Chapter 714: 714 My pain brought about his transformation_1
Wen Qianxi was thinking, if the pain was what she inflicted upon him, then what did it matter to him if he found another love that was deeply etched into his heart?
Knowing his past, Eleven might have a way to improve their relationship and then...
The story, to so extent, was similar to what Jin Xiangnan and she had told, except that Wen Qianxi was one of the main characters, so so things seed more vivid as if they were alive before her eyes.
She could feel their emotions more clearly.
Seeing that Eleven was distracted, Wen Qianxi called out, "Are you okay? Do you want to continue? You look a bit pale. Are you bothered about my past with him?"
"No," Eleven quickly shook her head, "It’s just... his past was quite surprising to . It sounds so beautiful. A love from youth like that, it must be his cherished mory."
Otherwise, why would he keep those photos until now?
She wasn’t jealous, one could have a past, mories could exist. Besides, his past was different from that of ordinary people, she would try to understand him.
"Just like , there are still tis when I can’t help but think of Xiangbei. Sotis, it would only take a walk in a certain place, a place where we once held hands and shared secrets, and I would suddenly think of him. These are things we cannot control with our brains. Perhaps... after ten or twenty more years, they still won’t disappear. They are the unforgettable pieces of our youth."
"That was beautifully put ..." Although Wen Qianxi was smiling, her face depicted so sense of helplessness, "I’m just afraid...that in his mories, I wasn’t that wonderful."
Eleven paused briefly, understanding Wen Qianxi’s aning.
She continued, "At that ti, I wasn’t sure if he had let go, all I knew was that I was the last person he wanted to see. Do you know..."
Wen Qianxi chuckled gently, her tone nostalgic, "Before that incident, he seed like a helpless child in front of . Every ti I visited, he would run towards my voice, just like a child. This made
question, was our relationship based on love? I was perplexed and felt that he was only dependent on , like a little brother who would always show affection to his big sister. As for , did I actually have feelings for him, or did I simply pity him and want to protect him? I wanted to leave to clear my head and sort out our relationship. Who knew...that it would hurt him so much."
Wen Qianxi seed to regret it; she probably thought it would have been better if she hadn’t doubted.
She was not soone who would blindly accept uncertainties. Therefore, she wanted to clarify certain things.
If she knew what would transpire, or if the Wen family had inford her, she definitely wouldn’t have left him.
No matter if she was a sister or a girlfriend, she wouldn’t let him do such a foolish thing nor bear to let him.
She sighed saying, "Perhaps it was destiny. My hurt resulted in his transformation. Even when I realized my true feelings, it was already too late. His determination was as strong as when he slit his wrist, I knew there was no going back, so I didn’t attempt to reconcile afterwards, choosing to walk away instead. It seed more comfortable for him that way."
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