Entry #1
I don't actually know why I'm doing this.
I an, I know a lot of people write diaries, because it helps them keep track of their day, progress, and feelings. But I don't really want to keep track of any of that.....
Anyway, there's not much in my life that I would want to look back on in the future. Well, except for Granny obviously, but I'd rather spend ti with her than waste ti with this.
So why am I doing this? Well, Hina-tan told that she keeps a diary as well and wanted to do it alongside her.
Oh, maybe I should explain who Hina-tan is? I've never kept a diary before so I don't know if that's a thing.
Well, either way, I t this adorably shy girl at the grocery store a few weeks ago and we both reached for the mint chocolate Cookie Crush! I've never seen anyone else like that flavor because they say it clashes with the core taste of the cookie shake, but those dweebs don't understand real flavors like Hina-tan and I.
We've been talking ever since, and even found out that we're going to be attending the sa high school! She's been the only person outside of Granny that has made life actually fun, because with her there's no fakeness or putting on masks!
Unlike ....
I wonder how she would feel if she knew that my bubbliness was exaggerated... would she be disgusted? Disappointed? I don't know...
Arrrghhh, look at thinking about depressing things again, this is why i didn't want to do this!
I'll stop writing for today.
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Entry #4
Do people usually start these things with Dear Diary? That's what I read online but no way am I going to do that! I think....
Anyway, the entrance ceremony for high school was today and it was soooo fun! I'm so happy I t Hina-tan, her reactions are soooo cute! When you find a real friend, only then will you realize that everyone else were simply acquaintances that had minimal impact on your life.
I didn't even have to force my cheeriness that much, it felt natural for the first ti in a while! I usually don't feel like this unless I'm with Granny...
Oh right, she introduced to a boy today as well, her childhood friend apparently. Riku-tan was... a little odd. He's not a bad guy, but he feels like a typical 'boy', if that makes any sense...
I don't an to be offensive, but it felt like he nailed almost every single stereotype of high school boys, both good and bad. But if Hina-tan likes him, he must be a really good person in general.
As for the ceremony itself, it was a little boring once it started because it was speech after speech after speech after speech after speech after... You get the point, it was a LOT of speeches.
But the final speech was given by the really pretty student council president. I heard from the students around us that she won the position at the end of her first year, and is now in her second year.
Like, WHAT???? I don't know much about the process, but I know that it is pretty much impossible to do sothing like that unless one has real skills. I wish I could care so much about sothing like she does...
Even now, I sohow got in by passing the entrance exam, but it took months of study and sleepless nights to prepare for it... I'm worried that I'll struggle with classes and let Granny down....
FUCK, HERE I GO AGAIN WITH THE DEPRESSIVE SHIT.
I"M DONE FOR TODAY!
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Entry #8
Dear Diary,
Today was the first day of school and it went fine, I guess...
Just as I suspected, the coursework is soooo tough and I'm honestly a little scared. Granny always told I was people-smart, not book-smart, but isn't that essentially calling an idiot???
Hina-tan helped occasionally during breaks if I had a question, but most of the ti she was trying to teach Riku-tan. Unfortunately he didn't look like he cared and tried to brush her off but Hina-tan didn't let him go lol.
Looking at them, it feels like I'm watching a mother try to parent her child, which is kinda weird but also wholeso in a way. I wonder how he got into this school because he didn't seem like the studious type, maybe he cramd a lot like ?
I'm rooting for them to work out, it's clear that Hina-tan likes him because he's the only person other than that she's comfortable enough to not stutter around. Well, most of the ti at least.
But actually, there was sothing really strange that happened that I wanted to talk about. One of the students in our class is apparently the heir of a Yakuza family and a scary delinquent that likes to get into fights.
Granny told not to judge people by how they look, but co on!! He looks like the dictionary definition of a troublemaker, with blonde hair slicked back (it looks dyed btw), so many earrings that one can barely see his actual ears, and also wears his uniform loosely and untucked!
And his expression, holy shit it feels like he's pissed at everyone and everything! He had a frown for the entire school day! It's such a sha, because he seems pretty good-looking, but it's like soone decided to fingerpaint on their phone instead of buying a pretty case.
Everyone in class looked like they were sitting on pins and needles, too scared to make eye contact or even a hint of sound around him. I wonder if my first year of high school will be this uncomfortable all the ti.....
Well, with Hina-tan and Riku-tan around, I'm not too worried about not having fun. I just hope he doesn't set his eyes on us.
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Entry #9
Dear Diary,
Today sothing absolutely crazy happened!! That Yakuza guy punched a senior, and I heard it was because the senior looked at him wrong? I don't even know what that ans haha!
I didn't see the fight itself, but the senior ran past our classroom with a bleeding nose and it looked BAAAAAAD!
It's the second day of school for fuck's sake, how did he screw up this bad already? I don't even know how he got into Souhei High, maybe his dad pulled so strings?
He was sent to the student council president, I wonder what his punishnt is going to be? He ca back later with an annoyed look but didn't say anything, and everyone felt like a deer in headlights throughout the day.
Haaaa, seems like school life really will be this uncomfortable...
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Entry #17
Dear Diary,
I've been thinking about my club choices lately. The deadline is in like two weeks, and I have no idea what to pick!!
If I had the ti, I would choose two or three clubs but the clubs at Souhei are super rigorous and important so they recomnd to only decide on one...
I think I might wait for Hina-tan to choose one and do the sa thing as her, so that we can spend more ti together at school. I hope she picks either dance, cooking, or sothing fun like music!
I don't exactly have a lot of cash, so I feel terrible for turning down Hina-tan and Riku-tan's invitations to hang out sowhere so often.... They like going to the movies, trying different foods, and all sorts of fun stuff.
I want to do those too, and I know Granny would give the money if I asked her. But I also know that the debt my disgusting sperm donor left us with is getting worse and worse. I want to get a part-ti job, but last ti I tried that Granny got sooooooo mad!
She wanted to focus on studies and all that, but I also want to help in so way!
Anyway, the point is that I can't spend much ti with them after school, so this way I can hang out with Hina-tan without burning a hole in my pocket. I doubt that Riku-tan will choose the sa as us, I think he might join the E-Sports club but wouldn't be surprised if he left the decision for the last mont.
By the way, I know I shouldn't care about things like this but it's honestly a little interesting to hear about it again and again. That delinquent got into trouble for what feels like the 100th ti already, and this ti he was suspended for two days! I an, slapping the student council secretary will do that for you haha.
Not sure why he hasn't been expelled, but I'm getting more and more sure that his family is doing things behind the scenes to protect him... They're just like the debt collectors, taking advantage of their power to mistreat people and get away with it scot-free. Annoying.
Well, it shows that his parents care about him, I wonder what that feels like?
AGGGHHH NO! GRANNY IS ENOUGH FOR !
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Entry #30
DEAR DIARY,
HOLYYYY SHIT! I JUST SAW THE HANDSOST GUY I HAVE EVER SEEN IN MY LIFE!!!!!
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