I ca back happily, just thinking of having a good life with you, your mother drugged , I thought that was the worst of it. Little did I know, you even poisoned . You’re really sothing.
After being deceived by you for so many years, all the affection vanished the mont I learned about your son, I even started loathing myself, how could I have been so blind to actually think you really liked ?”
Bai Xin’s hands trembled slightly, as she also held back her own emotions, telling Xingxing she was fine.
It’s just a man, after all.
Isn’t it better being by myself?
Just the thought of her naive past self made her feel stifled.
Years of anger from being deceived swept over her; and hatred for being poisoned surged like a deluge, wanting to kill the man before her.
But, there was no need. Truly no need.
He wasn’t worth her emotional upheaval.
“I’m sorry, I was indeed using you at the beginning, I myself don’t know whether I used you more, or liked you more.”
If it was really just about using soone, he could have just used Bai Da, that fool, right? But in the end, he chose to plot against Bai Xin.
He thought, at that ti, he must have had feelings, only they were overshadowed by ambition, which made them invisible.
“I’m telling the truth, the first ti I saw you, I found you adorable. You made my heart skip a beat. But later, ambition took precedence, I told myself, I didn’t like you, I didn’t love you, I was just using you.”
For a while, he was sowhat imrsed in the joy of newlywed life, jubilant at the sight of her. He told himself he couldn’t, and personally found the infertility drugs, watching her take them.
Back then, he was willing to cook for her, to stay ho all day for her.
The mont she ingested them, he felt, his heart, too, beca hidden away.
He convinced himself that Bai Xin was just a tool.
Later, when they offered him no help, he had new tasks; of course, he couldn’t spend all his ti at ho with her anymore.
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