Hobbyist VTuber Chapter 123

Kim Jung-hyun was, in many ways, a sheltered girl.

Having grown up as a delicate flower in the confines of a grand hanok, her experience in the broader world was severely lacking.

While her determination and ability to act decisively were impressive by any standard,

her privileged upbringing often held her back.

“The quintessential rich girl, it seems.”

Her awkwardness and inexperience beca evident whenever she ventured into the unfamiliar.

These qualities—her clumsiness and naivety—were what Kim Jung-hyun found most humiliating about herself.

For instance, her lifelong misunderstanding of the word Love was one thing,

but an unintentional confession of love? That was beyond mortifying.

As soone accustod to being treated with reverence, she was conscious of maintaining her image as a proper "lady."

Thus, whenever her awkwardness resulted in unintended consequences, she would turn red with embarrassnt.

Ha-eun, in her role as Kim Jung-hyun, had to embody this sense of sha.

“Embarrassnt…”

However, Ha-eun had rarely acted out such emotions before.

Perhaps it was because she herself had little tolerance for the feeling of embarrassnt.

It wasn’t until yesterday that she truly grasped this new emotion.

While Baek Tae-hoon’s praise confird she had portrayed the emotion effectively,

understanding it on a personal level was a different matter entirely.

Experiencing and understanding new emotions was never sothing Ha-eun found easy.

Whenever she found herself stepping into unfamiliar territory like this, it brought about a flood of thoughts.

The lingering emotional residue from her performance was stronger than usual this ti.

Kim Jung-hyun’s embarrassnt, which had taken hold of Ha-eun during the shoot, refused to dissipate.

“Maybe I got too into character.”

She shook her head lightly, trying to dispel the heat rising to her face.

The mories of the previous night’s cringe-worthy monts floated to the surface like soap bubbles, taunting her.

Despite her efforts, the emotional turmoil refused to subside.

It seed she had overextended herself while channeling this unfamiliar feeling for her performance.

By the ti the next scene was set to begin, there was only one minute left.

Still tangled in her thoughts, Ha-eun finally made a decision.

Step.

She stepped in front of the cara, her emotions still raw.

She chose to portray Kim Jung-hyun’s ongoing turmoil as authentically as possible,

allowing her lingering embarrassnt to shape her performance.

She aid to fully embody Kim Jung-hyun’s inner turmoil,

while also using this opportunity to explore how far she could push her own limits in portraying embarrassnt.

“I’ll reward myself with cake later,” she decided,

knowing the strain of such an emotionally intense performance would leave her drained.

With the director’s Action cue, the scene began.

“Tsk, the old man who raged at every minor scratch is strangely silent about a gunshot wound.”

“He thinks it was my mistake. Please don’t reveal the truth you know.”

The official story was that Kim Jung-hyun’s injury resulted from a hunting accident, not an assassination attempt.

Her grandfather, Kim Ja-gyeom, used the injury as an excuse to confine her to the inner quarters of the hanok.

Even allowing Park Joo-ho access to her room was part of this strategy to keep her inside.

Better she read foreign books indoors than risk another incident involving an Arican firearm outside.

However, as Park Joo-ho’s "alphabet lessons" dragged on...

“Why do you keep repeating the section on L?”

“I-I haven’t fully mastered it yet. It’s definitely not for any other reason!”

The ti Kim Jung-hyun spent alone with Park Joo-ho in her small room continued to stretch on.

Haunted by the "Love" incident, she found herself stealing glances at him more frequently.

Over ti, her focus shifted. The letters in the textbook began to matter less than Park Joo-ho’s gaze.

She cared more about what he was thinking than the words in the Arican books.

To Kim Jung-hyun, Park Joo-ho was an enigma—soone whose significance she couldn’t quite define.

Though he often appeared disapproving, he never cut ties with her or abandoned her.

On the day her injury worsened, it was Park Joo-ho who brought a skilled doctor to her side.

Perhaps that was why...

“Enough about the alphabet. Why don’t you tell about yourself today?”

