There are two kinds of experts. The kind who know their subject well enough to take it apart and put it back together again. And then there are the experts who are really good at watching other people and giving them marks out of ten.
The second kind are also a useless bunch of twats.
Not that people shouldnt be allowed to express their opinion or make a judgentwithout this instinct humans wouldnt have survived the earlier part of our developnt. Its just that there isnt very much you can do with the second kind these days apart from use it for marketing purposes.
A bunch of people have decided on the film of the year. Okay. So what? Does that help you understand the difference between a good and a bad movie? Do the bad movies not make money?
A group of people whose taste is probably nothing like yours or anyone you knows voted on it. They spent a lot of ti having a good think. There was a big ceremony and everything.
There was a ti when you could trust soones judgent because if you made a bad choice, you died. Bad opinions got weeded out. Your opinion on the safest route through the jungle ca with consequences. Nowadays you might get so an tweets sent your way.
Admittedly its more fun choosing the order things go on a list than figuring out how sothing actually works. Real expertise, the kind that you can use, is hard work. An annoyingly large amount. If you find soone who already has so, you should hang onto him. Or her. But probably him.
You could always go through and have a look, said Claire. She was standing in front of the archway, gliding her hands across the surface like she might spring a secret door if she touched the right spot.
Why would I do that? I asked.
Why not?
Because thats what Peter wants to do. That alone is reason enough to stay well clear.
Having decided to reject Joshayas attempt to get to do Peters dirty work for him, I still had to decide on my next move. It seed safest to stay down here until I ca up with an idea. The Elf might crush the church under its heel and move on, leaving and Claire as the only two left. Actually, perhaps it would be better to go back up top.
But Arthur might be through here. She put her ear against the wall.
I doubt it. Whatever Peter wants to do, its going to be to his advantage. I doubt hed want to bring back the guy who thought he was a bit of a dick.
You wont know until you look. Not like we have much else to do.
Are you really Claire, or Joshaya in disguise?
Im not saying we should help him, I just an we should know what it is hes trying to do. We might be able to use it ourselves.
She had a fairly reasonable point. Walking around blind, being led from pillar to post and never seeing where the road was leading had left us confused and lost. Not much you can do standing in a crypt staring at a wall.
Claire moved her head up and down with her cheek against the wall.
What are you doing? I asked her.
Im listening. Seeing if I can pick up any thoughts. If I can make a connection with soone, I might be able to talk to them.
I dont think it works like that.
How do you know? She had there. You havent really been on top of your ga for a while now, have you?
The critique of my leadership style took unawares, so I might have gone a bit defensive. Whats that supposed to an you fucking ingrate? I saved you enough tis to regret it.
You were a lot sharper back when we started. Back before you hooked up with Jenny.
Claire was the last person Id expect to question my relationship with Jenny. They were close personal friends, after all, and won always actually, I think I just solved the mystery.
Im not with her anymore, am I? I pointed out.
No. And look how much quicker you spotted Joshaya and sent him packing. More like your old miserable trusts-no-one self.
And what was I like when I was all lovey-dovey?
Oh, um I could see she was searching for just the right word to piss off the most. Smug.
Good job. Smug? You think I was smug?
Pleased with yourself.
I know what smug ans, thanks.
Okay, not smug. Satisfied with how well youd done.
That also ans smug, you fucking Roget-reject. And youre wrong, as usual. My ability to spot a dickhead has remained consistent, its just that theyve been getting better at hiding it. Joshayas been changing appearances and coming at from all different angles. Thats not by coincidence. He had a strategy, probably given to him by Peter, to get us right here. Whatevers behind there, its not good for us.
It might be a weapon. We could use one of those.
Seriously, are you working for Peter? Did you sell out, Claire? Promised to hand over in exchange for so magic beans? I was being sarcastic (in case you couldnt tell), but magic beans might be worth quite a lot in this place. Id have taken that deal.
Claire scowled at . It was possible Joshaya had taken her place and stuffed her in a coffin, but it seed less and less likely. You could copy the face, but the combination of displeased and unsatisfied she wore so effortlessly had to be drilled day after day. Wrinkles dont just ingrain themselves.
Instead of tossing around insults, perhaps you should think of a way to get us out of here alive.
Why cant I do both?
Oh, just stop it. Ill help you get her back after this is over. Right now, you have to find out whats behind this wall. Cant you use your gardening skills to help get a signal?
It took a mont to realise gardening was a reference to the vines I could manipulate. If I could get her ability to poke through the barrier, she might be able to hear what was going on that side of the wall.
Actually, that might work.
Really? Always a good sign when the person is stunned you took their suggestion seriously.
Yes, really. I treat ideas with the respect they deserve. People, not so much. Now shut your fat mouth and stand next to the wall. This wont hurt. Probably. Try to read my mind.
She flattened herself against the wall and gave a thumbs up. Then she glared at like shed like to punch in the face. She didnt actually want to hit , it was just the way she looked when she was concentrating on her ability. I decided to assu.
I separated from my body. It was a lot easier now that I had no connections to hold back. All I had to do was think clearly and firmly about leaving my body, and I was out.
There werent any vines down here apart from the ones coming off Claire. There were quite a few of those, but only one floating loose, aid in my direction.
It had tried to reach , perhaps bounced off my Teflon exterior, and would most likely shrivel up in a minute. I grabbed it, like taking a snake by the throat. Homoerotic images aside, it throbbed in my grasp (homoerotic images not as aside as Id hoped).
The portal had changed to a dark hole. It was exactly the sa as the one under the temple. Were the two connected? A back door? (those homoerotic images really dont like being marginalised).
