Chapter 64: Chapter 64: Am I still in your heart, right? _1
Her silence only fueled Jin Xiangbei’s anger further: "Speak! How much is it to keep you? Whatever you want, I’ll give you!"
Eleven didn’t answer him, struggling hard to pull her hand back.
At this mont, he dragged her by the hand into the room.
Eleven didn’t have the strength to fight him, and could only struggle with his grip, shouting, "Jin Xiangbei! Let
go!"
He dragged her into the bathroom and turned on the shower, with both of them standing under the cascade of water. The cold water of early spring was still icy and bone-chilling, making Eleven shiver all over, unable to adapt to the sudden temperature change.
Water stread down from above her head, making it difficult for her to keep her eyes open.
"Jin Xiangbei!"
She tried to escape the waterfall of water, but he held her tight, dousing her head with the handheld shower.
"Have you gone mad, what are you doing!"
Her shouts didn’t seem to soften him.
"I want you to wake up!" Only when she was soaked through did he angrily throw the showerhead onto the floor. Gripping her arms, he looked at her unable-to-open eyes and shouted, "Fang Eleven! Are you awake now!"
Eleven felt a little weak, her entire body wet. Her arms hurt from his grip.
"Why are you doing this to yourself? Letting those n touch you, don’t you feel disgusted?!"
How could she respond to sothing that had never happened before?
But he didn’t seem to want to hear her explanation at all, choosing to blindly believe the words of others. His eyes blinded by anger, she had nothing more to say.
Fang Eleven’s stubborn silence seed to weigh heavily on Jin Xiangbei’s heart.
His heart ached. Why had Eleven changed like this?
What exactly had happened over the years?
In his rage, the now reckless Jin Xiangbei couldn’t care less, suddenly kissing the water droplets off her lips.
Eleven struggled, and his kiss was domineering, beyond refusal. She was simply no match for his strength.
They’d been together for three years. They had kissed before.
They were deeply in love with each other, right in this villa, on a hot sumr day, when they had kissed unexpectedly and irresistibly.
He could have taken her then when they were mutually in love, but they both maintained a rare sobriety. At that ti, Eleven had not co of age, and he held himself back.
Later, when she was of legal age, he still controlled himself. They even talked about getting married and saving their first night for their wedding night.
They also ntioned they might give in early, but that would be at least after she had graduated and entered university.
No one knew how painful it was for him to resist. His beloved was right by his side, but he insisted on this principle for many years, only to lose everything in the end!
Now, the familiar taste was on his lips.
Eleven was not heartless. As she was trapped by his kiss, she recalled many past mories in this villa and thus was lost in thought.
Jin Xiangbei slowly cald down. He held Eleven’s face, gently and expectantly: "Eleven, do you still have
in your heart?"
Eleven deflected his hand, wiping away the scent he left on her lips, and said, "It doesn’t matter anymore. It doesn’t matter who still has feelings for whom."
"Why doesn’t it matter!" Jin Xiangbei was irritated, pushing her back against the wall, "I should have taken you right here, right in this place! Why did I care about your age?!"
Eleven stood there, barefoot without shoes, taking a deep breath, "Would anything have changed? Even if I had completely submitted to you, you would still betray
that year. Jin Xiangbei, there’s nothing that could change. Even if I were pregnant with your child at that ti, I still would have chosen to leave you. That’s who I am, and you should know that."
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