Deciding to confront her growing feelings head-on, Kim Jung-hyun resolved to learn more about him.

She turned her head slightly, her cautious gaze fixed on Park Joo-ho.

Her eyes briefly dropped to her hands, noticing how her fingers fidgeted unconsciously.

Finally, she let her tangled emotions spill forth.

“Looking back, I’ve only ever asked things of you. I never tried to learn about you.”

Her voice, tinged with a faint tremor, carried a mix of guilt, curiosity, and affection.

The rawness of her feelings, unfiltered and laid bare, seed to ask Park Joo-ho for guidance.

But Baek Tae-hoon, embodying Park Joo-ho, responded with icy detachnt,

reinforcing the emotional distance between their characters.

“It’s not an interesting story.”

He recounted the hardships of fleeing to Arica as a child to escape those who pursued him,

and the struggles of surviving in a foreign land where he didn’t even speak the language.

Kim Jung-hyun’s small voice finally broke the silence.

“I’ve reopened an old wound, haven’t I? …What can I possibly say to make it right?”

The embarrassnt she conveyed this ti was of a different kind—sincere and apologetic.

For a mont, Park Joo-ho’s steadfast gaze wavered, caught off guard by her genuine remorse.

“In the end, it’s all my fault for rejecting your help back then. You’ve been so patient with ….”

Her flushed cheeks and trembling voice mirrored the embarrassnt of her earlier mistake,

but this ti, there were no excuses. No justifications.

“From now on, do as you wish. You don’t have to co here again. I’ll speak to Grandfather myself.”

With those words, she relinquished all control to Park Joo-ho,

unknowingly planting the seeds of change in his heart.

His unwavering resolve, forged by the tragedy of his parents’ deaths, began to shift ever so slightly.

Not long after, Hanson Arnold, a missionary and Kim Jung-hyun’s confidant, began visiting her regularly.

This, too, was orchestrated by Kim Ja-gyeom, a calculated move to keep her tethered to the hanok.

“Everyone admires you, Miss Jung-hyun. Mr. Kim, in particular, has spoken highly of you.”

“Comrade Kim? Really?”

“Yes.”

As a missionary who genuinely cared for Joseon, Hanson was a vital ally to the independence movent.

His presence also bridged the gap between Kim Jung-hyun and her fellow freedom fighters.

anwhile, Park Joo-ho watched from the sidelines, his expression unreadable.

Though he respected Hanson for saving his life as a child,

he couldn’t help but feel uneasy about the growing connection between Hanson and Kim Jung-hyun.

“Why are you so eager to throw yourself into danger? Wouldn’t it be easier to stay under your grandfather’s protection?”

“Soone has to do this.”

“It doesn’t have to be you.”

“Nor did it have to be any of the others. They acted because they believed it was their duty.”

“And so do I.”

Her quiet determination deepened the complexity of Park Joo-ho’s expression.

Despite being given the choice to leave her behind, he continued to stay.

Though he wished she would abandon the path of resistance, he knew her resolve was unshakable.

So, on the day news arrived that her comrades were in danger…

“I don’t care what happens to , but could you help them?”

Her voice quivered, her head bowed in sha.

Even so, she dared to ask him for help once more.

The girl, who was ashad of her past, now carried the burden of sha for the sake of freedom.

In the end, even Park Joo-ho, once disillusioned with Joseon, couldn’t help but look toward the ideal of liberty.

Finally, on that fateful night...

“Haa.”

Click.

With Kim Jung-hyun confined to the hanok,

Park Joo-ho set out to rescue her comrades in her stead.

For the first ti in years, the empty revolver he carried was loaded with bullets.

***

“Your performance was sharp today. Good work.”

Baek Tae-hoon’s satisfied voice followed the scene’s completion, which had wrapped up flawlessly in a single take.

Catching her irregular breaths, Ha-eun returned the sentint with a polite, “Thank you for your hard work today.”

A little while later, Joo Jung-yoon approached, holding the small slice of cake Ha-eun had asked for earlier.

