Chapter 1206 Are you willing to let her go like this?
"I heard from the nurse that you drove Yanxi away. You are so good, why did you drive Yanxi away?"
His attitude towards Yanxi was that he was afraid of throwing her while holding her in his hand, so how could he be willing to drive her away?
He was so seriously injured that even without anesthesia, he would probably not be able to feel all the pain when he saw Yanxi.
Yanxi is his best anesthetic and life-saving antidote.
He Junbai looked out the window, and his voice was tinged with sadness, "Jinglan, I shouldn't hold Yanxi down, she is free."
As her person is free, her heart must also be free.
Now she has lost her mory, and the mories she has lost are all about him.
Now, he is the only one living with the mory of the past. All his efforts and his deep love for her are a burden to Yanxi.
She has no mory. To her, He Junbai is a complete stranger.
Let her be with a stranger, which is really difficult.
And the last thing he wanted to do was force her.
He was unwilling to force her, and was even more unwilling to make her unhappy, especially for a person who was unhappy, and he could not forgive herself.
In love, the one who loves deeply is always passive and humble.
He loves Yanxi deeply and is ashad of her, so even if she wants the moon in the sky, he will do whatever it takes to get it for her.
Even if it ans taking this life, he will give it without hesitation.
It's a pity... Everything he could give was worthless in Yanxi's eyes.
She doesnt need it.
No matter how much he gives, it will be a burden to Yanxi.
So, he thought clearly and figured it out, and let her go free.
When Yanxi didn't show up before, he had no faith, so he began to believe in Buddhism and started doing good deeds to accumulate rit, hoping that the Buddha could keep Yanxi safe and sound.
As long as she is still alive in this world, whether she loves him or wants to kill him, he will be happy.
As long as Yanxi is still alive, as long as he can breathe with her under the sa sky, he is happy.
Love has reached the extre, he no longer forces it, nor does he dare to hope that he and Yanxi can go back to the past.
As long as she is good, he is good.
She affects all his senses, his joys, sorrows and joys.
Gu Jinglan sneered disdainfully, "Jun Bai, are you willing to just let her go like this?"
When Yanxi wanted to assassinate Shangguan Ling, he was the one who stood in the middle, and it was he who shalessly interceded for Yanxi.
When Yanxi was captured and dealt with by Qi Lianyi, he was also the one who went to Shangguan Ling and begged him to help save Yanxi.
Because of Yanxi, he returned to the Xi family and tried to avenge Yanxi.
Doesnt everything he did count as a contribution?
Leaving aside his status as He Junbais friend, from an outsiders perspective, what happened back then was not intentional by He Junbai, and he was completely frad.
When sothing happened to Yanxi, the most saddened person was He Junbai.
However, it is reasonable for him to bla himself and feel guilty because of what happened to Yanxi.
But this cannot be the reason for Yanxi to hurt him again and again.
No matter how strong He Junbai is, he is still a human being, a person of flesh and blood who can cry and feel pain.
Yan Xi just walked away, taking away his soul and leaving He Junbai as a walking corpse. What is the difference between this and killing him?
He Junbai smiled and shook his head. The loneliness in his eyes made Gu Jinglan tremble with fear.
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