Drinking water is often a nightmare-like prank for Tan Mo, who was too young to distinguish between good and evil. For Tan Mo, who experienced a car accident with his legs crippled, it is even more unspeakable sha and death.
When I was young, my friends who went to school together would pretend to call him away pretending to be kind, and then secretly add sothing numbing to the scalp, or mustard, or a handful of soil, or a bug in Tanmo's water glass. , Or sothing more disgusting.
He was choked with mustard until he kept coughing and almost choked.
Since then, he has never taken a cup to school again, nor has he ever drank a sip of water or eaten at school.
Later, his legs beca disabled and he could no longer stand up, and he would never drink another sip of water. Because after drinking water, you have to go to the bathroom and go to the bathroom. This is the most daily behavior for everyone, but it is the most embarrassing tornt for Tan Mo.
So, that girl, why did she take the initiative to talk to him, and why did she take the initiative to fetch him water?
He didn't have ti to think so much. For a while, his mind roared and he could only think of the exaggerated and unscrupulous ridicule of his forr classmates.
"Tan Mo, go to the toilet together."
"Tan Mo, how do you disabled people go to the toilet? Do you need help? How can you help?"
"Tan Mo, do you drink water, moisten your intestines!"
Finally, it gradually overlapped with the voice of the girl just now.
"Tan Mo, do you want to drink water, I can make you a drink by the way."
Tan Mo had never expected anything, but the girl who had said good afternoon to her a mont ago, said sothing similar to what she used to be in the next mont.
He was not disappointed, or because he was isolated from his illness and his emotional system was different from others, he could not distinguish the high-level emotion of disappointnt at all. The overwhelming emotions at this mont are the sa as the humiliation and anger he once felt. There is no difference.
She was no different from those who had humiliated him.
No, there is still a difference, she will even approach him pretending to be kind before.
And patiently approached several tis.
He will never expect any good morning or afternoon anymore.
He wants to stay away from this person.
Qiao Lan found that Tan Mo's attitude towards her has beco more and more indifferent since that day.
Of course, Tan Mo has always been indifferent to her, but Qiao Lan can still find a little difference in the always expressionless face.
Once she said good morning to Tan Mo, although Tan Mo would not give her any response, he would stop the wheelchair and stare at her with the kind of eyes other students said, before finally lowering his head again and silently from her. after.
But now, Qiao Lan took the initiative to greet him, and Tan Mo couldn't even stop his wheelchair.
Tan Mo seed to have isolated Qiao Lan's voice, and could not hear Qiao Lan's voice. The signs of rejection were so obvious that even the other students in the class could see it.
"Fuck Qiao Lan is too funny, she actually took the initiative to greet Tan Mo, but she was ignored at all."
"No one wants to talk to her, only to talk to a fool."
The crowd laughed and turned to look at the position of the last row of Tan Mo. Tan Mo looked down at sothing.
The dense English, even Song Yao, who has the best English score, may not be able to see it unimpeded.
This is a world famous book, "Wuthering Heights".
He can't think of why he picked up the book again. Maybe it's because Qiao Lan's "maliciousness" hidden after his kindness made him suddenly think of the protagonist in this book, Heathcliff's gentleness under hatred. .
In fact, there is not much connection, but he is inexplicably connected.
He looked down at the book and happened to see a sentence.
[The soul enters the grave, are you still willing to live? ]
After his mother died, after his legs were crippled, he asked himself every day, would you still live.
[Only loneliness belongs to
alone]
This sentence is so good, he has nothing, family, friendship, health, emotional perception, and dignity, he has none, from beginning to end, only loneliness belongs to him.
The heat in the north in November has gradually dissipated, and the **** frost on the dry grassland during the morning rises, and the cool autumn breeze in the sky "could be interesting."
But for students, it seems that there is no difference.
I was even a little happy that the extre heat finally passed, so the lukewarm weather is the most comfortable.
The physical education class in the first year of high school has not been taken up by the other teachers. It belongs to the students. There is physical education in the afternoon. After the last get out of class in the morning, Li Fan and the others started shouting to rember to take the ball in the afternoon.
"Class 2 in the afternoon also has a physical education class, just in ti for a fight."
This is for Chen Yaoyang. Chen Yaoyang naturally has no objections. He has always been a star in the school. Not only does he learn to be top-notch, he is also the focus on the court.
