There was no way she was going to forget the day when Yin Fu told her that he was carrying her child. Honestly, there was more than one reason for her to divorce this r.
The possibility of him killing her if he was to get pissed off at her.
The possibility of this r betraying her or turning her life upside down because of the anger and frustration he had been suppressing due to the actions of her predecessor.
In fact, Mo Qiang knew that she was being an idiot. However, despite all the possibilities, she wanted Yin Fu to be happy. Once he started to grow on her, Mo Qiang stopped thinking about the difficult stuff. In more or less one way she started to accept this r.
Though she was an idiot when it ca to love and acceptance, she had already made up her mind.
"Have you cald down?" Mo Qiang asked as she picked up the clean cloth that was lying inside the ice-cold water and started dabbing it on Yin Fu's eyes which had turned swollen.
"Yes," Yin Fu replied as he lay on the bed. He sniffed and said, "I am sorry… I was feeling a bit overwheld after losing our child. I can't believe that despite everything that r did to … I still let my guard down in front of him. I should have carefully examined him— I never thought that he would do sothing so sinister."
"No matter what, I was his son."
"You don't need to apologise," Mo Qiang said calmly. "Like you said, you were his son. As he was your family, you will sowhere hold a little hope that one day they will turn around and realise their mistakes."
"But still…." Yin Fu opened his eyes and looked at Mo Qiang with an aggrieved look on his face. "It is because of .."
"..Didn't I say that there is no need to bla yourself?" Mo Qiang smiled at him as she turned and picked up the multicoloured capsules that were placed on the tray which the nurse brought over. "You love and I love you— isn't it enough? I will not bla you for sothing that was out of your control."
Yin Fu blinked his eyes naively at first he didn't understand what Mo Qiang was saying but as soon as the words registered in his head, his entire face flushed red.
"Uh..huh?" He sat up straight and looked at Mo Qiang in shock. "Wh—What did you say?'
"Ah, you want to repeat it?" Mo Qiang turned and looked at him with an embarrassed expression. She sighed with a hint of frustration on her face and remarked, "Jeez just hear it the first ti… it's pretty embarrassing to say it again."
"I am sorry?" Yin Fu squeaked, feeling a bit more underconfident when he saw Mo Qiang frown. Did he push her too much? He just told her that he was raised as a r who was supposed to be serving won and yet he was making her fulfil his selfish demands.
That too after losing their child.
"I…"
"I love you," Mo Qiang sighed as she took his hand in hers. "I really do... though I don't really know what love is but …" her brows furrowed instinctively and Yin Fu wished he could smoothen her brows. But then he heard her say, "The fact that you are crying so much— blaming yourself because we have lost our child. I feel sorry and upset about it."
"But I hope that you will stop doing so because it also hurts . Ah Fu, I really love how hard you work for —and how you always put first in everything … and though your demands are really perverted sotis… I don't hate it." She added with an annoyed and amused expression.
She raised her head and looked at Yin Fu whose face was flushed red. "I love the way you look at … everything," she confessed. "I love everything."
"And the fact that we stayed together for so long— I believe that it's a miracle on my part since you stayed next to even when I…"
Mo Qiang didn't finish speaking as Yin Fu reached forward and hugged her. "Ah …what should I do? My —My throat feels all clenched up… my heart—is beating like crazy."
"I—I really love you too... It's so much …that I feel like I am going crazy."
"You are killing ."
Mo Qiang: "…" ?
"I want to eat you up and beco one with you."
Mo Qiang: !!!?
"I want to rip open my stomach and squeeze you right inside my heart."
Mo Qiang: !!!!!
"What the hell?!" Mo Qiang started sweating as she hugged the r in her arms. "Are you alright? Your thoughts are all over the place?" She asked worriedly.
Yin Fu didn't seem to have heard her as he continued hugging her and sobbed, "I..I love you too.. I love you just the way you are …there is nothing that I don't love you."
"I love all of you."
"Even when we are old and wrinkled, I will still love you."
"Hahaha! You will? Very well when we are old we will continue to farm and live a quiet life," Mo Qiang patted him on the head. "Let's try to live as peacefully as possible. You, our family and our future children."
"Yes," Yin Fu buried his face in the crook of his wife's neck. Why was his wife so kind? If soone else was in her place they would have thrown him out of her house for he had beco useless.
Was all the darkness and pain that he went through when he was a child because the heavens wanted him to appreciate Mo Qiang when he found her?
"Let's go to bed," Mo Qiang said to Yin Fu as she pulled him away from her arms. "You must be tired. It is not good for you to move so much."
"Yeah… I want to sleep with you," Yin Fu sniffed as he put forth his desire in front of Mo Qiang for the first ti without indirectly swaying it around.
"Alright," Mo Qiang nodded as she too climbed up in his bed pod.
That night, the two of them fell asleep in each other's arms hoping for a new day.
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