Chapter 88: To not hurt you
“… Oy~? Olga?”
After hearing the unexpected words from Rishell, my consciousness apparently flew sowhere far away.
I have no mories until Rishell called to .
“Wha! Yes!?”
“Are you all right? You were blanking out.”
I am not all right at all. I am not all right at all but I have no choice but to be all right.
Eh, wait. My head had not caught up with the situation yet.
“… Are you that shocked?”
“… Yes, rather, were you serious?”
Is he not lying just to make confused?
When I looked at Rishell with a doubtful gaze, “You really don’t trust .” Rishell smiled wryly.
“I am serious… I bet everyone already noticed that.”
“Eh, no way.”
Am I really that dense!?
Is this perhaps why everyone is telling that I am dense…?
“… Olga, I truly love you… if you are fine with it, I would like us to beco a couple.”
His serious look and tune were out of order from his usual malicious smile.
I wanted to blurt out OK right away, but I mustn’t. If I don’t want to kill Rishell, I have to refuse him.
“… I am sorry.”
I squeezed my voice out of and said that.
… The mont I said I am sorry and looked at Rishell, my heart pained but I pretended to not recognize it.
“… Can you at least tell the reason?”
“… I have never seen you as anything more than a friend and it will be the sa after this.”
After declaring that, I looked down.
… Not good, I want to cry.
Why was I born as the Heroine?
If I wasn’t in the position where the lives around are in danger, would we be able to beco a couple?
“… But, when I was nursing you, you told ‘Rishell, I am sorry… I love you.’ you know?”
“… I don’t rember that.”
My heart hurts every ti I say a lie.
The truth is that I don’t want to lie, I want to tell him that I love him too.
However, I cannot do that.
“… Do you really not rember?”
“… Eh?”
Rishell was making an extrely saddened face and my heart made let out a weird voice.
… Why am I making Rishell make such expression?
“Do you really have no rembrance of saying that to , Olga?”
“I don’t.”
I thought it was a dream at first, but I rember it clearly.
… I won’t say it though.
Hanging my head in sha while mocking my own self, Rishell spoke up with a voice full of confidence.
“… That’s a lie, right?”
“Wha.”
Rishell’s voice seed so confident that I unconsciously leaked a strange voice out of my mouth.
… What is he saying, this person?
“How many years do you think we know each other? I can at least tell when you are lying.”
“… Eh, what are you saying?”
This person is seriously scary.
… But, it’s Rishell who has a hobby of observing people, so… it’s possible.
I didn’t want you to express your cleverness right here.
“D, don’t you think that you are too confident in yourself!?”
“I don’t? I am telling you that I can read what’s on your head.”
No, that’s seriously scary!
Moreover, when you say that with a whole-faced smile, I can’t stop shaking.
This far exceeds observation skills, it’s already out of that dinsion.
He’s an esper I am telling you, an esper!
“In the first place, do you think I would be confessing without having any chances of success?”
“Ah…”
I am a coward, so I am the type who would confess only after ascertaining whether the other party likes .
Rishell said so while laughing prettily.
… I can only feel the chills though!
But, that’s certainly true. It’s that malicious, bright and distrustful Rishell we are talking about, so he wouldn’t confess without ascertaining the other party’s feelings first.
… Rather, he would wait for the other party to confess.
“That’s why I intended to learn about your feelings, Olga.”
“……”
This fellow, did he perhaps notice my feelings even before I did…!?
“… Well, it’s you we are talking about, so you probably didn’t want to cause trouble for or sothing, right?”
Rather than trouble, it’s the endangernt of your life.
I cannot let you associate with …
“Am I that unreliable?”
N? The mont I looked up, Rishell’s face approached mine and my body pulled back. Too close!
Moreover, his malicious smile (on full throttle) was right in front of , so I couldn’t stop trembling.
Anyone watching from the side could tell that this is a scene of coercion.
You, if you told this to soone else, they will surely have a great misunderstanding, alright!
“T, that’s not…”
I an, he definitely wouldn’t believe .
If I told him that I have my past life’s mories and that both he and I are the main protagonists, he would definitely throw into the hospital.
“Then, what is it about?”
“E, err.”
Soone, please lend a brain to deal with Rishell (malicious prince)!
“… In fact, Olga. I heard sothing else from you while you had the fever… ‘I don’t want to die.’ you said.”
“!”
I have no mories of saying that.
That’s why I must have been genuinely sleep-talking.
… Was I perhaps seeing a nightmare during the fever?
When I thought of trying to deceive him, Rishell opened his mouth and interrupted .
“… Hey, Olga. I want to protect you. If you have sothing you are uneasy about, I would like you to tell … no matter what it is, I will believe you.”
“……”
No matter what it is, huh.
My story could be described only as crazy.
He will surely not believe that I have mories of my past life.
… However, I wanted to tell him.
I want to trust him.
Most likely, if Rishell doesn’t believe , I will end up in a ntal hospital, but… it might be worth telling him.
“… Will you really believe ?”
“… Yeah.”
I closed my eyes and made up my mind.
… Taking a deep breath, I began talking about my past life.
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