Chapter 318 The Grief of Love
Xia Ning looks at Lei Buyang’s helpless expression. Suddenly, she feels that she has created the embarrassnt by herself.
She knows the sad history of Lei Buyang’s romance. However, she believes he is expected to suffer from his doings. He always keeps going after girls blindly. He should understand that people having too many romances always ends up in regret.
Lei Buyang notices Xia Ning’s reaction. He bursts into laughter, “Girl, I am kidding. Ah...”
Lei Buyang suddenly cries and frowns. The wound hurts.
“I will call the doctor.” Xia Ning stands up and wants to press the button.
Lei Buyang reaches to stop her, “No need...I can withstand it. Ning, can you promise one thing?”
“Yeah. What is it?”
“Can you sit down and chat with for a while?”
Xia Ning is worried. There is no problem for her to do so. However, Lei Buyang has just woken and is seriously injured. So she answers, “You may have a rest first. After you get better...”
“Ning, just for one ti.” Lei Buyang says sincerely.
Xia Ning feels her heart softened. Lei Buyang is a very successful man, but he is sincerely begging her to talk with him. For an instant, she feels sorry for this man.
“OK.” Xia Ning sits down, “I can stay to chat with you. But you have to pay attention to your wound.”
Lei Buyang nods. He gives a sigh of relief, “Ning, I loved soone. Deeply!”
Xia Ning blinks her eyes and listens in patience.
“I am an orphan. All the people around didn’t treat as a man. I was bullied everywhere. She was an exception to . She didn’t mind my inferiority. She sincerely made friends with and was very kind to .” Lei Buyang’s eyes blur. He feels warm and sweet in his heart. He continues, “I t her by accident. She was as beautiful and kind as a goddess. She was simply perfect without any flaws. At that ti, I couldn’t but look at her from far away. I swore I would work very hard to protect her all her life.”
“So, in the next ten years, because of this purpose, because of the lovely girl, I worked really hard. Luckily, during the ti, I was not repulsed by her. Instead, she gave so opportunities to get closer to her, though I was so...humble.”
Lei Buyang stops here. His bright eyes are covered with mist.
Xia Ning feels her heart tightened. Unconsciously, she feels sothing bad.
Lei Buyang doesn’t speak for quite a while. Xia Ning asks, “Then, what happened later?”
“Then, I succeeded. I gathered all my courage to ask her to be my girlfriend. She agreed.” Lei Buyang slightly lifts his lips, “At the mont she said yes, I felt I was the happiest man in the world. It was a blessing of ten lifetis for to be able to stay with her.”
Xia Ning looks at the joy in Lei Buyang’s eyes. She can imagine how Lei Buyang felt at that ti. Even now, he fails to control his excitent.
It is really surprising that Lei Buyang could love soone so sincerely.
“The days I spent with her was the sweetest and happiest ti all my life. One day, I finally proposed to her.”
Lei Buyang turns to Xia Ning, “Actually, I was always thinking of proposing to her. I hesitated because I was lack of confidence. I was afraid that I was not good enough and she wouldn’t agree. I felt very nervous and had a careful consideration before I made the proposal.”
Xia Ning smiles, “Did she agree?”
Lei Buyang nods, “Yes. So, I was too excited to fall asleep for three days and nights. During the days, I paid all my attention to get prepared for the wedding. I made plans for the future of us and how to spend the rest of our life. I listed so three-year plans, five-year plans and ten-year plans. I even made plans for our last days of life. I only wanted to give her all the best in the world. I was clear that I was not good enough. She agreed to marry . Actually, she was worth soone better. I knew.”
Xia Ning cocks her head. She is curious about who the woman is. She is also curious about what kind of woman can make Lei Buyang so crazy about her.
However, she understands. When faced with the person one loves most, he will think that even all the best things in the world together don’t seem to be enough.
It is just like that of Yi Yunrui. She owes him too much. She feels blessed to be able to marry such an excellent man.
“However, three days before the wedding date, she broke her promise.” Lei Buyang closes his eyes and unconsciously clenches his hands.
Xia Ning feels surprisingly shocked. It happened many years ago, but Lei Buyang still feels such grief till now. It is imaginable what a terrible shock it was to him at that ti.
“Why did she...break the promise?” Xia Ning asks in a gentle voice.
Lei Buyang opens his eyes. His eyes gleam sharply. But he calms down soon, “She said that she fell in love with soone else.”
Fell in love with soone else...
Xia Ning feels shocked. Lei Buyang loved the woman for over ten years and worked hard for her all the years. However, she tells the truth three days before the wedding. It was too cruel and unacceptable.
No one can accept it easily.
