Episode 58
“I heard you t Joo Jae-young.”
“How did you know that?”
“You have a bodyguard…” no. it’s okay.”
Taeseong looked at Seonhu with a surprised face and sighed. I wonder if they really think that bodyguards only do security, but I thought it would be better to think that way.
“It’s been a while since I contacted you. Just because I wanted to ask you sothing… .”
“If you have any questions, you can call .”
Taeseong said, pulling on his tie. It was because I still didn’t like Jaeyoung. Did he say he was dating Han Seung-hyun?
‘Well, I don’t completely believe it, but… .’
“What did you say?”
“He asked about Han Seung-hyun.”
Taeseong was embarrassed and stopped his hands and looked at Seonhu. Seon-hu accepted Tae-seong’s tie without thinking about it.
“I was surprised because it was a very unexpected combination. “I won’t go into detail, but I was surprised because it was my first ti seeing Jaeyoung do sothing like that.”
“So, what did you say?”
“I don’t know anything either… I just said what I told Taesung. very… It was a strange feeling. “He acted like he was soone who would never date in his life.”
For a mont, Taeseong felt fortunate that Seonhu was oblivious. There was probably only one person in the world who didn’t know how my best friend viewed him.
On the other hand, if it seed that way to the eyes of such a senior, I was a little curious about what Jaeyoung would have looked like in front of him.
“But I guess it’s not going well. “It’s the sa with what you say and the atmosphere.”
“Why do you think that?”
“I asked if we were seeing each other, but for so reason… “He said no with a sad face.”
Seonhu said, recalling Jaeyoung he saw today. It certainly didn’t seem like they were normal, but for a face that reminded of soone I liked, it seed like I was very upset.
“I must say it was awkward because it was my first ti seeing him like that… .”
Seonhu said with a slightly sad look on his face. To Seon-hu, his friend’s change seed like that, but to Tae-seong, it only made him more suspicious.
‘… It’s like that.’
‘If anyone hears it… I think the two of you have a great relationship.’
‘What is a great relationship?’
‘I thought we were just sleeping under the sa blanket.’
‘Then what?’
Taeseong rembered the conversation he had with Jaeyoung the other day. Co to think of it, she didn’t say anything about dating. Her words were strangely deviant.
‘I wonder if we can beco sex partners.’
What are you aiming for by doing such a thing? I couldn’t even guess.
“I feel strange. Jaeyoung and Seunghyun Han, a combination I could never have imagined… .”
“The next ti you contact , can you tell about it?”
“It’s not that difficult, but I’m not sure if I’ll get a call. “He’s the kind of guy who doesn’t talk about himself privately.”
Seonhu shrugged his shoulders. Should I say it? Taeseong thought for a mont and shook her head. Anyway, as ti passes, I will be able to find out what the two of them are planning, but I didn’t want to criticize Seon-hu already.
‘I don’t like Joo Jae-young, but at least he is not a person who will harm the King Seon-hu, so no matter what Han Seung-hyeon does, he will stop it.’
“He might not be who you think he is.”
“I don’t know anyone else, but I know Jaeyoung. “How much ti have you been with her?”
“That statent bothers a little.”
Taeseong said, lightly tickling Seonhu’s waist. Seonhu slightly twisted her waist at the tickling sensation.
“What nonsense. “Jaeyoung and I are like brothers.”
“well… .”
You might be like that, but Jae-young Jae-young probably isn’t. But he doesn’t need to point it out. Taeseong nodded and entered the house.
‘I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I won’t let you go easy on .’
Taeseong thought so and took off his outer clothes.
***
Seunghyeon, who had the attention and questions of countless people all at once, was killing ti by doing nothing. He had neither the desire to do anything nor the strength to do it.
‘Was I being too harsh on the person who worried about ? .’
I kept tossing and turning and thinking. Even though she said hateful things, she couldn’t forget Jaeyoung’s hurt face.
Even though it may be difficult right now, I actually like you too. But should I say that I don’t have much ti left? Even if it’s selfish, should I do it?
‘no. then no. You’ll find out soday… .’
You won’t know forever. At least I’ll find out after I die. But even if the situation is the sa, the way we accept it is bound to be different.