I wrangled Claires probe towards the portal and shoved it through. I pushed it in as far as my elbowI didnt want to go in too deep and get grabbed by whatever was on the other side.
I let go and returned to my body to see the results of my deft bit of tentacle manipulation.
Claire was standing where Id left her, although her eyes were spinning like shed had one too many vodka and red bulls.
What can you hear? I asked her.
Ay, ay, ay was all that ca out of her mouth. The strain of what I had done might have been too much and sent her full mariachi. Never a good thing.
Concentrate, I shouted at her, hoping to sharpen her focus. If she was going to have so sort of ntal collapse, she could at least give a bit of recon first.
No, no, I cant She turned and began staggering away from the wall.
There was a glimr of sothing between her and the portal. The vine was partially visible to . I could see it was attached, and that her moving away was about to pull it loose.
There wasnt ti to convince her to keep going. I had managed to plug her into the other side, I just needed her to get a fix on the occupants of the room behind there.
I grabbed her by the shoulders and pushed her back towards the wall.
She struggled, pushed my hands off, and tried to leave again. I caught her around the waist and swung her around to face the other way. Co on, Claire. Just get a clear picture of whats in there.
She responded by elbowing in the stomach.
It wasnt super-hard, but enough to wind . I bent over trying to catch my breath. She was off again, stumbling towards the exit, one hand clutching her head.
I kicked out and caught her ankle; she fell over. I grabbed her foot and dragged her back so she was lying next to the wall. The vine was still connected.
Co on, this is important. What do you see?
My head I cant
The old not tonight, Ive got a headache ruse. How can won even try sothing so clichd? Shaful. She started crawling away. I had her foot in my hand still and leaned back to prevent her getting away. It was like trying to stop a crocodile getting back in the water by holding its tail. Not particularly advisable.
Let go.
No. Dont give up. Use your anger to push through the pain.
Fuck you!
Good. Now direct it at the wall.
Fuck you! Fuck you! Fuck you! Still directed at .
She scrambled to get away as I was pulled after her. Attach her to a sled and I might finally have found a use for her.
Do it, I shouted at her.
She began screaming: Non-consensual! Non-consensual!
What are you doing?
We both stopped and looked towards the voice. The others, including Dudley and Maurice, who had spoken, were at the other end of the crypt watching us. I let go of Claires foot.
Ah, there you are. Not what it looks like, I said. We were trying to get her power to work through the wall, and, um...
Non-consensual! shouted Claire.
Stop saying that. Theyre going to get the wrong idea.
She was on her feet now, not looking happy. What wrong idea? You tried to force against my will. Thats non-consensual.
Only if I was trying to fuck you. Which I wasnt, I said to Maurice. You feeling better are you? Seem to have got your colour back. What does it an when youre inadvertently racist under pressure?
It doesnt have to be sexual, said Claire. Consensual can refer to anything.
Yes, but people dont use it like that. No one complains about a non-consensual handshake, do they? Did you see what was in there?
Yes. No. Im not sure. It was like I was on the edge of sothing Her brow creased like she was wincing from the mory.
Well, go back in.
No. It hurt. She had moved over to Maurice and embraced him. Like that would save her.
The others had co closer and were looking at for an explanation or solution or free candy. I dont know, it was always sothing with this lot.
Save us, teach us, treat us as equals.
One ridiculous demand after another.
You two just ca round, did you? I asked Maurice and Dudley. I assud Joshaya peacing out had sothing to do with it.
Yeah, said Maurice.
I feel quite refreshed, actually, said Dudley. Being dead in a wheelbarrow was like spending a weekend at a spa, apparently.
The Elfs coomin, said Flossie.
Any ideas? asked Jenny.
The gang was back together. I could feel all hope leaving . Bunch of fucking parasites, thats what they reminded of. Feeding off the host until the bones were picked clean off the carcass. Claire seed to think I was at my most perceptive and inspirational when I was at my most miserable and hopeless. That should have ant I was currently the most brilliant person who had ever fucking lived.
Why even bother? Now that Maurice was back online, hed probably co up with a way to piggyback off my ability to defeat the Elf and Peter.
I looked at him, a cold trickle of ice water sliding across my mind. Hed discovered his power and upgraded it in one fell swoop. Hed found a way to use other peoples abilities. Worked out how to get through my defences. Maybe Joshayas tactic of keeping off-balance hadnt co from Peter, after all.
When did you make a deal with Peter? I asked him.
Claire went gargoyle at record speed, her face folding into a frightening visage of contempt. What are you talking about?
I ignored her. I know you wanted a power like the rest of us, but to sell us out...
Everyone looked at Maurice, who hadnt said anything. No denial. I didnt sell out. I Im sorry. His head dropped and I waited for the walls to co tumbling down.
No, said Claire. What is this? So plan the two of you have cooked up without telling us?
Its true, said Maurice, not looking up at her. He said hed show my power if I let him share it. Without him, it hardly works at all. Its useless.
Claire was having trouble accepting her boyfriend had turned traitor. From his point of view, I could see the temptation. He probably convinced himself hed find a way to turn it to our advantage. In the anti, Peter had been using him to guide us here, prid to do his bidding.
Whats behind there? I asked him.
I dont know. He didnt tell . Hes desperate for you to let it out, though.
This isnt a trick? Claire was quite distraught as the truth sank in. But you dont need a power. So what if its not very strong? You cant let him use you
Maurice shook his head. Im sorry. I need to find out what Im capable of, and hes the only one who can help .
But how How did I not know? I would have Claires eyes widened with realisation. Did you use your power on ?
Maurice looked deflated, half his normal size. Im sorry.
I guess she was right. Non-consensual doesnt have to be sexual.
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