A few people went out with their shoulders on their backs, and several girls packed their things, including Qiao Lan's tablemate, and left the classroom together.
Qiao Lan was still sitting in her seat, writing sothing with her brush in her hand.
"Just pretend," a girl with short hair sneered.
"Hey don't tell , Qiao Lan is really working hard recently. I heard that I co here very early every morning and endorse."
"Carrying a fart, and deliberately waiting for Chen Yaoyang outside, and because of her background and brain, it's useless even if she really learns."
"People have to be a little self-aware, why don't you say she doesn't have any."
"Oh, isn't there no way. Poor, ugly, and poor like her. There is no way to be poor and ugly. They can only redy it in study."
Several people laughed, and then changed the subject again, "What kind of girls do you think Chen Yaoyang likes?"
"Just like Song Yao."
"I seem to rember that Chen Yaoyang said before that he likes smart people and Song Yao has good grades. How can Chen Yaoyang dislike it? Besides, he is so beautiful and so rich at ho."
"I don't think so, Song Yao likes Chen Yaoyang so obviously, Chen Yaoyang hasn't confessed, I shouldn't like it..."
"Whether so much. In the afternoon, I will watch Chen Yaoyang play in the physical education class. It seems that the second class is also in the physical education class. You can still see Hao Ying. Would you like to buy water in the afternoon..."
The aning behind buying water, a few people laughed together, just understand it by yourself.
When the students in the classroom were almost gone, Qiao Lan walked out of the classroom.
After reading the book for a while, the midterm exam is getting closer and closer. She still doesn't have much confidence in physics. After all, she used to be a liberal arts student, and she has forgotten about physics. Moreover, physics mainly depends on understanding. It is still a bit difficult to learn by herself. .
Turning his neck and looking back, Tan Mo has also left.
Qiao Lan leaned on the chair and sighed long.
Several days after the last ti, Qiao Lan finally wanted to understand what she said wrong.
A total of three sentences were spoken that day, and Tan Mo didn't respond to the first two sentences, but after asking him if he wanted to drink water, Tan Mo was all wrong.
What did the two words drinking water touch on Tan Mo?
In yesterday's information class, Qiao Lan finally ca into contact with the Internet. She searched the Internet for Asperger's disease and finally got a general understanding of the disease.
Among them, Qiao Lan got a bit of eyebrows. People who say Asperger's disease online, especially children, are vulnerable to bullying because they are incompatible with other children. According to statistics, 90% of Asperger's disease occurs. Children have been bullied by their peers in childhood.
This can easily lead to a result, suffering from persecution delusions.
Because of the persecution and bullying that I have suffered too much, this kind of result is really normal.
Any words with intentions will stimulate Tan Mo's nerves. Tan Mo is so sensitive to the word drinking water, perhaps because soone hurt him by drinking water.
Qiao Lan was a little guilty.
She didn't an it, but it was true that she hurt Tan Mo.
In addition, Qiao Lan observed Tan Mo for several days and discovered that Tan Mo never ca to school with a water glass, and he never left his seat, even when he went to the bathroom.
Qiao Lan later realized that it was not easy for Tan Mo to go to the bathroom. Not only was it not easy, he might also be ridiculed by his classmates.
Qiao Lan felt even more guilty.
Walking on the campus road, Qiao Lan said to her heart that she wanted to really get in touch with Tan Mo. If Tan Mo didn't reject her like this, she had to be more cautious. When passing by the small campus supermarket, Qiao Lan turned into the supermarket and bought it. After the refill, I bought a lollipop.
Walking in a hurry, I didn't see a few classmates in the supermarket buying water.
As soon as the girls turned their heads, they saw Qiao Lan buying sweets. They greeted the girls together, and they all talked after Qiao Lan left.
"I knew she couldn't take it anymore!"
Qiao Lan used to buy sweets every day to please the boys and girls in the class. She hadn't bought it before, but she bought it again for an unprecedented few days. It's not that she can't stand it and wants to please Chen Yaoyang and the others.
Several people got excited and ran into the classroom after buying water. Chen Yaoyang was talking in the classroom. Qin Yang took the basketball that Chen Yaoyang had brought, and kept saying that the ball was good.
Several girls squeezed over, looked at Chen Yaoyang and then said to Qin Yang, "Guess what we just saw."
"What?" Qin Yang didn't have much interest. He is now all focused on basketball.
"We just went to the supermarket to buy things and t Qiao Lan
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