Rather than breaking up with a desperate lover, it was better to have a relationship where I could feel sad for a while because of such circumstances. She can grieve for a few days and then quickly return to her normal life.
If it had been possible for to improve with effort, I might not have been able to bear it and told him the truth. Seunghyeon was not a foolishly kind and deep person.
There was both greed and desire. If I had had hope, I would have gambled with the rest of my ti. But this was a gamble with no chance of winning.
‘It would have been better if it wasn’t Han Seung-hyun.’
I wanted to go back to the beginning. If she went back, she wouldn’t have gotten involved with Jaeyoung. If only she hadn’t t Jaeyoung, if only she had run away from the scene so that he wouldn’t draw attention to her.
If I had just pushed it away instead of continuing our friendship out of complacency, I wouldn’t have felt the way I do now. If that were the case, I would have been able to enjoy the extra ti I was given without feeling regretful that the remaining ti was short.
I wanted to go back to the first feelings. Seunghyeon thought like that and let out a long sigh.
‘What good is a person like ?’
No matter how much I thought about it, I couldn’t figure it out. Lately, everything I’ve said to him has been an, and he doesn’t even rember being nice to before.
On the contrary, it wasn’t that strange that she liked Jaeyoung. If he’s that kind of person, wouldn’t he have no choice but to like anyone?
Not only does he have a handso and likeable appearance, but he also has a relaxed atmosphere that makes anyone feel comfortable. Tall height and dominant alpha trait. A conglorate that is one step away from the cumberso managent competition.
Even excluding the external aspects and background, it was like that. His attitude of being playful but not crossing the line, his way of being kind to people who showered him with an things, and his worried face.
Seunghyeon had confird that his fever had gone down a little while ago, but he felt the heat rising to his face again and shook his head. The more I thought about it, the more complicated my mind beca.
It didn’t matter what it looked like to others. It was none of his business to know whether Tae-seong was under the illusion that he was planning sothing great or whether Seon-hu was confused about his identity.
But I wanted to be a good person to Jaeyoung. As sweet as he was, he wanted to be sweet himself, and he wanted to explain each and every reason for his behavior.
Seunghyeon, who had been holding on to aningless thoughts for a long ti, let out a long sigh. A sex partner. It still didn’t seem real to that we had defined each other, as just thinking of our nas made feel strange.
That Jaeyoung chose to remain by my side despite that sowhat insulting title.
Seunghyun reached out and turned on his cell phone. She still couldn’t answer the text ssage from Jaeyoung.
[Jaeyoung Joo: Did you get in safely?] 5:45 PM
The ssage window displayed a read receipt. It was not hidden that it had been read, but there was no reply. It was because she couldn’t figure out what to talk about after breaking up like that.
I was a little surprised that Jaeyoung sent the ssage first. Although I felt anxious about him not being afraid of failure, I was secretly satisfied.
‘You shouldn’t do that.’
I needed to let go, but I couldn’t. I wanted them to let go, but I was glad they didn’t. It was a contradictory situation.
Seunghyun, who had been staring at the screen for a while, hesitated and sent a late reply.
[Yes] 8:12 PM
It was a half-hearted reply that was several days late. I thought it would be strange, but I just wanted to do it. Wouldn’t this be okay? The mont I was about to put my phone down, it vibrated as if I had been waiting for it.
“It’s a surprise.”
Seunghyun looked down at his phone. It was obvious it was the sender. Seunghyun, who was debating whether to accept it or not, pressed the receive button.
“… hello.”
I thought I should at least thank them for taking there. There was no answer from the person on the other end of the phone for a long ti, probably because they didn’t expect to answer the phone right away.
―… … .
“… If you don’t have anything to say, hang up.”
―No, no. Because I don’t know how to receive it.
Jaeyoung’s panicked voice ca through the phone. In what spirit did I make the call when I didn’t even think I would answer?
-The body… Are you okay?
A cautious voice tickled Seunghyeon’s ears. As if the argunt the day we last t never even existed. It was a friendly voice.
“… yes.”
Seunghyun laughed bitterly, thinking that he disliked that voice a little.
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