“Ning, I didn’t mind she had soone else in her heart. I really didn’t mind. If she had stayed with , I would have tried even harder to get her approval. I would do whatever I could to wipe that man from her heart!” Lei Buyang’s eyes gleam decisively, “I knew whom she fell in love with. I also knew that man would not marry her. I also clearly understood why she told about that. She didn’t want to lie to . She preferred to bear that alone rather than accepting my love.”
Lei Buyang takes a deep breath. He looks painful, “She was really a fool. I really didn’t mind, as long as she would stay with .”
Xia Ning can feel the pain in Lei Buyang’s heart, which seems to make him suffocated. Xia Ning asks, “Did that man like her?”
Lei Buyang darkens his eyes, “I didn’t know. As to that man, she hardly ntioned anything. I only knew that man left her, while she kept waiting for him. She waited for the love she had never got all the ti!”
“Is she still waiting now?”
Lei Buyang turns to Xia Ning. After quite a while, he responds word by word, “She died in my embrace.”
Xia Ning feels her heart ache to hear the words!
Did she die in Lei Buyang’s embrace? What does that an?
Lei Buyang is aware of Xia Ning’s shock and confusion. He sneers at himself and says, “Silly girl, don’t think too much. It is nothing like what you think. However, it ended and she died. Every year, on the day of her death, I go to visit her tomb and bring her favorite olive branches to her. I stay with her for a whole day and night. Ah. It might be good for her to be dead so that she didn’t need to struggle for love and suffer heartbroken pain. Maybe, as to her, that was the best ending. Possibly, she is in heaven now smiling to scold to be a stupid pig.”
Xia Ning smiles. Who doesn’t want to hold love tightly? Who doesn’t want to spend his life with the loved one? However, when it cos to the end, one may not but comfort himself like this.
“Thank you for sharing with the most important thing in your heart.”
“You silly girl, I need to thank you for listening to for such a long ti. Ah. It is really a sad story. I am afraid that if I want to find soone like her...” Lei Buyang pauses and turns to look at Xia Ning. He shakes his head, “I have found one. But she is married. As the saying goes, good n and good won are both married. I am afraid that I may spend my life just like it is now.”
Xia Ning didn’t know that Lei Buyang was so sincere in love in the past. She didn’t know he had such a history. Now, she realizes that Lei Buyang’s reckless and careless attitude has its cause. If it were her, she would not be able to walk out of the past easily.
Lei Buyang can be considered quite positive in his attitude.
“President Lei, I believe your one must be waiting for you in sowhere of the world. Love is destined. You will surely be happy in the future.
When hearing the word Happy, Lei Buyang darkens his eyes at once. Then, he smiles, “I hope so. However, I am afraid that my future wife is not born yet. It may take a long ti to wait for her.”
Xia Ning can’t help laughing.
“Ning, I know your commander husband doesn’t like . I also understand why. Anyway, can you call Buyang, or Bubu, or Yangyang? Don’t call President Lei. That sounds really like a stranger.”
Xia Ning twitches her eyebrows, “Fine. I may call you Lei Buyang directly. OK?”
“...” Lei Buyang is speechless. He gives a sigh, “Compared with President Lei, it sounds nicer. You are Ning. You may call whatever you like.”
They chat for another while. Lei Buyang is hurt quite seriously. He himself feels a little tired. Xia Ning leaves.
She is surprised to see Yi Yuntian leaning on the balcony and quietly looking outside.
Xia Ning has not spoken when Yi Yuntian turns to her, “Ning.”
Xia Ning feels a little embarrassed, “Brother, I just went to see Lei Buyang. He was seriously injured because of protecting .”
“Yeah. I know. You don’t need to explain to . Rui chose you. I trust you.”
Xia Ning feels confused. If he trusts her, why does he stand in front of Lei Buyang’s ward?”
Yi Yuntian is aware of Xia Ning’s confusion. He says, “I have just co out from Weiwei’s ward. I am thinking about whether I should go to see that tiger Lei.”
Xia Ning twitches her lips, “Lei Buyang felt tired. He just lay down for a rest.”
“Oh. It provides with a good excuse for not going inside.” Yi Yuntian walks to her, “Ning, may I get soone to send you back to C City?”
Xia Ning thinks for a while. She suddenly has an idea. She brightens her eyes, “Brother, can I ask you for a favor?”
Yi Yuntian thinks for a while. He looks at Xia Ning aningfully, “Do you want to take you to Beijing?”
Xia Ning feels surprised. She forcefully nods, “Yes. I want to et Rui. Brother, I know I ask for too much. It is reckless. However, I really want to et him.”
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