Only after taking a bite and savoring the soft sweetness lting in her mouth did the tightness in her chest begin to ease.

However, it had been a long ti since Ha-eun had requested sothing sweet.

Naturally, this piqued Jung-yoon’s curiosity as to why she had pushed herself to such an emotional performance.

And so, the question ca.

“Did you just confess your love to Baek Tae-hoon or sothing?”

As Ha-eun’s manager, Jung-yoon was aware of the on-screen relationships in The Sunshine, so the question wasn’t entirely out of left field.

Still, Ha-eun’s response leaned more toward denial.

“I was a bit flustered during the shoot, but no, I haven’t confessed anything like that.”

“Then what’s the deal?”

“Well… let’s just say I kept sending him ‘love calls’ until he picked one up.”

Ha-eun reflected that she might have let her emotions get the better of her.

But before she could elaborate further, Jung-yoon cut her off, telling her to finish her cake first.

As soone who knew Ha-eun well, Jung-yoon understood that sweets helped calm her down.

The conversation shifted away from The Sunshine and onto the upcoming recording of Infinite Challenge Song Festival,

an effort to redirect Ha-eun’s focus as they climbed into the manager’s van.

“This ti, all the mini-gas involve a lot of movent, so dress comfortably,” Jung-yoon advised.

“Can I wear sweats, then?” Ha-eun asked.

“…Not that comfortably. Let’s keep it reasonable.”

Jung-yoon explained the outfit guidelines for the recording day:

flexible enough for physical activities but stylish enough to reflect Ha-eun’s charm as a female singer.

Of course, knowing Ha-eun’s boundless energy all too well, Jung-yoon felt compelled to add:

“If you tear your clothes, it’ll be a total disaster. Don’t overdo it, okay?”

“…Fine.”

“Wait, why the hesitation? Keep this up, and I’ll make you wear a dress.”

“Okay, okay, I get it! I’ll be careful!”

Determined to prevent any wardrobe malfunctions caused by Ha-eun’s enthusiasm,

Jung-yoon’s nagging persisted right up until the recording day of Infinite Challenge Song Festival.

The day’s line-up was packed with popular idols and solo male singers, each boasting massive fanbases.

While the regular cast of Infinite Challenge was accustod to the chaos,

Jung-yoon was particularly concerned about guest singers like Ha-eun accidentally overwhelming the competition.

“In my day, if a male idol so much as brushed against a female guest, fans would show up at their doorstep to throw insults.”

“No way, that’s a bit much… isn’t it?” Ha-eun replied skeptically.

“It’s true.”

About an hour later, the recording of Infinite Challenge Song Festival began.

The show’s host, Sung Yoo-seok, recapped amusing anecdotes from the preparations so far.

anwhile, in the back of Ha-eun’s mind, Jung-yoon’s repeated pleas of “Please, take it easy!” kept replaying.

“Okay, rock-paper-scissors, winner takes all—let’s go!”

The ga to determine the performance order at Gocheok Sky Do had begun: a hamr ga with colorful plastic hamrs and steel bowls.

Still sowhat distracted, Ha-eun faced off against a male solo singer who quickly realized he had lost the round.

Clang!

The singer hastily donned a stainless steel bowl as a makeshift helt.

But the mont Ha-eun’s toy hamr struck the bowl, the sound reverberated through the set.

Thud!

The sturdy bowl dented slightly at the center, despite supposedly absorbing the impact.

Yet Ha-eun frowned, dissatisfied.

“Hm, I think I need to swing it faster next ti.”

Her comnt, devoid of any awareness of wrongdoing, sent a chill through the male singer.

“Ti out! Can I request a substitution, please?!”

Desperate, he called for a teammate to take his place,

having seen stars flash in his vision the mont Ha-eun’s hamr connected.

Jung-yoon, watching from the sidelines, buried her face in her hands.

She had warned Ha-eun repeatedly, but now it seed like the only thing she could do was pray the rest of the show would survive Ha-eun’s enthusiasm.